So, yeah... it's been three weeks and I'm suspecting the worst, so I've gotta get this off my chest.
About me: 23 years old, have had tinnitus in my right ear once in the past (12 months ago) due to the cold which lasted 2 weeks. Always careful with noise exposure. Super healthy and fit lifestyle (10 miles walking / week + 30 miles cycling + shop at wholefoods), no drugs.
On May 30th 2021, I went out to a nightclub with some friends. The state I'm in had just reopened, so with all of us being vaccinated we figured we would go out and celebrate. It was the first venue I had been to in many years (since college really), and none of us had brought earplugs. The exposure time was ~2 to 3 hours with breaks outside occasionally. The venue was smaller and louder than I expected. My ears definitely hurt 3/4ths of the way through the night, but I was drunk and having a good time so I decided to ignore it. Big mistake.
When we left the venue, all of our ears where ringing. My two friends, fortunately, were able to recover fully within the 48 hour window. I, unfortunately, got the works -- tinnitus, reactive tinnitus, and hyperacusis. My left ear healed completely after 1 week from the exposure -- no tinnitus or any other problems whatsoever in my left ear, which I'm thankful for. For my right ear, the reactive tinnitus and hyperacusis mostly subsided (95%) over the course of the first week. The constant and annoying ringing noise at around 2 kHz did not, and it has not changed since. My perception of it is no different 3 weeks after the exposure as it was 1 week after exposure. I suspect this is hearing loss related, so I'm preparing for the worst. I have a hearing test in two weeks, so I'll know for sure then if I'm going to have to live with this for the rest of my life or not.
Lifestyle changes I've made after the exposure to minimize future hearing loss:
Neuroplasticity-wise, I think I'll be able to habituate. But for now, I'm fking sad. I'm about to quit my job at this stressful tech startup because I think the stress is aggravating my tinnitus. After that I plan to take 2 months off, spend the entirety focused on habituating, and resume working once I'm habituated.
Please offer support and assurance to me. I really need it.
About me: 23 years old, have had tinnitus in my right ear once in the past (12 months ago) due to the cold which lasted 2 weeks. Always careful with noise exposure. Super healthy and fit lifestyle (10 miles walking / week + 30 miles cycling + shop at wholefoods), no drugs.
On May 30th 2021, I went out to a nightclub with some friends. The state I'm in had just reopened, so with all of us being vaccinated we figured we would go out and celebrate. It was the first venue I had been to in many years (since college really), and none of us had brought earplugs. The exposure time was ~2 to 3 hours with breaks outside occasionally. The venue was smaller and louder than I expected. My ears definitely hurt 3/4ths of the way through the night, but I was drunk and having a good time so I decided to ignore it. Big mistake.
When we left the venue, all of our ears where ringing. My two friends, fortunately, were able to recover fully within the 48 hour window. I, unfortunately, got the works -- tinnitus, reactive tinnitus, and hyperacusis. My left ear healed completely after 1 week from the exposure -- no tinnitus or any other problems whatsoever in my left ear, which I'm thankful for. For my right ear, the reactive tinnitus and hyperacusis mostly subsided (95%) over the course of the first week. The constant and annoying ringing noise at around 2 kHz did not, and it has not changed since. My perception of it is no different 3 weeks after the exposure as it was 1 week after exposure. I suspect this is hearing loss related, so I'm preparing for the worst. I have a hearing test in two weeks, so I'll know for sure then if I'm going to have to live with this for the rest of my life or not.
Lifestyle changes I've made after the exposure to minimize future hearing loss:
- Bought an apple watch, which comes with a decibel monitor and alerting for when the decibel level reaches unsafe levels. I currently have it set to alert me at 80 dB, and have conditioned myself to excuse myself if this threshold is ever breached.
- Bought earplugs that go on my chainring. They're cheap $30 earplugs, but I'm going to get my ear molds when I go to the Audiologist so I replace them with professional grade molded earplugs
- No more concerts / nightclubs / loud bars. Not the kind of lifestyle I want. No more work stress, either. I'm going to live a modest life now with the goal of getting a wife, a suburban house, 2 kids, and pass on the burden of pursing ones dreams to my children.
Neuroplasticity-wise, I think I'll be able to habituate. But for now, I'm fking sad. I'm about to quit my job at this stressful tech startup because I think the stress is aggravating my tinnitus. After that I plan to take 2 months off, spend the entirety focused on habituating, and resume working once I'm habituated.
Please offer support and assurance to me. I really need it.