I'm in a bit of a severe mental breakdown from a tinnitus tone that is now stuck that I prayed would never occur again, and it did. This is not my normal tinnitus, and I've battled tinnitus/hyperacusis for years from noise exposure.
Essentially, I'm wondering if hyperacusis, or any subset and combo of hyperacusis type issues, can lead to fundamental tinnitus changes. Not damage to ear tinnitus changes, but hyperacusis worsening making tinnitus worse? Is this possible?
Outside my normal tinnitus/hyperacusis (for a background my hyperacusis is essentially everything is louder than it should be, loud voices, clapping, pool balls hitting, laughing, bring actual discomfort to my ears. The ears will tense up and get full sometimes from the noise, there is pain from the muscles I believe inside constricting too easily. I also feel like my right ear doesn't have a filter. Like everything just goes through it undamped, it's a feeling hard to describe.) I've had for years, I briefly acquired a year and half ago an issue where I believe one tone shifted into this erratic up and down up and down high pitch sizzle. It was a constant assault on my nerves because instead of a steady tinnitus, it was erratic like electrical misfiring. To make matters worse, it winds up/reacts to other noises, A.C, hum of a cooler, water, outside noises. To that, I mean it amplifies and competes with said noises. I have gotten this back following a smoke detector being set off in my small room. 110 dB roughly, for a mere 5 seconds before I got some ear muffs on. Shortly after this, I started work after being inactive and in relative quiet environment for YEARS.
My theory is that perhaps I didn't actually "damage" anything (I hope) but instead I've worsen the hyperacusis, then aggravated it by working and being around noises more. This issues has been slowly getting worse now 5+ months into work. My ears are sore at times coming home, people talking loud bother my ears and even make them sore in that moment, like a deep ache. Sometimes it will even feel tense/slight full as if the muscles are constricting. My thought process is that the smoke detector + going to work shortly after, has kept my ears in a state of not being able to fully recover. Could this be possible? That I've just been aggravating it.
Some things I've noticed:
Being in quiet stops this reactive/winding up making it somewhat better, yet still giving the lingering tinnitus erraticness I described just on a lower level as there's nothing to wind it up.
A few times, I've noticed after my ears felt a bit sore from loud people talking, laughing etc., throughout the day I'd come home and the erraticness would almost be gone. Like the noise stimulation of all day had somehow overwhelmed the hyperacusis to a point to not be in a hyperactive state, or whatever state it's in to cause this. Which I don't get, as loud noise and exhausting my ears in general has been just making things slowly worse. But this is something I noticed.
When I had this same exact issue about a year and half ago, I even mentioned it here. I don't know what caused it outside I remember riding my bike a bit more, and using ear plugs going through construction that seemed a bit loud but not damaging loud. Also a scanner a week earlier that was so loud it caused discomfort to my ears when swiping.
To me, there's no way this is normal if I have the exact same change as before happening again, albeit more intense and lasting longer.. To me this isn't just a hey, you hurt your ears and now you're more damaged so your tinnitus is worse. I believe this has to be hyperacusis related, or a subset of hyperacusis somehow. Is this even remotely possible?
I'm so fucking terrified this will stay. I spent a few years trying to recover, only to be given something much worse. If I succumb to this being actual noise induced damaged, and that it's stuck this way, I don't think I can go forward. This has utterly killed me and I somehow feel there's more than just tinnitus at play here.
Essentially, I'm wondering if hyperacusis, or any subset and combo of hyperacusis type issues, can lead to fundamental tinnitus changes. Not damage to ear tinnitus changes, but hyperacusis worsening making tinnitus worse? Is this possible?
Outside my normal tinnitus/hyperacusis (for a background my hyperacusis is essentially everything is louder than it should be, loud voices, clapping, pool balls hitting, laughing, bring actual discomfort to my ears. The ears will tense up and get full sometimes from the noise, there is pain from the muscles I believe inside constricting too easily. I also feel like my right ear doesn't have a filter. Like everything just goes through it undamped, it's a feeling hard to describe.) I've had for years, I briefly acquired a year and half ago an issue where I believe one tone shifted into this erratic up and down up and down high pitch sizzle. It was a constant assault on my nerves because instead of a steady tinnitus, it was erratic like electrical misfiring. To make matters worse, it winds up/reacts to other noises, A.C, hum of a cooler, water, outside noises. To that, I mean it amplifies and competes with said noises. I have gotten this back following a smoke detector being set off in my small room. 110 dB roughly, for a mere 5 seconds before I got some ear muffs on. Shortly after this, I started work after being inactive and in relative quiet environment for YEARS.
My theory is that perhaps I didn't actually "damage" anything (I hope) but instead I've worsen the hyperacusis, then aggravated it by working and being around noises more. This issues has been slowly getting worse now 5+ months into work. My ears are sore at times coming home, people talking loud bother my ears and even make them sore in that moment, like a deep ache. Sometimes it will even feel tense/slight full as if the muscles are constricting. My thought process is that the smoke detector + going to work shortly after, has kept my ears in a state of not being able to fully recover. Could this be possible? That I've just been aggravating it.
Some things I've noticed:
Being in quiet stops this reactive/winding up making it somewhat better, yet still giving the lingering tinnitus erraticness I described just on a lower level as there's nothing to wind it up.
A few times, I've noticed after my ears felt a bit sore from loud people talking, laughing etc., throughout the day I'd come home and the erraticness would almost be gone. Like the noise stimulation of all day had somehow overwhelmed the hyperacusis to a point to not be in a hyperactive state, or whatever state it's in to cause this. Which I don't get, as loud noise and exhausting my ears in general has been just making things slowly worse. But this is something I noticed.
When I had this same exact issue about a year and half ago, I even mentioned it here. I don't know what caused it outside I remember riding my bike a bit more, and using ear plugs going through construction that seemed a bit loud but not damaging loud. Also a scanner a week earlier that was so loud it caused discomfort to my ears when swiping.
To me, there's no way this is normal if I have the exact same change as before happening again, albeit more intense and lasting longer.. To me this isn't just a hey, you hurt your ears and now you're more damaged so your tinnitus is worse. I believe this has to be hyperacusis related, or a subset of hyperacusis somehow. Is this even remotely possible?
I'm so fucking terrified this will stay. I spent a few years trying to recover, only to be given something much worse. If I succumb to this being actual noise induced damaged, and that it's stuck this way, I don't think I can go forward. This has utterly killed me and I somehow feel there's more than just tinnitus at play here.