From Portugal

Hi people,
I´m writting from Portugal, my English is not the best but i´ll try to explain my problem.
As many of you, my recent concern and worries are all about the problem i have in my right ear. It is supersensitive to loud sounds, lately even some little sounds are a problem for me.
Let me say that i have no pain in ears or head is just the fluttering i feel in the ear as a response to sound, its horrible.
I can´t speak louder, i can´t hear dogs making noise, i can´t hear dishes beating between many things. My life suddenly change, the majority things i use to do to have fun and relax from the work is a torture for me. Can´t go to dinner with many people, can´t go to the soccer, can´t go to take a cofee with frieds…nothing…i think we don´t desserve to live like this.
After many doctors and exams they don´t get any conclusion, worse than have a problem is get a problem that don´t have cure!
After reading the histories of suicide from DiEmilio and Hectors i´m scarred like i never been before, it is just like a vision, like if i saw what is coming for me too, i´m affraid that is just a matter of time.
As i don´t have pain, it is possible that this could be related to the tensor tympani problem? I ask this beacuse there is not something that just happen with noise. If i put my finger in the entrance of the left ear, the good one, and take it off i listen a fluttering in the right side. Also hear the fluttering if touch in certan areas of my face! i can´t see the relation between this!! All the help is well coming!

 

When this appears to me, in January of 2012 it was something that mostly just happen when i heard loud noises like dishes beating or dogs barking.

Unttil May i don´t get much better, after this and during the summer i don´t feel the ear fluttering many times, this was the time i get better.

However in last november ther problem increased and at the moment, simple activities are getting difficult for me. I´m much more sensible to sound, much more scarried, worried, to tell the truth, i´m desperate.

I have made a serie of complete exams to brain, head and ears and no one can get a conclusion. I can´t feel nothing more then desperate, my problem is increasing and i cant get any help.

I don´t understand the changes of condition about this problem. I can´t understand why i feel the fluttering in the right ear if i lazing, yawn or sometimes stirring in eyes. It is also ussual that i feel the fluttering and pressure in the right ear if i touch in some áreas of the face, this most happen when i shave. What relation can you see between this?

When I sleep above the right ear, sometimes, not always, i feel like someting is moving inside the ear, can explain correctly.

I have heard my heart beating in my ear, yes, but it is something rare.

I´m going next week to an hyperacussis especialist but i don´t have great expetations, i simple can´t imagine what can she do to cure me!