As my relationship goes on, the more marriage is brought up. I have expressed my concerns about having a wedding reception with my T. It's truly something that makes me want to cry, I always wanted a large wedding...and now with T - IDK if that is possible. I'm scared to think about the wedding reception being too loud. Music should be played, but I cringe at thinking about worrying, on what should be one of the best days in my life. My boyfriend just says that maybe there will be a treatment in the next few years, but what if there isn't? Do I just put off getting married? Do I not have a reception?