Recent content by lanaturner21

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    I Feel So Stupid (Self-Blame)

    Thank you so much. I really hope you're right and your response makes me feel much better. I appreciate it :)
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    I Feel So Stupid (Self-Blame)

    Thank you so much! One last question (I've done some reading but there's so much information): when you say marketed in 2017, do you mean commercially available for everyone (not just for people in trials)? And it will actually reduce my tinnitus? I hope I'm not bothering you, but if a drug that...
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    I Feel So Stupid (Self-Blame)

    Thank you for this! Sorry it took a while to respond, I just started school again. I am genuinely hoping it is my anxiety and not an increase, but either way I need to start the road back to habituation. I've never heard of D-Met before! Also, does AM 101 just take away spikes or will it reduce...
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    I Feel So Stupid (Self-Blame)

    I'm still trying to be positive. But today I am very angry with myself. For 3 years almost my T didn't really bother me. I couldn't sleep without masking but that was about it. However for the last almost month my T has spiked or I have allowed myself to be anxious over it and am perceiving it...
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    Positivity!

    I'm studying abroad in the Fall of this year and I plan on seeing as much of Europe as possible while I'm there. Traveling is my passion. I wouldn't let it stop you! Just do some research on how to protect your ears while on the plane. I've read on here that plenty of people have taken long...
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    Positivity!

    The last few weeks have been frustrating for me. I've had T since I was 15 and am 19 now. I had habituated nicely and it was to the point where I could read in my dorm or study in a quiet study room without any masking noise and be just fine (as in I wouldn't hear my T at all). I had a setback...
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    Getting Louder or Just Anxiety?

    Thank you so much. That's awesome that you got to have two years of *near* silence! That makes me hopeful. I haven't taken any new medications or been exposed to new loud noises, in this case I think my focusing on it has made my perception of it worse. This has become a vicious cycle because...
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    Getting Louder or Just Anxiety?

    I think (I'm praying) that I allowed myself to hear it and be stressed out again. After exams, I didn't have as much to focus on because I got some down time. So I started listening for it and becoming upset by it which has amplified it. I appreciate your response and hopefully I will be able to...
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    Getting Louder or Just Anxiety?

    Thank you so much. That was really helpful to hear as I'm still stressed out by it and allowing myself to get frustrated. I was doing so so well with it, but after my final exams it took hold of me again. I hadn't been exposed to any new and loud sounds so I'm assuming it's just my anxiety. I...
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    Getting Louder or Just Anxiety?

    I've had T for almost 4 years. I'm only 19. My guess is I got it from listening to music too loudly with headphones. I always sleep with a fan on and honestly for a long time it hadn't bothered me much at all. I wouldn't think about it and really wouldn't hear it because I tried my best to avoid...
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    Is There Hope for Me? Need Encouragement

    I'm 19 and this February will be my 4 year mark with tinnitus. It started after a trip to the Bahamas where I was snorkeling almost daily and sleeping with the kind of earplugs you get for cheap from the drugstore (Idk if this is relevant). Usually I only hear it in the silence, but when it's...