I don't have a clear cause for my tinnitus. Always wore good earplugs at concerts. Have always been noise-sensitive (bothered by barking dogs, screaming children, etc) but at 66, I have very little hearing loss, according to the perfunctory and dismissive ENT I saw a couple of weeks ago. God, he was awful. Hardly glanced at my ears, then it was " Nothing you can do, not unusual at your age, here's a handout, bye!" A bit of background and detail:
- About a year and a half ago I complained to my PA about pain in left ear and very itchy ears overall. (I've had very dry, itchy ears for as long as I can remember -- very little ear wax.) She suggested Flonase. Didn't help though I did get a slight clearing sensation in both ears.
- A month or two after that, can't pinpoint exactly when, I noticed ringing in both ears -- but it was like really loud crickets or tree frogs. Not all the time, though. and the pitch and volume varied. Within the last 3-4 months it's morphed into a constant shriek that doesn't change in pitch or volume and doesn't go away. Masking noise helps me sleep (loud fountain sounds) and I recently bought a fountain for my screen porch. it's soothing, and masks the tinnitus somewhat.
- ENT visit and hearing test was a couple of weeks ago. The ENT everyone raves about has a three-month waiting list so I went with the guy my PA recommended. As mentioned, it was discouraging and not helpful.
- I am a musician who loves my solitude. (My day job is editor and copywriter for a large tech firm, working from home.) I simply can't let myself think much about the prospect of never experiencing silence again because I fear it will just immobilize me. I seem to do best when I don't think about it too much, but that only goes so far.
- I have had serious depression in the past, but the past 12 years I have done very well mood-wise with Lamotrigine and Cerefolin NAC. After decades of average blood pressure readings I am now on Lisinopril for high BP - I really think that is my body's' reaction to tinnitus. It started about the same time the crickets landed
. I've taking Synthroid for years, take Dramamine and Melatonin for sleep but I don't sleep well. Used to enjoy THC gummies but despite mellowing me out, they seem to make me more sensitive to tinnitus.
- Random deets: I have frequent neck pain from an old injury, get queasy/feeling (but not dizzy) when I turn it in certain directions, like looking straight up. I have always gotten carsick and seasick. Not vomit-inducing, just feel sick to my stomach if try to read or look at my phone in the car. Also some tooth grinding I imagine -- jaws are sore in the morning. I have never been able to differentiate sounds very well in crowded situations. I don't know if I have hyperacusis or not, is that measurable? Sounds are certainly painful and annoying to me but I think I have always been that way. Thoughts welcome!