Hello, my name is Miah (me-uh) I am 19 years old and have struggled with tinnitus for coming up on two years. It initially started in July of 2016 when I got a bad ear infection. It was only in my right ear and was so quiet it hardly bothered me, I almost forgot about it. I was living my normal life and went to many concerts like a young girl and it got progressively worse. I was too afraid to look up what it was at the time so I was unaware loud noises could increase it so much (stupid I know ) I coped pretty well initially I would just ignore it and avoid quiet places, sleeping only on my left side with a fan on.
Eventually- about 3 months ago I began hearing it in my left ear as well. It would fade in and out, not a constant sound like my right ear. But now it varies and sometimes it seems as if the tinnitus is only in my left ear.
I can't tell if it's because it gets so loud in that ear i hear it more than the right. I feel as though I am going slightly crazy. It had also initially been a low pinched noise but now it is much more high pitched.
I also feel pressure in my ears pretty frequently and they pop constantly. I know I have eustachian tube dysfunction.
I am really struggling as I know no one else my age who has this. I feel so alone. And I'm living in fear of traveling and living my dreams as I know I'll have to bring this unwanted noise with me.
I'm obsessed with it really. I constantly plug my ears to listen for it, and anytime I hear a ringing noise- even if it's not coming from my ear I focus on it and panic. I just need comfort, I don't want this anymore.
Eventually- about 3 months ago I began hearing it in my left ear as well. It would fade in and out, not a constant sound like my right ear. But now it varies and sometimes it seems as if the tinnitus is only in my left ear.
I can't tell if it's because it gets so loud in that ear i hear it more than the right. I feel as though I am going slightly crazy. It had also initially been a low pinched noise but now it is much more high pitched.
I also feel pressure in my ears pretty frequently and they pop constantly. I know I have eustachian tube dysfunction.
I am really struggling as I know no one else my age who has this. I feel so alone. And I'm living in fear of traveling and living my dreams as I know I'll have to bring this unwanted noise with me.
I'm obsessed with it really. I constantly plug my ears to listen for it, and anytime I hear a ringing noise- even if it's not coming from my ear I focus on it and panic. I just need comfort, I don't want this anymore.