There comes a point where your just so exhausted with the condition that the tears just stop. Your mind just bottoms out and you don't have the mental energy to give emotion to it. This was a bit of habituation for me. Being able to somewhat coexist without the condition being in total control of my emotions.
@BrOKeN_1 can totally relate to this, I'm almost bored of the tears shed, the anxiety, the domination of my life. @SarahMLFlemmer pleased for you and hope you have many more days like this.