InfiniteLoop

@Wrfortiscue yeah but it’s just a simple little smile to say I’m pretending I’m okay, but really the world is crashing and burning. Lol.

@Wrfortiscue yeah, this is me smiling.
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@aura haha! Bless that sad looking but happy man.

I feel anxiety is more so a mind game, than T.

I had never experienced clinical anxiety until I met monster T. It unleashed my brain deconstruction.

then you still have hearing loss, don't be a normie.

People with hearing loss do not commit suicide. Many people with intrusive T have no disabling hearing loss.

Sounds like a cult. Lol. If you have tinnitus you're in a Lovecraft story.

Indeed

no noble teacher is this cruel

One day we will regain our silence :)

and cry....

It's crazy how many people i meet now that have issues with their ears.

Totally. People, give me some of your silence.

Hmm interesting

Are you gluten free now?

My diet might be low on gluten, but not on pourpose. I am sticking to no sugar, no carbs, probiotics and antifungals.

agree.. highly counterproductive

Funny, I consider myself a zombie all the time. My soul, spirit and mind has been stolen and only a dead man walking remains.

or highly dysfunctional \o/

Hope you'll feel better soon

I know my severe hearing loss, is the cause for my wretched T. I have some low periods, but never a full day. 23 months in and not getting any better! }:-[

My T continues puzzling me. It still cycles 1 or 2 days of relatively soft noise (now it sounds like foam floating inside my ear) followed by one loud day that sounds like a fast pulsed electrical current. Rinse and repeat. I have been taking anti-fungals for almost one year, but this is like chasing a ghost.

Yes behind every challenge is a good story to be told, one of triumph and struggle.

Same for me even after 3 years. Wish it would be for the better once :/

I need to try some yoga!

Have you tried the 5 tibetan rites? I guess its similar to yoga

Great to hear InfiniteLoop! Very cool!

A continuous feedback loop, from the pits of Hell!

Yes, we get to know hell ahead of time.

Yeah, real soon!

Thanks I wuv u

Which drugs do you use?

You are lucky! Good for you!

It is a very long story. I might have a fungal overgrowth in my left middle ear for 2 YEARS. I do not know since the only symptom I have is this very fluctuating, ever changing T that does not sound like hearing loss to me. I have been treating it for 9 months (low sugar diet, probiotics, antifungals), but these infections are very slow to heal, and I started the treatment late.

Is it still get getting better?sure hope so!!

Yes, I am getting better, but I think it is just habituation kicking in finally. My microbial overgrowth theory is likely very wrong, and just have a very fluctuating, complex, and reactive T that is a very special kind of hell.