- Aug 21, 2017
- 20
- Tinnitus Since
- September 2016
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Unsure, possibly 'research chemical' Benzodiazepine use.
I got my period last night and apart from the horrendous pain that has me about ready to pass out, my tinnitus is awful.
I have not and will not ever 'habituate' to this constant noise, it's akin to fine needles of high pitched sound piercing into your skull all the time. How can anyone live with this? Silence is a basic human essential, how can you live without that basic right?. Everyone has the right to hear sounds when they choose, but they also have the right to sit in silence for some of the time too.
I know everyday noise cannot be avoided, and some noise, like music you like on a safe volume is enjoyable, but what about when you just want to be quiet?.
Since I got my mental faculties back after somehow surviving very high dose, practically cold turkey Benzo withdrawal from a 'legal high' Benzo, I have been wanting this silence more and more.
All I have today, right now, is pain, pain and noise. My life is about pain and noise now.
My husband told me the other day 'nobody can do anything about it, you have to live with it'. Well yeah, ok, but I'm at the point where I CAN'T live with it anymore.



I also hear sounds which are not there, whispers, hisses, clapping, laughing, children playing, sounds like brooms sweeping concrete, car engines, howling, whooping (like monkey noises) etc.
Also the numbness and symptoms on the right side of my body have been getting worse, and as they do, so does the constant noise in my right ear.
I am in so much pain right now I can't keep from crying, my whole body hurts so much, it feels like I'm being drawn and quartered, my insides are being ripped from my abdomen, that's what it feels like.
I've been up most of the night with it, pain woke me up at about 1am and my tinnitus has been gradually getting louder for the past three or so days. I didn't think it could get any louder.



I have not and will not ever 'habituate' to this constant noise, it's akin to fine needles of high pitched sound piercing into your skull all the time. How can anyone live with this? Silence is a basic human essential, how can you live without that basic right?. Everyone has the right to hear sounds when they choose, but they also have the right to sit in silence for some of the time too.
I know everyday noise cannot be avoided, and some noise, like music you like on a safe volume is enjoyable, but what about when you just want to be quiet?.
Since I got my mental faculties back after somehow surviving very high dose, practically cold turkey Benzo withdrawal from a 'legal high' Benzo, I have been wanting this silence more and more.
All I have today, right now, is pain, pain and noise. My life is about pain and noise now.
My husband told me the other day 'nobody can do anything about it, you have to live with it'. Well yeah, ok, but I'm at the point where I CAN'T live with it anymore.




I also hear sounds which are not there, whispers, hisses, clapping, laughing, children playing, sounds like brooms sweeping concrete, car engines, howling, whooping (like monkey noises) etc.
Also the numbness and symptoms on the right side of my body have been getting worse, and as they do, so does the constant noise in my right ear.
I am in so much pain right now I can't keep from crying, my whole body hurts so much, it feels like I'm being drawn and quartered, my insides are being ripped from my abdomen, that's what it feels like.
I've been up most of the night with it, pain woke me up at about 1am and my tinnitus has been gradually getting louder for the past three or so days. I didn't think it could get any louder.



