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snow86

Member, Male, from Germany

vibrating always changing and worsening reactive bass (+high pitched) sounds crushing my head. Like chronic severe pain. Just unbelieveable Apr 14, 2016

    1. invictus
    2. invictus
    3. Blackbird26
      Blackbird26
      GREAT PP! Sad tho..I get it!!
    4. snow86
      snow86
      vibrating always changing and worsening reactive bass (+high pitched) sounds crushing my head. Like chronic severe pain. Just unbelieveable
      1. invictus
        invictus
        :'(
        Apr 15, 2016
      2. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Nastiest condition a human being could ever get! Period end of story. }:-[
        Apr 15, 2016
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    5. snow86
      snow86
      You can never come back. When you're out of the blue and into the black.
      1. Dana and Sailboardman like this.
      2. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        "It's better to burn out
        than fade away,
        My,my hey, hey."

        Neil Young.
        Apr 3, 2016
    6. Dana
      Dana
      I saw your message on the chat box. When I wanted to answer you I was announced that I cannot send you PMs for some weird reason, as you are "following" me. How do you want me to message you, in the chat box? If yes, I will do that tomorrow. I am exhausted now, after a scary T day. I am going down, it seems.
      Or you can PM me.
    7. snow86
      snow86
      life-crushing tinnitus is what happens while you're busy making other plans.
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      2. Martin69
        Martin69
        Stay strong my friend. I could also jump out of my skin today.
        Mar 16, 2016
      3. Dana
        Dana
        Brilliant parody of that famous saying, snow86, absolutely brilliant!
        Mar 16, 2016
      4. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        My plans never included this MF!
        Mar 17, 2016
    8. snow86
      snow86
      feels like being inside the engine room of an oil tanker while alien ships are landing next to me. No escape.
      1. jimH, invictus, dan and 2 others like this.
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      3. jimH
        jimH
        I served four years as a mechanic in the engine room of a diesel submarine. That's where the damage to my hearing was done. I wear two hearing aids and have T on both sides.
        Mar 13, 2016
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      4. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        @jimH. That sucks! Sorry mate.
        Mar 13, 2016
      5. snow86
        snow86
        @jimH same here / 2 HAs ...but i dont mind them. Life can be good with it. But not with extreme reactive multiple T + H
        Mar 13, 2016
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    9. snow86
      snow86
      suffer.sleep.repeat.
      1. Dana, Coregame3, Sailboardman and 2 others like this.
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      3. Coregame3
        Coregame3
        How bad is your T?
        Feb 27, 2016
      4. Blackbird26
        Blackbird26
        I posted a similar message on my twitter a week ago..Wake up. Fight. Survive. Repeat. Man I wish things would get better for you. .Just read your post on rtms thread :(
        Feb 27, 2016
      5. jeannie
        jeannie
        I understand!sucks!
        Apr 2, 2016
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    10. snow86
      snow86
      Just unbelievable that it is possible to develop such ever worsening mind-destroying sounds...Gaby Olthuis 2.0 :( - Bad DNA = timebomb
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      2. Blackbird26
        Blackbird26
        May the Gods be with you.
        Feb 8, 2016
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      3. John G
        John G
        @Sailboardman

        Denis Leary-

        John Wayne's not dead,he's frozen
        And as soon as we find a cure for cancer
        We're gonna thaw out the Duke and he's gonna be pretty pissed off
        Feb 8, 2016
        Dana, tyty, Blackbird26 and 1 other person like this.
      4. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Feb 9, 2016
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    11. snow86
      snow86
      trobalt breakfast
      1. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Wouldn't it be nice to greet the day, with a quiet cup of coffee, some scrambled eggs and toast! Bro, I miss those mornings!
        Aug 17, 2015
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      2. Quentino
        Quentino
        did you notice improvement?
        Aug 27, 2015
    12. snow86
      snow86
      welcome back SS, please follow me :)
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      2. snow86
        snow86
        yeah, thanks, thought that I could message you tho, if you follow me...but still private :S
        Aug 15, 2015
      3. Street Spirit
        Street Spirit
        Oh weird cause I just got message from another member..hmmm..I try and msg u :).
        Aug 15, 2015
      4. Street Spirit
        Street Spirit
        Did you get it?
        Aug 15, 2015
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    13. jeannie
      jeannie
      hope yours settles soon snow86!!! I agree this is one hell of a symptom for us to have.. !! I also agree with you at being so tired of the shit. waking up to tinnitus and going to bed with it... sucks!!
    14. snow86
      snow86
      How can such extreme T exist. This is just F***** ridiculous. So tired of this shit
      1. Street Spirit
        Street Spirit
        It really is tragic. :(
        Aug 11, 2015
      2. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        It's demonic. This surpasses anything in Hell. Hell would actually be a welcome change!
        Aug 11, 2015
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      3. Richard zurowski
        Richard zurowski
        Oh I totally agree!
        Aug 11, 2015
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    15. Richard zurowski
      Richard zurowski
      There has to be a cure soon. There just have to be!
      1. snow86
        snow86
        yeah...one foot in sea one on shore, right.
        Aug 5, 2015
    16. snow86
      snow86
      Multiple extreme T = relentless torture
      1. Street Spirit likes this.
      2. Sailboardman
        Sailboardman
        Me too! Everyday is pure Hell.
        Aug 4, 2015
      3. snow86
        snow86
        cheers to us, lol :)
        Aug 4, 2015
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      4. MadG
        MadG
        Yeah man
        Aug 5, 2015
    17. snow86
      snow86
      torture
      1. Street Spirit
        Jun 25, 2015
    18. Xorthian
      Xorthian
      Get in chat and explain to one dude what is Hyperacusis cause I have no bloody idea how to put it in words :)
    19. snow86
      snow86
      illnoise
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  • About

    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Germany
    Tinnitus Since:
    2006 - Extreme T since 12/2013
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    see "information" on profile page. Crippled by extreme T
    extreme reactive vibrating tinnitus: about 10-12 very loud different sounds. low/deep frequency alternating sounds (machines, turbines, electric kettle,water boiling) + high tonal EEEEE :inpain: + hyperacusis + ear pain.
    Started with one ultra loud sound 12/2013 after a dental operation. Multplied by antidepressants in the following months and years.

    Im sure this is the worst T in the world. It's stuff straight from a nightmare and beyond believeable. I would never have believed that this can exist or get this bad.

    Stupid doctors handed me the death verdict by giving out antidepressants like candy (effexor and other shit) after the initial onset.
    The tinnitus research initiative in regensburg put a nail in my coffin with their rTMS "therapy" by using me as a lab rat. Thanks guys. Just one life less I guess?

    Do yourself a favor and dont obsess over your mild T on this site all day while you could actually go and enjoy your life. You dont know how lucky you are and how life crushing multiple T can get. This is the best advice you're gonna get.

    trobalt:
    http://www.tinnitustalk.com/threads/retigabine-trobalt-potiga-—-general-discussion.5074/page-187#post-131655
    So much potential. Yet not worth taking. Too bad autifony failed :(

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