I wanted to go to a concert, so I did. I'm only 23 years old, why do I have to live a life of solitude because of my anxiety and tinnitus. It is now going crazy and is extremely loud, I'm afraid I've permanently made it worse. I've always wanted to DJ and had worked so hard to get where I was, and now that dream is just gone? Do I just accept it and move on.... I can't. I am praying this isn't a permanent spike, I can't sleep right now. I'm not sure I want to live like this. I had all but habituated, or so I thought. I haven't gone out with friends is almost a year due to my anxiety and tinnitus. This is not a life worth living, I do not want this anymore. The only reason I suffer through it is so my family wouldn't have to suffer through my death. If I'd truly give my life for them, then I guess I'd live a miserable life for them too. I am stuck in the worst place right now. It's so dark here.