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IAmCalifornia

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Gonna try a blood test to see if deficient in anything, and then neck massages next. Yeah I still hope to be rid of this HELL. #fml Jan 17, 2018 at 1:33 PM

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    1. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      Gonna try a blood test to see if deficient in anything, and then neck massages next. Yeah I still hope to be rid of this HELL. #fml
      1. threefirefour likes this.
    2. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      sugar do do do do do do oh honey honey do do do do do do
      1. Taylorslay likes this.
    3. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      If T is a symptom and not disease, why won't moron doctors find out a symptom of what!??!?!?! FML
      1. threefirefour and Taylorslay like this.
      2. Taylorslay
        Taylorslay
        Lmao you make a good point. It should be considered a disease tbh or some type of illness.
        Dec 18, 2017
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      3. Philippe79
        Philippe79
        Whenever I read that somewhere, it makes me irate. It’s like they’re playing it down. That sums up everything we have to put up with. Tinnitus is an illness/desease (of some kind) in it’s own right imo. Until people’s attitudes towards it change, nothing will ever happen...
        Jan 5, 2018
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    4. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      ...even though ENTs, doctors, and audiologists don't know anything about tinnitus and can't help out, so we're all f*cked anyways
    5. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      That moment you realize anytime you ask a tinnitus question the answer is always "ask a doctor", "get checked out by ENT/audiologist"...
    6. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      That moment you think it's getting better, but then it's still there and you're still a miserable piece of shit
      1. Bill Bauer and threefirefour like this.
    7. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      That ENT visit you waited forever for that always, always crushes your hopes and dreams
      1. SandraKD
        SandraKD
        :( I am going to another ENT in march next year, one with a good reputation, I am exited tom see what he will tell me, but afraid that it will be another "there is nothing to do about it, go home and learn to live with it" :(
        Dec 12, 2017
    8. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      I will amount to nothing in life
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      2. threefirefour
        threefirefour
        Won't we all.
        Dec 11, 2017
      3. Jake007
        Jake007
        That'll be up to you
        Dec 12, 2017
    9. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      I refuse to believe my 65 year old father who was in the army, shot guns, attended 100s of heavy metal shows, has no tinnitus, but me...
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      3. IAmCalifornia
        IAmCalifornia
        @Lex I doubt it. Despite my age (32) my grandparents and great grandparents are still alive. In fact, my genes are excellent. Everyone in my family is in great shape, tall, athletic, and zero tinnitus. I asked around. My destiny? I keep asking myself what the point of my life is, especially lately.
        Dec 11, 2017
      4. Lex
        Lex
        Ah then maybe you're just the unlucky one, the person who got the short end of the stick. Sucks to be part of the tiny unlucky minority. Also, maybe life doesn't need to have a point. Sure feels pointless to me now when almost 24/7 of it is spent on finding ways to minimize worsening and manage pain.
        Dec 11, 2017
      5. IAmCalifornia
        IAmCalifornia
        @Lex I hear you man, 24/7 Chinese water torture...
        Dec 11, 2017
    10. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      I want a god damn cure now enough of this tinnitus shit, tinnitus has taken EVERYTHING
      1. dpdx
        dpdx
        are you having a spike?
        Dec 2, 2017
      2. IAmCalifornia
        IAmCalifornia
        @dpdx nope just it never went away, it's just there haunting my worthless piece of crap tinnitus life
        Dec 3, 2017
    11. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      So uh well there ever be a way to tell: this is what is causing your tinnitus, eat this or take this-or are we all just f-ked for life!!!!!!
    12. Llouiseandhector
      Llouiseandhector
      Have been reading your posts I'm sorry you are going through it I do hope things look up for you very soon I know how your feeling this tinnitus is soul destroying
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    13. Llouiseandhector
      Llouiseandhector
      Hello how are you doing now ? I was wondering if you still get ear pressure and it feel like the ears are bursting at times ?
    14. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      Why do people go to clubs-loud concerts-sporting events all their life and no tinnitus but one day I wake up and BAM my life changed 4ever
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      2. Philippe79
        Philippe79
        Unfortunately, in life.. there is a thing called ‘sods law’. In life things don’t always make sense and can feel unfair. As much as I agree with you, thinking like this will only make things worse. I wish you all the best.
        Nov 12, 2017
    15. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      Fuck life. Thanks tinnitus. You have destroyed me.
      1. Bill Bauer and summ like this.
      2. Kolisar
        Kolisar
        I'm sorry you are struggling so much with tinnitus. It is miserable, but you do not have to let it destroy you. I know it is difficult, but you can win. You can beat this.
        Sep 1, 2017
    16. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      Tinnitus is bullshit
      1. Bill Bauer, summ and stacey like this.
      2. CrazyT
        CrazyT
        indeed
        Aug 25, 2017
    17. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      On top of stupid tinnitus now arthritis in my foot walking now difficult only 30 years old FML FML FML FML
      1. SandraKD
        SandraKD
        Sorry to hear that :( on top of my T I got the news that my aunt may be having a very serious illness, potentially deadly. It is true when they say misery loves company :/
        Aug 23, 2017
    18. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      I hate my life.
      1. Paulmanlike
        Paulmanlike
        Stay strong
        Aug 9, 2017
    19. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      Another day, same tinnitus!
      1. Bill Bauer likes this.
    20. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      Saw my ENT again, what an asshole. a useless one at that. #makeitstop
      1. Artazanasss, summ and Bill Bauer like this.
      2. SandraKD
        SandraKD
        my experience with ENT's and from what i have heard from others is exatcly the same :/ they just take a minute to look at you and then send you off with a "learn to live with it".....hugs, hope you soon find some relief.
        Jul 24, 2017
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    21. IAmCalifornia
      IAmCalifornia
      Looking for hope
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