RaZaH

My accident was my fault too. I went through a red light. I tried to avoid a car and ran down the median and smashed some signs. The other car hit my passenger side front and their airbag went off.

At least you live in Iceland - IMHO the best place in the world where one could live.

Bill Bauer , agreed.

Loved this so much. Very, very nicely done. You also actually recorded the drone footage yourself?

No , that is stock footage from Thailand I think,I just did the mirroring, editing and colour adjustments.

good stuff man. it took me quite a while to get back to writing music also - but I'm back at it. I've also taken a more mellow approach, and have mostly abandoned performances

I envy you. I've had almost a month break from my music and I miss it...

I have mostly taken a break for 6 years , so no real reason to envy me , hehe.

I am only doing this particular album because its well paid and most importantly its very mellow.

What is Regains trial ?

A combination of Benzo and noise, I can not recommend any kind of Benso , do not touch that stuff is my advice and not only because of T . Its horrible stuff, stay away.

Even low dosage? I'm ok with side effects as long as it doesn't contribute to damaging my ears (which is noise induced). But I'm getting worse and I heard some say that the benzo can calm the T a bit. But I do not want to chance it getting worse too, I'm really screwed.

Well, It might help temporarily but is that really help ?
Since it has no chance of making it better and a better chance of making it worse, to me its a no brainer.
Eventually you will have to stop and that is a harrowing experience, again , I will never advise anyone to take that shit.

Long time without seeing you. Are you better, worse or both?

I am doing ok, managed to get my little company on its feet, just had felt I had to leave , not entirely sure why ?
Have come to the site every now and then and checked up on you guys. To be honest I am not doing much better T wise.

Well, Congratulations! That's great news. Im glad you are moving forward even with t. I stopped coming for a little while too but like you, always came to check on the group every now and then. Dont go for too long ok, we need some good guys around here. ;)

Link me to some if you can! Love your work.

I'd like to hear your work to:)

Hey, ertu íslenskur? Værirðu til í smá spjall við tækifæri um þennan fjanda við einn sem er nýbyrjaður að kljást við þetta?
Kiddi Snær trommari.

but aren't your thoughts the ones that came up with that rule?

Yes, but I decided after I had that thought. :P

My therapist would say: you have the ability to choose what thoughts you pay attention to.

Those weeks must feel like a great blessing!

has that been since you started the saffron ?

Yes a blessing , but going back to hardcore t makes it almost worse to get a break, get your hopes up etc.

Tired too... I guess if you don't have H (or mild), you should find a new way to make music at low volume. You could discover a whole new art and a lot of things about yourself.

Did you get the terminal illness brain tumor diagnosis? I want to send you flowers.

You're a troll Amber, all right we get it. Try to be funny at least.

Only just recently started getting these headaches.
Probably nothing but my girlfriend is going to kill me if I dont check it out.

I blame the saffron ;)

Went for the MRI , machine was pretty noisey bit still, had ear plugs and earmuffs so no big deal.

Do you have a Soundcloud? :) Hope you feel better soon, the headache T sounds awful.

I've heard RaZaH's music! It's awesome!

Thanks @Markku , man do I miss getting lost in music production. Oh, well.

musical breakdowns used to be beautiful, but now they are just compositions way of highlighting tinnitus and distorted hearing.

It happens about once or twice a month , does not last though

its happened before , always comes back, tenfold

Well, its only been a few hours . I have had this before , on occasion over the 4 years , always comes back with a vengeance.

I was literally suicidal yesterday !? hardcore T

If you feel that bad and want to chat, please contact me.

I am loving this obviously, but mixed emotions, hate knowing it will come back and usually tenfold.

WTF , not even T when I clench my jaw, that has never happened before ?

I guess just send Pm ? not sure how its done specifically ?

I may don't have enough credentials, as it says: "You do not have permission to view this page or perform this action".

I'm interested in your leftover Trobalt. We can discuss it through email: horkher26@gmail.com

A Labracadabrador !

Definitely reactive. I have the same thing. sometimes a quiet environment is better for me.

great .. :(

yea dude..sucks