Today I had a meeting with my ENT and he quite shocked me. He is a Professor and gives lectures at the university and he told me that he never had a case like me. I have ear spasms that sound like thumping, like the sound when you smash your car door hard, but then very fast after each other. After reading on the internet I thought it was ear myoclonus and hold on to that. He said in all his academic career he has never had someone with these symptoms... Ok so this is it for me then if he, the no 1 doctor in Holland, says I have no more hope in any recovery or treatment.