Damn! I used to think I only had T in my right ear, but unfortunately I just found out I may have it on my left one too and I'm terrified. I know chronic tinnitus is one thing and "normal tinnitus" is another. Is it possible it may go away? Has anyone been through this? I'll explain further.
Everything was all good here, but all of sudden, for the first time, while I was listening to some music, I felt a fleeting T on my left ear (recently I've been having fleeting T occasionally on the right one too. It used to be a rare thing, like, if I recall correctly, I think started having it for the first time only this year, and I have T since 17 or 18 I think, and I'm 22 right now, but just in the past couple days, I've had it at least once a day while I was listening to music. I'm not sure if it's related.) and I was instantly terrified because I've always been afraid of one day also having it on the other ear, and I'm sooooo bummed right now, afraid that this day came.
My right ear T used to be mild, I mean, it still is, but since June it kind of started being unstable, varying a lot, sometimes I would get louder then it normally is, sometimes I would have almost like complete silence, and it made me kind of de-habituate, but this left one that I don't know if started today after the fleeting T, it is not loud, it's very low in its volume, and it seems to happen when I open my mouth, or at least it makes it noticeable/triggers it. At first I got in a quiet room and started trying to see if there was something, and I concluded there was nothing after closing my ears and only hearing the noticeable one, the one from the right ear, until I noticed this mouth thing I just said. Is it possible that it is normal? Like, when people open their mouths maybe if they focus they would hear it too? Because I think I read somewhere someone saying that sometimes it may be natural, from the body. I'm so bummed and confused at the same time... because it seems that some points may be connecting... There were some times that I'd be watching something on Netflix and smoking a joint before bedtime, and my T would change from the right ear to the left one, but I wouldn't mind, thinking it was being caused by the effects of the marijuana, because I know it changes its behavior, making it louder and stuff, but in the next day it would be normal again, but now I'm wondering if it has always been here, but so low, non-intrusive, different from the right ear one, that I never actually noticed it. Oooh man, it's like this goddamn nightmare just got worse. I'm damned
Everything was all good here, but all of sudden, for the first time, while I was listening to some music, I felt a fleeting T on my left ear (recently I've been having fleeting T occasionally on the right one too. It used to be a rare thing, like, if I recall correctly, I think started having it for the first time only this year, and I have T since 17 or 18 I think, and I'm 22 right now, but just in the past couple days, I've had it at least once a day while I was listening to music. I'm not sure if it's related.) and I was instantly terrified because I've always been afraid of one day also having it on the other ear, and I'm sooooo bummed right now, afraid that this day came.
My right ear T used to be mild, I mean, it still is, but since June it kind of started being unstable, varying a lot, sometimes I would get louder then it normally is, sometimes I would have almost like complete silence, and it made me kind of de-habituate, but this left one that I don't know if started today after the fleeting T, it is not loud, it's very low in its volume, and it seems to happen when I open my mouth, or at least it makes it noticeable/triggers it. At first I got in a quiet room and started trying to see if there was something, and I concluded there was nothing after closing my ears and only hearing the noticeable one, the one from the right ear, until I noticed this mouth thing I just said. Is it possible that it is normal? Like, when people open their mouths maybe if they focus they would hear it too? Because I think I read somewhere someone saying that sometimes it may be natural, from the body. I'm so bummed and confused at the same time... because it seems that some points may be connecting... There were some times that I'd be watching something on Netflix and smoking a joint before bedtime, and my T would change from the right ear to the left one, but I wouldn't mind, thinking it was being caused by the effects of the marijuana, because I know it changes its behavior, making it louder and stuff, but in the next day it would be normal again, but now I'm wondering if it has always been here, but so low, non-intrusive, different from the right ear one, that I never actually noticed it. Oooh man, it's like this goddamn nightmare just got worse. I'm damned
