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Currently trying to not care about my tinnitus and hyperacusis and it's actually working. Tinnitus is less reactive and when it is, it doesn't last long (except for the 2 days of ambulance siren phantom noise I got lol)
I have made up my mind. I will not take a Xanax or other benzos before my medical procedure. The risk of a spike not worth it. Now I need to find a way to calm myself enough to be able to go through with the procedure.
Feeling really down. I'm so tired of having to live with this. The psychological and emotional burden of trying to be strong and carry on through every major spike has slowly chipped away at my resolve each time. It's so loud, louder than everything. Nothing can mask it. This is hell
zatara92
Thank you for the support friends. In the last 24 hours I have learned that it is ok to let go and cry it out sometimes. I am lucky to have a supportive partner.
It may take months to habituate to this new increased T, and maybe I never will, but for now all I can do is to carry on
Ken219
"maybe I never will" it is day by day. You will habituate! We will HABITUATE!
Tryn2BHopeful
Right there with you!
Great, now trying to deal with a new sudden reactive tone/distortion on top of sounds, after 4 years with tinnitus, SBUTT's, scary inner ear sensations, TTTS, MEM, tinnitus spikes etc, now this. Shit keeps piling up. Do you think this can go away? After waking up it seems gone, and ramps up towards the night mostly.
Spent 3,5 hours at a really loud indoors fair. Averaging around 85-90dB. Was using my Sony ANC headphones and the new calmer extra, but feeling like it was not enough and I should have done more.. but it is what it is now. T feels bit more intrusive, but trying to keep anxiety at bay and look forward.
TU Delft has announced a 2nd symposium on Tinnitus (June 11th). We could expect results of a bimodal device. Who'd like to go to the event with me?
Ken219
Not a believer.
Christiaan
@Ken219 Well, they seem to believe in the device, given the website and the upcoming presentation.