RaZaH
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RaZaH

Member, Male, from Reykjavík, Iceland

Alive Jan 3, 2019

RaZaH was last seen:
Jan 20, 2019 at 6:10 PM
    1. shasta0863
      shasta0863
      Did Benzo give you T? I'm suffering with a new form of T that is now very reactive to sounds (goes up until stimulus is gone) and its base level is constantly spiking up and down and up and down every second. After recovering from flu made it all worse. Desperate to use something but I'm terrified of benzo's. Did you use a specific one that is a problem?
      1. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        A combination of Benzo and noise, I can not recommend any kind of Benso , do not touch that stuff is my advice and not only because of T . Its horrible stuff, stay away.
        Jan 7, 2019
      2. shasta0863
        shasta0863
        Even low dosage? I'm ok with side effects as long as it doesn't contribute to damaging my ears (which is noise induced). But I'm getting worse and I heard some say that the benzo can calm the T a bit. But I do not want to chance it getting worse too, I'm really screwed.
        Jan 7, 2019
      3. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Well, It might help temporarily but is that really help ?
        Since it has no chance of making it better and a better chance of making it worse, to me its a no brainer.
        Eventually you will have to stop and that is a harrowing experience, again , I will never advise anyone to take that shit.
        Jan 7, 2019
    2. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Alive
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      2. InfiniteLoop
        InfiniteLoop
        Long time without seeing you. Are you better, worse or both?
        Jan 4, 2019
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      3. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        I am doing ok, managed to get my little company on its feet, just had felt I had to leave , not entirely sure why ?
        Have come to the site every now and then and checked up on you guys. To be honest I am not doing much better T wise.
        Jan 4, 2019
      4. OnceUponaTime
        OnceUponaTime
        Well, Congratulations! That's great news. Im glad you are moving forward even with t. I stopped coming for a little while too but like you, always came to check on the group every now and then. Dont go for too long ok, we need some good guys around here. ;)
        Jan 4, 2019
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    3. Richard Bladykas
      Richard Bladykas
      Kiddi, are you still around?
    4. Markku
      Markku
      RaZaH, I hope you are OK. I'm a little worried (to say the least). Wherever you are, may you feel good. Happy new year buddy!
      1. Kratos likes this.
      2. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Hi mate , sorry for leaving so abruptly , didnt mean to stress anyone out. Hope you are doing ok as well :)
        Jan 3, 2019
    5. Kiddi
      Kiddi
      Hey.. ertu íslenskur?
    6. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Trying to make music....
      1. Kratos, Sandman, addot and 2 others like this.
      2. Markku
        Markku
        Link me to some if you can! Love your work.
        Apr 6, 2017
      3. Sandman
        Sandman
        I'd like to hear your work to:)
        Apr 6, 2017
      4. Kiddi
        Kiddi
        Hey, ertu íslenskur? Værirðu til í smá spjall við tækifæri um þennan fjanda við einn sem er nýbyrjaður að kljást við þetta?
        Kiddi Snær trommari.
        Nov 24, 2017
    7. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      NEW RULE : I will not listen to my thoughts.
      1. SilverSpiral
        SilverSpiral
        but aren't your thoughts the ones that came up with that rule?
        Mar 21, 2017
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      2. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Yes, but I decided after I had that thought. :P
        Mar 21, 2017
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      3. Candy
        Candy
        My therapist would say: you have the ability to choose what thoughts you pay attention to.
        Mar 22, 2017
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    8. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Weird T these months , almost goes away for a week or so ..then comes back with a vengeance ? Wtf ?
      1. Paul10
        Paul10
        Those weeks must feel like a great blessing!
        Mar 20, 2017
      2. mikeinOz
        mikeinOz
        has that been since you started the saffron ?
        Mar 21, 2017
      3. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Yes a blessing , but going back to hardcore t makes it almost worse to get a break, get your hopes up etc.
        Mar 21, 2017
    9. Taviap14
      Taviap14
      Hello, where did you purchase trobolt
    10. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Fuck my life.
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      2. Foncky
        Foncky
        Tired too... I guess if you don't have H (or mild), you should find a new way to make music at low volume. You could discover a whole new art and a lot of things about yourself.
        Feb 18, 2017
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      3. Amber
        Amber
        Did you get the terminal illness brain tumor diagnosis? I want to send you flowers.
        Feb 21, 2017
      4. Foncky
        Foncky
        You're a troll Amber, all right we get it. Try to be funny at least.
        Feb 21, 2017
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    11. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Going for an MRI , promised my girlfriend..headaches are killing me.
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      2. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Only just recently started getting these headaches.
        Probably nothing but my girlfriend is going to kill me if I dont check it out.
        Feb 9, 2017
      3. Tom Cnyc
        Tom Cnyc
        I blame the saffron ;)
        Feb 10, 2017
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      4. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Went for the MRI , machine was pretty noisey bit still, had ear plugs and earmuffs so no big deal.
        Feb 21, 2017
    12. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      I need to make music if I am going to survive....
      1. Lex
        Lex
        Do you have a Soundcloud? :) Hope you feel better soon, the headache T sounds awful.
        Feb 6, 2017
      2. Markku
        Markku
        I've heard RaZaH's music! It's awesome!
        Feb 7, 2017
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      3. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Thanks @Markku , man do I miss getting lost in music production. Oh, well.
        Feb 7, 2017
    13. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      There's beauty in the breakdown.
      1. SilverSpiral
        SilverSpiral
        musical breakdowns used to be beautiful, but now they are just compositions way of highlighting tinnitus and distorted hearing.
        Jan 25, 2017
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    14. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Chilling in Tenerife
      1. lapidus and Rubenslash like this.
    15. Joe Bananas
      Joe Bananas
      Hey RaZaH, you say you experiencing 99% silence. WOW! Is your T acoustic trauma related?
      1. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        It happens about once or twice a month , does not last though
        Dec 15, 2016
    16. Robert44
      Robert44
      sounds like a good sign. I never experience silence. It's basically always the same. Maybe one day you'll get the silence and the T won't come back. Best.....
      1. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        its happened before , always comes back, tenfold
        Nov 5, 2016
    17. Zug
      Zug
      Really? This is much better than what you described a while ago.
      1. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Well, its only been a few hours . I have had this before , on occasion over the 4 years , always comes back with a vengeance.
        Nov 5, 2016
      2. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        I was literally suicidal yesterday !? hardcore T
        Nov 5, 2016
      3. Zug
        Zug
        If you feel that bad and want to chat, please contact me.
        Nov 5, 2016
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    18. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      I am experiencing 99% silence, never lasts though, wonder why ? Sigh
      1. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        I am loving this obviously, but mixed emotions, hate knowing it will come back and usually tenfold.
        Nov 4, 2016
      2. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        WTF , not even T when I clench my jaw, that has never happened before ?
        Nov 4, 2016
    19. Pasternak
      Pasternak
      How can I reach out to you in PM?
      1. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        I guess just send Pm ? not sure how its done specifically ?
        Oct 31, 2016
      2. Pasternak
        Pasternak
        I may don't have enough credentials, as it says: "You do not have permission to view this page or perform this action".

        I'm interested in your leftover Trobalt. We can discuss it through email: horkher26@gmail.com
        Oct 31, 2016
    20. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      What do you call a dog that is a magician ?
      1. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        A Labracadabrador !
        Aug 11, 2016
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    21. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Going for a 5 day horseriding trip in the highlands
    22. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Fuck my life.
    23. RaZaH
    24. Markku
      Markku
      Where have you been! Missed your input here...! Welcome back :)
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    25. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Sometimes , the only thing that will calm my T is wearing earplugs ? Weird.
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      2. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Definitely reactive. I have the same thing. sometimes a quiet environment is better for me.
        Mar 25, 2016
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      3. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        great .. :(
        Mar 25, 2016
      4. Blackbird26
        Blackbird26
        yea dude..sucks
        Mar 25, 2016
    26. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      tired...
      1. ceauses97
        ceauses97
        LETS ENJOY LIFE !
        Mar 24, 2016
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      2. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        yeah, trying....failing...rinse and repeat :P
        Mar 24, 2016
    27. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Anyone have a bottle of Placebo ?
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      3. just1morething
      4. Rina
        Rina
        Will a bottle of tequila do for you?
        Feb 23, 2016
      5. John G
        John G
        I can sell you a bottle of hope or maybe a can of steam
        Feb 23, 2016
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    28. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Why the fuck can Trobalt completely silence my T ? For 20 minutes ??
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      3. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        yeah , fuck this , so hard to return back to hell after 20 min silence! Driving me nuts ..
        Feb 23, 2016
      4. Bart
        Bart
        are you on the max dosage ?
        Feb 23, 2016
      5. RaZaH
        RaZaH
        Yes,6x200mg , get 6 times 20 min silence, that I can count on. Rest is Trandom..as in T random :P And I get stupid as fuck. Squeesing in fuck is mandatory in this fucking thread.
        Feb 23, 2016
    29. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      On the max 1200mg Trobalt dosage , lets see how this goes.
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      3. InfiniteLoop
        InfiniteLoop
        Yes, good luck! We hope you find permanent T reduction!!!
        Feb 21, 2016
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      4. Bart
        Bart
        good luck man, I hope you can get some relief
        Feb 21, 2016
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      5. just1morething
        just1morething
        If it doesn't kill you, it will make you stronger!! jk
        Feb 21, 2016
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    30. RaZaH
      RaZaH
      Fuck my life.
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      2. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        I'm suffering with you bro! Get angry at life and fight until you drop! As the Polynesian's say, "You eat life, or life eat you." May the best fucker win! };-)
        Feb 19, 2016
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      3. just1morething
        just1morething
        I'm trying high doses of Gabapentin plus a little Klonopin. I take it for my toes and spinal pain as well as T. I always thought Trobalt was too dangerous. I hope you get relief somehow.
        Feb 19, 2016
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      4. just1morething
        just1morething
        I still get morning spikes after being good last night. I know some of these drugs you have to be on 3 weeks to get them built up in your blood chemistry levels tho. This mornings noise is a screeching one, so not pleasant. Just when you think you have it figured out, you don't. It's a true hell when it's bad, no doubt about that.
        Feb 19, 2016
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Reykjavík, Iceland
    Tinnitus Since:
    2012/04
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Benzo + loud noise

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