Basically, my tinnitus started a year ago. For six months, I did everything to protect my ears, and by mid January, it had faded to static.
Then, in April, I made a mistake. I performed in a dance show, and on the last night I forgot to bring earplugs. I just wasn't thinking—I normally carried them everywhere I went but I was rushing and forgot. I was on stage the entire time, and couldn't go back home to get them. The show was in a medium sized auditorium and lasted for an hour—the screaming crowd was the loudest part.
Ever since then, the tinnitus has been back in the form of a low ringing in my left ear. It's pretty loud, and it's been here long enough that I know it's not just a temporary spike. I'm so mad at myself, because tinnitus stressed me out so bad, and I was so happy when it faded to a level I was okay with.
Now I'm worried that it won't fade away again, despite the fact that I gave up most of the things I love (headphones, concerts, parties, baseball games, etc) and protected my ears to the point of paranoia outside of that one incident. I went to two audiologist, and they both said I had above average hearing.
As for hidden hearing loss, there's no way for them to measure that, but I'm sure it's a possibility.
So yeah. Even if nobody has any idea what I can do, I'd love some support right now.
Then, in April, I made a mistake. I performed in a dance show, and on the last night I forgot to bring earplugs. I just wasn't thinking—I normally carried them everywhere I went but I was rushing and forgot. I was on stage the entire time, and couldn't go back home to get them. The show was in a medium sized auditorium and lasted for an hour—the screaming crowd was the loudest part.
Ever since then, the tinnitus has been back in the form of a low ringing in my left ear. It's pretty loud, and it's been here long enough that I know it's not just a temporary spike. I'm so mad at myself, because tinnitus stressed me out so bad, and I was so happy when it faded to a level I was okay with.
Now I'm worried that it won't fade away again, despite the fact that I gave up most of the things I love (headphones, concerts, parties, baseball games, etc) and protected my ears to the point of paranoia outside of that one incident. I went to two audiologist, and they both said I had above average hearing.
As for hidden hearing loss, there's no way for them to measure that, but I'm sure it's a possibility.
So yeah. Even if nobody has any idea what I can do, I'd love some support right now.