- Aug 2, 2015
- 189
- Tinnitus Since
- (2008 initially) 2015 as I know it today
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Initially stress, but noise exposure made it worse
It's me (again)
I've had the worst past week in a few years, with three big unprotected exposures in 8 days.
Last night was the worst. It was what I've always thought of as one of my (post-tinnitus) worst nightmares - an unprotected prolonged loud exposure. This hadn't happened post-pinnitus before last night, and it has psychologically unearthed me - I feel like I'm now in uncharteted waters.
I was in IKEA returning some goods to the cashier, as I was handing her the receipt and talking to her the stock room security door alarm went off about 8 meters away.
I put my fingers over my ears, but then felt awkward with her so I took my fingers out and fumbled around panicking trying to get my earplugs out my pocket and into my ears. This left me about 10 seconds with both ears being unprotected.
It was high pitch and loud, but not ear splittingly loud like some alarms. Kind of halfway between a loud piercing domestic smoke alarm and a shop door tag detector. I'm not sure how loud in decibels. Maybe 95-100? It was uncomfortable but not painful.
Despite this, both ears have now substantially spiked. Both ears are ringing much loudly and are also higher pitched.
I got no sleep last night, and this is the first time in a few years that I'm really panicking and scared again. I feel like this could destroy me. The horrible thoughts that I thought I'd got over are returning.
I wish I just put my fingers in my ears the whole time and didn't worry about acting strange around the shop assistant.
Any thoughts?
Anyone know how loud these alarms are? They're the ones shops have on the stock room doors with a keypad. (This one was IKEA).
Thank you
R
I've had the worst past week in a few years, with three big unprotected exposures in 8 days.
Last night was the worst. It was what I've always thought of as one of my (post-tinnitus) worst nightmares - an unprotected prolonged loud exposure. This hadn't happened post-pinnitus before last night, and it has psychologically unearthed me - I feel like I'm now in uncharteted waters.
I was in IKEA returning some goods to the cashier, as I was handing her the receipt and talking to her the stock room security door alarm went off about 8 meters away.
I put my fingers over my ears, but then felt awkward with her so I took my fingers out and fumbled around panicking trying to get my earplugs out my pocket and into my ears. This left me about 10 seconds with both ears being unprotected.
It was high pitch and loud, but not ear splittingly loud like some alarms. Kind of halfway between a loud piercing domestic smoke alarm and a shop door tag detector. I'm not sure how loud in decibels. Maybe 95-100? It was uncomfortable but not painful.
Despite this, both ears have now substantially spiked. Both ears are ringing much loudly and are also higher pitched.
I got no sleep last night, and this is the first time in a few years that I'm really panicking and scared again. I feel like this could destroy me. The horrible thoughts that I thought I'd got over are returning.
I wish I just put my fingers in my ears the whole time and didn't worry about acting strange around the shop assistant.
Any thoughts?
Anyone know how loud these alarms are? They're the ones shops have on the stock room doors with a keypad. (This one was IKEA).
Thank you
R