Hello everyone, I haven't really been on here much as i've been doing the ol'TRT thing again to try and help with my H and T (so far so good). However, I just wanted to pop on here and have a little rant session - as well as try a little bit of therapy that I usually do on my own. I was recommended by one of the therapists that I saw in my hometown to write down any "What ifs...." in a notepad to help get them off my chest - especially if they really start to eat at me. I am about to start work again, and while I am really excited to feel like a normal person again - I'm also a bit nervous. So instead of doing what I usually do on my own, I would just like to share these in a space that's safe for people with lovely issues ear issues like ourselves. I guess here are the couple that are kicking around my head right now.... - What if I'm not able to continue working again - What if my sounds tolerances don't get better fast enough for my girl friend - What if my T or H gets worse and it continues to evolve into something worse - What if I'm not able to work out in a gym again - What if I turn out to not be a great candidate for sound therapy - then what? - What if I become a burden to my family Anyways, I'm not really sure what can come out of this haha. I just had to get this off my chest.....and I already feel a bit better I hope that once I start work again - and being around new people, that this will hopefully help with this little bit of uneasiness and it'll drift away.... Thank you everyone.