Ava Lugo

I just want a very calm healthy peaceful brain. No tinnitus or visual snow bullshit. Im surprise i dont have epilepsy...

I saw a girl early this morning jogging while she listened to music and just living life to the fullest like I could of been doing :(

I literally wanna wake up one morning and just turn music on like I use to and look out at the window and stare at the gorgeous sunrise.

Life really sucks right now. I sooo want to be someone else right now.

You know you’re getting tipsy when you can’t hear your tinnitus anymore at the time.

Alcohol is very therapeutic for severe intrusive tinnitus at times.

Here’s a proof that “god” truly does not exist but hell does. A guy with a satan shirt had ear buds in and clearly has healthy ears...

I really need someone to shoot me since I’m too much of a coward to do it myself and euthanasia isn’t an option where I’m at :(

Is Nico still alive? :( I know this condition genuinely sucks ass so bad but i hate seeing people end their lives to this.

Reactive T is part of a twilight zone. You don’t hear sounds “right” the way others do so you miss out :(

Thank god for alcohol!

Your life can do a complete 180 and then some so watch the fuck out!

People whining and crying on reddit over a faint sound they only hear when plugging their ears, give me a fucking break.

Why do some people's reactive tinnitus improves or goes away after only a few months but others never do? Do we not deserve happiness!??

My tinnitus doesn’t play nice with outside world noise :(

Im finding it extremely annoying that most of the people on here have faint tinnitus bit anxiety issues. I would NOT be here if that was me.

I pray so hard that I pass away in my sleep to not go through another day with reactive T.

I don’t fucking understand. Why can we fix people with transgender issues but not people with defective brains and cochleae???

So many times i want to take a sledge hammer and just smash my brain into pieces.

Severe tinnitus and severe floaters. A big FUCK YOU to god.

Floaters are much worse than visual snow.

I know I should be happy for my coworker but she is 50 pounds more than me with no tinnitus. We are both obese. God why?

God is a fucking piece of shit no matter what anyone says. He would not allow torment and suffering if he was caring.

I am so fucking tired of living with reactive T. im trying stuff too like gabenpentin but only works for a few days...

Hmm let’s fucking see...first a year and a half with reactive tinnitus now I’m noticing more eye floaters than ever, what’s next??

Eww music doesn’t sound good with reactive tinnitus. It sounds like robots having sex with each other (to me).

I can't motherfucking believe we only got one life. If we had ten lives left this bullshit wouldn't be as bad.

Booze makes music sound better. I feel like i hear it more in it it's true form.

Fuck God. Im officially an atheist.

One of my best memories is when I went to Apache lake with my dog and dad and listened to music and dranked.