tobyharrixon
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  • I've been producing music everyday for nearly a whole month now, just on my laptop speakers, mostly quiet. i used to produce a lot of music before in headphones (and never got T from that). Anyway, it's the only thing that makes me not wanna die and I don't hear the T during it, I helps me forget my reality. That's the beauty of music. But overall I think it's making my T worse so I need to take it easy :(
    my 30th birthday is 30th January, planning to return up into the stars & asteroids then. Tinnitus, unexplained foot pain & crippling depression is too big a hole and I can't face what my life has become.
    tobyharrixon
    over 1,5 years. mild for the first 5 months
    Yosemite
    Have you had some improvements since then? Was it the acupuncture that made it worse the most?
    tobyharrixon
    improved after initial onset, then had shoulder injury and stupidly decided to take mirtazapine & zopiclone to sleep, made things worse. got a bit better after that but then worse after random high pitched pure tone exposure from my phone - that was the worse spike, introduced new very high pitch T and T no longer went quiet in mornings after. . also dabbled in benzos, and tried trazodone once which didn't do any good either.

    Foot pain currently bad and hard to sleep but really don't want to take any more meds so loading up on herbal teas and valerian and magnesium etc but feel like even some of that causes spikes.

    if i hadn't had shoulder injury and avoided meds, i'd be a lot better or even healed by now.
    just wanna smoke weed and make music... what's stopping me? oh yea this brain piercing sound
    cjbhab
    how does marijuana effect your tinnitus? Admittedly, i was never a smoker, but I tried edibles once and it made my T go through the roof.
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