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Yesterday I almost felt normal, now back at the "don't see how to live with this" stage. Never gonna get better. May 31, 2020 at 9:37 AM

1. Kriszti
  Yesterday I almost felt normal, now back at the "don't see how to live with this" stage. Never gonna get better.
  
  May 31, 2020 at 9:37 AM
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2. Kriszti
  Right now the overwhelming, numbing, constant fear that it can worsen is worse than the actual level of my tinnitus.
  
  May 12, 2020
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3. Kriszti
  Struggling. One of my sounds went down, the other increased.
  
  May 9, 2020
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4. Kriszti
  Woke up to loud ringing, managed to get back to sleep, woke up again, 2 hours near silence, now back to normal. Everything is so strange.
  
  May 7, 2020
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5. Kriszti
  Apparently my only problem is that I'm not positive enough and by that I caused the tinnitus to myself...
  
  Apr 21, 2020
  1. high frequencies, acute, aot and 3 others like this.
6. Kriszti
  Caved in, took some ibuprofen during the night, because paracetamol did nothing for the 4-day-headache. No spike yet.
  
  Apr 20, 2020
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7. Kriszti
  How can you live in constant, numbing fear?
  
  Apr 15, 2020
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8. Kriszti
  6 months. Main sound is slightly better, but I still feel very miserable.
  
  Apr 14, 2020
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9. Kriszti
  Awful day today. I still don't see any way to live a semi-normal life with T. Even if mine is probably not nearly as bad as some of yours.
  
  Apr 10, 2020
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10. Kriszti
  Started taking Milgamma, Gingko, Zink. Don't expect much, so surprise me, T! (Positively.) At least I hope they'll boost my immune system.
  
  Apr 2, 2020
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  2. Kriszti
    Update: don't know if the vitamins or the extremely quiet life due to lockdown is the cause, but my older UHFsound got quieter. At the same time, the other one got louder.
    
    May 15, 2020
11. Kriszti
  I should really just accept that I will never get my old life back, which I hated. The irony...
  
  Mar 26, 2020
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12. Kriszti
  New(ish) sound is like a cuckoo clock and whooshing. Awfully hard to habituate with additional sounds appearing out of nowhere.
  
  Mar 19, 2020
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13. Kriszti
  My sibling lives in Milan, my family doesn't take COVID serious enough and T is worse after a better day with no reason. 2020 sucks.
  
  Mar 17, 2020
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14. Kriszti
  5 month anniversary. Still sucks, but today has been a little bit quieter.
  
  Mar 14, 2020
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15. Kriszti
  New(ish) sound annoys the heck out of me. It's been present for about 2 weeks, but jut reached my tolerance threshold. Go away, please.
  
  Feb 29, 2020
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16. Kriszti
  Lost the only good side effect of tinnitus, the lack of headaches. I'm too afraid to take painkillers.
  
  Feb 23, 2020
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17. Kriszti
  My boring sleeping saga: today I slept 5,5 hours, without meds, only waking up once. Doesn't expect to last, but I feel a tiny bit better.
  
  Feb 9, 2020
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  2. Regal
    That's a start, it will continue to improve
    
    Feb 9, 2020
    
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  3. Lilah
    Your sleep should improve. Try to maintain good sleep hygiene doing this period.
    
    Feb 10, 2020
    
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18. Kriszti
  Another sleepless night. When does it get better?
  
  Feb 4, 2020
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  3. Kriszti
    I'm sorry, Bill, I didn't notice your comment.
    My T still fluctuates a lot. So one day it's a bit better, then it's worse. All in all, I'm glad that I have better days. And last week I had days when it felt like the sound softened a bit. Not yet in the hiss phase though. In the meantime, I developed a "water-rumbling-in-the-radiator" kind of sound too, but it's much less annoying than my main, screaching sound.
    
    Feb 6, 2020
  4. Kriszti
    I did an audiogram on Tuesday, which showed a quite big ABG, so that made my anxiety go through the roof, so T is worse again...
    
    Feb 6, 2020
  5. Bill Bauer
    It's good that it isn't relentlessly at the same level. What matters is the monthly trend and the global lows. So any time it is softer than it has ever been is cause to be more optimistic.
    
    Feb 6, 2020
    
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19. Kriszti
  3 month anniversary. Can't sleep. FML.
  
  Jan 13, 2020
20. Kriszti
  No sleep today again. Does it ever get better?
  
  Jan 3, 2020
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  3. Kriszti
    @jimH Can I ask you which AD you took? Still having very, very poor sleep. Very sparingly I take 0,25-0,5 Frontin (Xanax), but it does nothing. OK, quitens down my T for a couple of hours, but doesn't help with sleeping.
    
    Jan 16, 2020
  4. jimH
    I used Effexor. I later found out that some members had very bad experiences with it. Just use the forum "search" and read some of the posts.
    Therefore, I would suggest that you DO NOT take it. I was lucky being that it did not affect my T.
    
    Jan 16, 2020
    
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  5. Kriszti
    Thank you. It seems that for every good experience with anything there are tons of bad ones.
    
    Jan 16, 2020
    
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21. Kriszti
  NYE is harder than Christmas. Worst year of my life so far. 2020, be kind please.
  
  Dec 31, 2019
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  2. keka
    Happy NY and may we all have peace of mind again! x
    
    Dec 31, 2019
    
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  3. Kriszti
    And 2020 kindly said: fuck you and all of your hopes.
    
    Apr 10, 2020
    
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22. Kriszti
  Definitely jinxed it. Shrillness and pitch is awful again. So very hard to coexist with the noise. No sleep again.
  
  Dec 29, 2019
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  3. Kriszti
    That's basically what I cannot deal with. It's awful now and it's moderate at max, fluctuating between mild and moderate. But if it gets louder...
    
    Dec 29, 2019
  4. all to gain
    I would say mine is moderate at best but probably it's severe. But I'm sure it can get worse.
    
    Dec 29, 2019
  5. OnceUponaTime
    So sorry, I hope you get some sleep tonight.
    
    Dec 29, 2019
    
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23. Kriszti
  After accidentally cracking my neck yesterday evening, I had total silence. It's back, but quieter. May be bc of the Xanax I took to sleep.
  
  Dec 28, 2019
  2. Kriszti
    Spoke to soon. Volume is up again.
    
    Dec 28, 2019
  3. Flyingsheep
    I've experienced this numerous times
    
    Dec 28, 2019
24. Kriszti
  Still not sleeping. I just want to sleep without waking up in every freaking half hour. Don't know how to survive on 3 hours of sleep.
  
  Dec 27, 2019
25. Kriszti
  Made my sister listen to the frequency I hear. She lasted 10 seconds.
  
  Dec 25, 2019
  2. all to gain
    Does she now understand?
    
    Dec 25, 2019
  3. Kriszti
    Better. She's always been supportive though.
    
    Dec 26, 2019
    
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