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Wolves think it's okay to attack rabbits because they are animals without morality or compassion. Aug 17, 2018

    1. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Wolves think it's okay to attack rabbits because they are animals without morality or compassion.
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    2. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Taking a break from TT. There are some lovely people here, but there are also toxic people who like hurting the vulnerable.
      1. Alex99 likes this.
      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        I'm fighting a battle with thoughts that are not real and I don't need people trying to push me over the edge. Last night I lost control briefly and for a few minutes I completely believed the thoughts. I screamed twice in absolute horror (3 to 4 seconds each) and now I am afraid I worsened my T.
        Aug 17, 2018
      3. Bill Bauer
        Bill Bauer
        What were the thoughts, if you don't mind me asking?
        Aug 17, 2018
      4. Alex99
        Alex99
        Every forum I have been to has these people. It is sad but true. They prey on the weak. They are wolves in sheeps clothing. It is good you are aware.
        Aug 18, 2018
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    3. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Is there anyone else whose T started immediately upon a single noise?
    4. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I have 666 ratings. Tinnitus is the devil's music.
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    5. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Sometimes I can't tell the difference between sounds which are dangerously loud and sounds which are just god-awful.
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    6. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Dear ear: I'm sorry I was careless & let the door slam. Who knew it could be that LOUD? Are you going to punish me forever now with worse T?
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      3. Autumnly
        Autumnly
        Jul 29, 2018
      4. Rubenslash
        Rubenslash
        You shouldn't worry about a door slam. It will never have a permanent effect.
        Jul 29, 2018
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      5. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Usually when something loud happens, my ear pain only lasts a few hours. Now it's over 24 hours. I'm officially worried.
        Jul 29, 2018
    7. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      In case anyone missed this: youtube.com/watch?v=qwgQLb3O6U0 Living with Hyperacusis - ABC Special Report
    8. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I wish I could retire to a beautiful tropical island. Sit on the beach & listen to the ocean. Or lounge on a verandah overlooking a garden.
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      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Lots of organic fruits & veggies to eat, fragrant herb. Good books to read. Me in my sarong & sandals. Book in one hand, cup of tea in the other. Peace, quiet, & serenity for my troubled mind and ear.
        Jul 21, 2018
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    9. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Ever see the hero, alone in a dark forest, surrounded by snarling beasts . . .
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      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        He cannot keep it up forever.
        Jul 16, 2018
      3. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        That is me. And the beasts are named ocd, tinnitus, and depression.
        Jul 16, 2018
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      4. TheDanishGirl
        TheDanishGirl
        Good analogy. I can sadly relate :/
        Jul 16, 2018
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    11. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Since February there's been a hum in (or outside) my building. On & off (mostly on). Whatever it is, it makes my T impossible to ignore.
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    12. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      My upstairs neighbors got a puppy. I hear the poor little thing whining. I think they left it alone all day. I think it must be in a cage :(
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      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        This is driving me crazy. I hear his pathetic little cries and I can't comfort him. What kind of idiot gets a puppy, cages it, and leaves it all alone?
        May 24, 2018
      3. cspc
        cspc
        That's a good question.
        Jun 5, 2018
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      4. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        I think the puppy may have been a temporary guest because I heard him for a few days and then I didn't hear him anymore. Or else the people were told by management that dogs are not allowed in the building. I hope the puppy has a safe and happy home!
        Jun 5, 2018
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    13. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I wore my ear muffs for the first time. Vacuumed two rooms. It seemed like good noise reduction, but my T is more annoying now.
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      3. Dylan Blake
        Dylan Blake
        Hmmm, are You using noise cancelling earphones or actual Ear muffs?
        May 21, 2018
      4. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Ear muffs. I had an acoustic trauma from a phone and since then I would never use ear buds, head phones, or a phone pressed to my ear. I would never pump sounds directly into my ear. One phone call changed my life.
        May 21, 2018
      5. Dylan Blake
        Dylan Blake
        Not saying You have to, just suggestions to help stem off stress from Tinnitus.
        May 25, 2018
    14. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Think living on a cul-de-sac is quiet? Think again! Another truck blundered down here and it's beeping its way through a laborious K-turn.
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    15. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Is that a buzz saw I hear? It must be spring.
      1. ChineseHazel and Holly1987 like this.
      2. New Guy
        New Guy
        Chainsaws used to be my way of relaxing. Darn it!
        May 1, 2018
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      3. ChineseHazel
        ChineseHazel
        You are a poet:)
        Jun 2, 2018
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    16. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Used to be, when I was overwhelmed by life problems & mental illness, I would take a walk among the trees. The peace & silence comforted me.
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      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        But there's no silence any more. Instead of me and the trees and maybe the song of some robins, it's Eeeeeeee eeeeee eeeeeeeee!
        Apr 23, 2018
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      3. New Guy
        New Guy
        I was working alongside a stream today. Pure heaven!

        Life seems so different now. Hopefully we'll adapt.
        Apr 23, 2018
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      4. Dylan Blake
        Dylan Blake
        May 19, 2018
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    17. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I read that if T doesn't fade in 2 years it's permanent. It's been over 2 years for me. Zero reduction. Guess I'm one of the permanent ones.
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      3. Jiri H
        Jiri H
        Apr 20, 2018
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      4. BadratDay
        BadratDay
        2 year doesnt mean anything! T is completely unpredictable it could fade or get better in 1 or 2 other years so their always hope
        Apr 20, 2018
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      5. TheDanishGirl
        TheDanishGirl
        Sorry about that :( I also think mine will be permenant, I am about 99% sure of that :/
        Apr 20, 2018
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    18. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Why do people love high-pitched beeps so much? I really want to know.
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    19. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      The forklifts (or whatever machines they are) have been beeping literally nonstop all day. It's over six hours and counting.
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      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        I'm not protecting my ear because I need to get used to this stuff. This construction work will likely continue for years. That's the way it is around here. I think they're far enough away that the volume isn't loud enough to harm me. But emotionally I'm a wreck. The sound is so horrible.
        Apr 17, 2018
      3. cspc
        cspc
        6 hours non stop, they are going to get a guiness I guess. A forklift operates in my neighbourhood at a construction site but it's only for an hour or two every day. The beep is annoying but it's a bit far away from my house.
        May 5, 2018
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    20. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I was on speaker phone with someone in a hospital and suddenly heard a series of high-pitched beeps. T seems louder now.
      1. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Could the beeps have been dangerously loud? Or am I responding to all high-pitched beeps regardless of volume? The latter seems the more logical
        Apr 15, 2018
      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Hospitals are scary enough. But I'm suddenly horrified by the idea of hospitals as places full of high-pitched beeps. What would a patient with H do in such a hell?
        Apr 15, 2018
    21. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Why does he say that I don't really have T? I never complain about my T to him. Never. But for some reason, he needs to deny that I have it.
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      2. Holly1987
        Holly1987
        I'm going through something very similar. He believes I have T but doesn't believe it's as debilitating as I claim. Why would I make this up! I just want to get on with my life, I hate it.
        Apr 10, 2018
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      3. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Exactly. Dealing with T is bad enough all by itself. We shouldn't also have to prove that our suffering is real.
        Apr 10, 2018
      4. Apolonia
        Apolonia
        The worst thing is when they say it is nothing.... -.-' I wish it was nothing
        Apr 11, 2018
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    22. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      The effects of verbal abuse are cumulative. Like toxins building up in the body, insults and vile names gradually poison the mind.
      1. Autumnly and threefirefour like this.
      2. New Guy
        New Guy
        I hope everything is ok.
        Apr 9, 2018
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    23. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I hurt my ear—again! No amount of ear protection is good enough if it isn't 24/7 because nothing less will protect me from myself.
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      3. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        My ear felt so good for two weeks because I've had time off from work. Now it hurts and I did it to myself.
        Apr 4, 2018
      4. Holly1987
        Holly1987
        :( :(
        Apr 4, 2018
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      5. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        My ear pain is much less now. Lately I am easily panicked. Every loud sound automatically scares me.
        Apr 4, 2018
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    24. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I have the day off, but the construction workers outside my window do not. So it's a day of high-pitched beeps for me.
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      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        I used to look forward to the summer: longer days and a reduced work schedule. But with H, I dread the summer. Long hours of daylight mean longer work days for the construction workers.
        Mar 30, 2018
      3. Gman
        Gman
        That is the worst when your own home isn’t even safe. By the way, my spouse isn’t supportive either and yet she says she gets T sometimes.
        Mar 31, 2018
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      4. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Sometimes is the key word. There's a world of difference between 'sometimes' and 'every second of your life.'
        Mar 31, 2018
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    25. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      Doors that go BEEEEEEEEP when you walk in. What's next? Land mines in the carpet?
      1. Holly1987 and Julien87 like this.
      2. Red
        Red
        I once went to a pizza place that had the door chime on max because there was only one employee working.
        Mar 28, 2018
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      3. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Booby traps are everywhere.
        Mar 28, 2018
      4. AZeurotuner
        AZeurotuner
        O'Reilly auto parts has a doorbell set at head level so it rings directly into your ear when you open the door... Fun stuff.
        Mar 28, 2018
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    26. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      So nice to be told my H isn't real. I'm just crazy because sounds that don't hurt other people can't hurt me either.
      1. Red
        Red
        Imo H is a physiological change in our bodies to get us to avoid noises that would further harm our ears.
        Mar 28, 2018
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    27. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I posted a thread yesterday and when I came back an hour later, my opening post was different from what I wrote. Puzzling, to say the least.
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      2. New Guy
        New Guy
        Did they take that one down for you?
        Mar 29, 2018
      3. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Yes, it was deleted by staff at my request.
        Mar 29, 2018
    28. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      My day was fine until a bus honked its horn right next to me. It was so close, so loud, so high-pitched. Now T is up and I'm scared.
      1. Red
        Red
        I have hope for you. Imo continuous noise is more scary. But it is scary to spike especially if they last a long time
        Mar 27, 2018
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    29. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      First thing in the morning and he's yelling already. When I woke up, ear pain was low and now it's up again.
      1. Julien87
        Julien87
        he's looking for some attention, don't give it to him ^^
        Mar 21, 2018
      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        Yes Julien, you're right. If only he would yell quietly.
        Mar 21, 2018
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    30. SugarMagnolia
      SugarMagnolia
      I'm in distress and DH is yelling at me & telling me to kill myself.
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      2. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        DH = Dear Husband or Damn Husband, depending on the context.
        Mar 20, 2018
      3. TheDanishGirl
        TheDanishGirl
        Your husband sounds very unsupportive and I am sorry for that :( nobody should threathen you, you should not accept that....you do not deserve it. Hug.
        Mar 20, 2018
      4. SugarMagnolia
        SugarMagnolia
        He is disabled and has a lot of anger. When I was in perfect health, all was well. But now I have problems that he can't see or understand, and instead of accepting and commiserating, he throws tantrums.
        Mar 20, 2018
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    Gender:
    Female
    Location:
    USA
    Tinnitus Since:
    02/2016
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Acoustic Trauma
    I acquired tinnitus at 3PM on February 5, 2016. I was attempting to use a speaker phone on a conference call. I couldn't hear anything, so I thought it wasn't on speaker phone any more. I put the phone to my left ear and at that moment, feedback blasted into my ear. That was the last I knew of silence.

    The ringing in my ear has been exactly the same from that moment until 4PM on February 27, 2018 when I sat in the wrong chair in a doctor's waiting room. The door made a high-pitched beep whenever the door opened and the door was on my left side. Someone opened the door and my ear got blasted. The tinnitus sound went up and for the first time I felt "fullness" in my ear. Until this moment I didn't know what people meant by fullness. That's my tale of woe.