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What is definition of silence? Baseline T Sep 8, 2019

InfiniteLoop was last seen:: Jul 25, 2020

1. InfiniteLoop
  What is definition of silence? Baseline T
  
  Sep 8, 2019
  1. Phendran likes this.
2. InfiniteLoop
  T= maladaptive neuroplasticity sucks
  
  Nov 8, 2018
  1. James1977, Phendran, threefirefour and 1 other person like this.
3. InfiniteLoop
  T is the ultimate mind game
  
  Nov 3, 2018
  1. Phendran, Jack Straw and jay777 like this.
  2. another sean
    I feel anxiety is more so a mind game, than T.
    
    Nov 3, 2018
    
    Jack Straw likes this.
  3. InfiniteLoop
    I had never experienced clinical anxiety until I met monster T. It unleashed my brain deconstruction.
    
    Nov 3, 2018
    
    Agrajag364 and Jack Straw like this.
4. InfiniteLoop
  The only way out: embrace the T monster.
  
  Oct 28, 2018
  2. Contrast
    then you still have hearing loss, don't be a normie.
    
    Oct 28, 2018
    
    Phendran likes this.
  3. InfiniteLoop
    People with hearing loss do not commit suicide. Many people with intrusive T have no disabling hearing loss.
    
    Oct 28, 2018
    
    James1977 and Phendran like this.
  4. Red
    Sounds like a cult. Lol. If you have tinnitus you're in a Lovecraft story.
    
    Oct 28, 2018
    
    Phendran and InfiniteLoop like this.
5. InfiniteLoop
  There is no light at the end of tunnel: just another darker tunnel.... and a louder soundtrack.
  
  Aug 25, 2018
  1. acute, Bill Bauer, Equalizer and 1 other person like this.
6. InfiniteLoop
  There is infinite hope. But not for us.
  
  Dec 16, 2017
  1. dpdx and threefirefour like this.
  2. vermillion
    Indeed
    
    Jan 9, 2018
7. kykalynx
  Hey infiniteloop, just saw in one of your post that you've used fluconazol. I was just diagnosed with an yeast infection and got fluconazol for 2 pills times a month. I was wondering how that medicine effected your T.
  
  Oct 27, 2017
  1. grime likes this.
8. InfiniteLoop
  T is a hard teacher.
  
  Mar 9, 2017
  2. SilverSpiral
    no noble teacher is this cruel
    
    Mar 12, 2017
9. InfiniteLoop
  Dreaming of silence... again
  
  Feb 11, 2017
  2. Rubenslash
    One day we will regain our silence :)
    
    Feb 11, 2017
10. InfiniteLoop
  Ironically, we suffer in silence
  
  Oct 24, 2016
  1. cspc, threefirefour, Dutchy and 3 others like this.
  2. ReyKalinic
    and cry....
    
    Oct 26, 2016
  3. Dutchy
    It's crazy how many people i meet now that have issues with their ears.
    
    Oct 27, 2016
11. InfiniteLoop
  It is amazing that after nearly 3 years I still believe my T will be cured soon, and I am not being delusional.
  
  Oct 12, 2016
  1. DoNotGoGentle likes this.
12. InfiniteLoop
  Silence is overrated
  
  Sep 24, 2016
  1. DoNotGoGentle and Foncky like this.
  2. Foncky
    Totally. People, give me some of your silence.
    
    Sep 27, 2016
13. InfiniteLoop
  Even with T, I still like it quiet: silence enrichment is a good therapy also.
  
  May 17, 2016
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14. InfiniteLoop
  My T keeps getting better. I believe that my one year of antifungal treatment is starting to work. This is being a heck of a journey.
  
  May 10, 2016
  1. John G, Sailboardman, Blackbird26 and 2 others like this.
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  3. Blackbird26
    Hmm interesting
    
    May 11, 2016
  4. Sailboardman
    Are you gluten free now?
    
    May 12, 2016
  5. InfiniteLoop
    My diet might be low on gluten, but not on pourpose. I am sticking to no sugar, no carbs, probiotics and antifungals.
    
    May 12, 2016
    
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15. InfiniteLoop
  Yesterday I went to the ballet and to a noisy restaurant dinner. T came along like a companion rather than an enemy!
  
  Apr 17, 2016
  1. Lazypugfilms, Sailboardman and Mario martz like this.
16. InfiniteLoop
  T can turn people into highly functional zombies.
  
  Apr 3, 2016
  1. Manny, dan and stacey like this.
  2. ReyKalinic
    agree.. highly counterproductive
    
    Apr 3, 2016
  3. Sailboardman
    Funny, I consider myself a zombie all the time. My soul, spirit and mind has been stolen and only a dead man walking remains.
    
    Apr 4, 2016
  4. snow86
    or highly dysfunctional \o/
    
    Apr 4, 2016
17. InfiniteLoop
  The T-thunder is back... this is weird life to say the least.
  
  Mar 14, 2016
  2. Arjen
    Hope you'll feel better soon
    
    Mar 21, 2016
18. InfiniteLoop
  Low T today. Is this a long term silent infection or hearing loss like everybody else? 26 months and counting.
  
  Mar 13, 2016
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  2. Sailboardman
    I know my severe hearing loss, is the cause for my wretched T. I have some low periods, but never a full day. 23 months in and not getting any better! }:-[
    
    Mar 14, 2016
  3. InfiniteLoop
    My T continues puzzling me. It still cycles 1 or 2 days of relatively soft noise (now it sounds like foam floating inside my ear) followed by one loud day that sounds like a fast pulsed electrical current. Rinse and repeat. I have been taking anti-fungals for almost one year, but this is like chasing a ghost.
    
    Mar 14, 2016
19. InfiniteLoop
  My T keeps evolving after two years. Maybe I will be able to tell a good story in a few months.
  
  Mar 10, 2016
  1. Sailboardman, PatrickG and stacey like this.
  2. stacey
    Yes behind every challenge is a good story to be told, one of triumph and struggle.
    
    Mar 10, 2016
    
    Sailboardman and Paul82 like this.
  3. glennr
    Same for me even after 3 years. Wish it would be for the better once :/
    
    Mar 10, 2016
20. InfiniteLoop
  Great yoga and meditation classes today. My T came along in a mild form. I experienced moments of calm and well being just like before T.
  
  Mar 5, 2016
  1. Sailboardman, 3ri0w, Zora and 3 others like this.
  2. hurtingdream
    I need to try some yoga!
    
    Mar 6, 2016
  3. John G
    Have you tried the 5 tibetan rites? I guess its similar to yoga
    
    Mar 6, 2016
  4. Zorro!
    Great to hear InfiniteLoop! Very cool!
    
    Mar 6, 2016
21. InfiniteLoop
  T is a journey with a very ugly soundtrack
  
  Mar 1, 2016
  1. jeannie, Sailboardman and stacey like this.
  2. Sailboardman
    A continuous feedback loop, from the pits of Hell!
    
    Mar 2, 2016
  3. InfiniteLoop
    Yes, we get to know hell ahead of time.
    
    Mar 2, 2016
    
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22. NathanielDaniel
  How old are you?
  
  Feb 28, 2016
23. InfiniteLoop
  Habituation come to me SOON........
  
  Feb 28, 2016
  1. Sailboardman, Martin69 and John G like this.
  2. Sailboardman
    Yeah, real soon!
    
    Mar 2, 2016
24. InfiniteLoop
  Wounded T-warriors, I salute you
  
  Feb 26, 2016
  1. Manny and Zora like this.
  2. NathanielDaniel
    Thanks I wuv u
    
    Feb 26, 2016
  3. NathanielDaniel
    Which drugs do you use?
    
    Feb 26, 2016
25. InfiniteLoop
  Thinking on turning my T into my new pet. That might change my relationship to this evil. :)
  
  Feb 18, 2016
  1. 3ri0w likes this.
26. InfiniteLoop
  More improvement that I can handle. Life is almost normal!!!! I have lost many battles to T, but I can still win the war.
  
  Feb 11, 2016
  1. Sailboardman and Zug like this.
  2. Sailboardman
    You are lucky! Good for you!
    
    Feb 11, 2016
27. InfiniteLoop
  My T keeps getting better of late. I am back to the root cause of a long term silent infection with a focal point in my left ear.
  
  Feb 9, 2016
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  3. InfiniteLoop
    It is a very long story. I might have a fungal overgrowth in my left middle ear for 2 YEARS. I do not know since the only symptom I have is this very fluctuating, ever changing T that does not sound like hearing loss to me. I have been treating it for 9 months (low sugar diet, probiotics, antifungals), but these infections are very slow to heal, and I started the treatment late.
    
    Feb 19, 2016
  4. jeannie
    Is it still get getting better?sure hope so!!
    
    Feb 19, 2016
  5. InfiniteLoop
    Yes, I am getting better, but I think it is just habituation kicking in finally. My microbial overgrowth theory is likely very wrong, and just have a very fluctuating, complex, and reactive T that is a very special kind of hell.
    
    Feb 20, 2016
28. InfiniteLoop
  I recall the famous absurd play "Waiting for Godot", it could be renamed to "Waiting for habituation".
  
  Jan 26, 2016
  1. Zorro! likes this.
  2. Sailboardman
    The play was a lot shorter!
    
    Jan 26, 2016
29. InfiniteLoop
  Two-year T anniversary today. I do not think that my T is chronic yet!!!! It is just taking me a long time to get rid of it.
  
  Jan 22, 2016
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  3. Sailboardman
    Funny, today is my 21st month anniversary with T. 21 months on the 21st day. Also my sister's B-day.
    
    Jan 22, 2016
  4. AnxiousJon
    @Sailboardman A good or bad omen you think? :-P
    
    Jan 22, 2016
  5. Sailboardman
    Not sure?
    
    Jan 22, 2016
30. InfiniteLoop
  T is not dangerous, it is just aesthetically ugly.
  
  Oct 31, 2015
  1. Bran350 likes this.
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Tinnitus Since:

01/21/2014

Cause of Tinnitus:

High frequency hearing loss in left ear from head trauma (?)

A tormented soul suffering this 24/7 pile of shit that is tinnitus. I never though that noise will be my demise and the end of my good life.
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