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    adpolandam updated their status.
    I wish it could stay this way forever, for the rest of my life. The problems weren't as furious today as they are most of the time.
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    T will be the death of me.
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    Somedays not sure how much longer I can keep going. What choice do I have but to keep going.
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    Didn't ever believe that Susan Shore's device would work for me. But anyway, by the time it comes out I won't be able to use it because I won't be...
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    im so tired mentally im tired of crying everyday its been how many days since 26 september 2024?
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    My advice to you is this: when it comes to tinnitus, no matter who your family or friends are, anyone outside of "our group", the tinnitus...
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    My family never really accepted my condition either. And whenever I tried to explain it to them, it broke something inside me — that strong desire...
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    We'll all be starving and homeless in a few years once the bourgeoisie perfects AI to do their bidding. Apparently @adpolandam hasn't heard what...
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    No one in my family accepts my condition and when I try to explain it, a huge argument breaks out.
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    Feel you man I'm feeling pretty suicidal right now but I feel like there might be a light at the end of the tunnel for us. AI is advancing pretty...
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    (2/2) Right now, I continue not because of me, but for my wife and my family. I don't know what can I do to get a little better. I truly want to...
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    I can't say I have anything to add per se. I was talking to my family about how I saw nothing about Tinnitus Week. My son says he didn't even know...
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    I actually want to die I miss life when my hearing was normal.
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    adpolandam updated their status.
    It's getting louder (80-90 dB), there are more and more sounds, hearing loss, painful hypersensitivity, distortion, pressure on one side of the...
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    I can relate so much to you. I’ve been worsening since I first got tinnitus nine years ago. At first, it didn’t bother me too much. Over the...
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    I get my worst spikes when I make huge mistakes. The latest one was yesterday when I went into someone’s underground parking garage. I forgot my...
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    Sounds like you’re doing pretty well! You’re working, and that’s huge. We’re all blue-collar in my family—welders, machinists, farmers, concrete...
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    Thank you for your replies. I’m very drunk today, so please be gentle with me. It’s been nine months now since everything changed. Just thirty...
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    A hearing test or a hearing aid will not help reactive tinnitus. In fact, they can have the opposite effect. The tones from a hearing test, which...
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    I completely understand where you are coming from. I am around your age as well, although I had stable tinnitus since 2004, which I was 100...
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    I miss my old life going out without any problems seeing world clearer hearing much better. I will never forgive that doctor and myself never ever.
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    Have you tried consulting with ChatGPT? If you lay out your tinnitus history, including the things that triggered the initial onset and subsequent...
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    Where did this come from? Is it noise, sudden sounds, vibrations, medication, the COVID vaccine? Do you wear earmuffs all the time? What did the...
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    Been a bad 5 days... ugh.
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    I am an idiot i couldn't do it and today new high pitch in right ear screams worst of the worst tone 15 khz i hope it goes away it happened many...
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    So unhappy today. Relationship is suffering. Life is very hard in every aspect. Beer is my shepherd...
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    Had a mental breakdown while talking with my parents on the phone.
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    I think I'm going through a nasty setback right now, I guess for being kinda reckless. Dunno if its from noise exposure or something else, but T...
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    Not good. I'm going through a setback again unfortunately. I'm so tired of this shit. :grumpy:
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    Third anniversary in this forum but I’ve had tinnitus for 30+ years (mild). Now, it’s pretty brutal, I think, and it takes my thoughts away every...
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    Yes. I often don’t understand what people are saying to me. It sounds like gibberish, and I have to guess.
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    How are your ears?
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    Hi everyone! You might remember me from my introduction thread. I’m back on the forum to share a success story, and hopefully offer some hope to...
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    On youtube there is channel "bezrobotny". There are interviews with many people looking for a job, not only from IT industry. So maybe you can...
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    To be honest. In Poland It will be very difficult to get a job in IT without proper education or experience in IT. To my knowledge, now in 2025...
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    I'm a novice when it comes to this type of work. I've always been a manual laborer. Do you think I have a chance?
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    How to find such a job?
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    Work from home is the only option in my opinion.
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    You can reinforce the eardrum with paper. You can also strengthen the middle ear by stabilizing the ossicles, and you can also strengthen the...