- Apr 24, 2018
- 217
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/2017
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Still Under Investigation
The Fourth of July in the states with its huge parades, loud traffic, celebrations, outdoor parties with live bands, platoons of motorcycles driving by, and explosives (firecrackers, fireworks) is of special concern to me this year. I'm not dreading it, but I am concerned – it's the first time I'm 'celebrating' it with tinnitus and sound sensitivity.
This year, I know I won't be attending parades and events. I know I won't be standing outside watching fireworks explode and listening to people screaming appreciation as each one goes off. I know I will not be attending the cookout I have been invited to with over one hundred guests and loud music.
I'm okay with all of that.
I am not dreading the next few days, but I am concerned about them enough to know that there are things I will have to do in order to reduce stress and try and keep myself as safe as possible.
If I'm out, then I will need hearing protection with me. Period. I will need to make sure I can get at it quickly, because the explosions, loud crowds, sirens, and music aren't confined to one area – they will be going on all around me and for several days. (In fact, it has already started.) I live very close to where the town fireworks display on the 4th will be shot off. If it's too loud, even in the house, I intend to use my ear muffs until it's over. It's a drag, but at this particular time, I think it's what I need to do for myself.
In these first months of dealing with this condition I've had to re-think a lot of things.
I recently opted not to go to a reunion that had been over a year in the planning, because I knew it would be a loud event. (The Facebook videos proved me right!) It was disappointing, but it was the right choice at this time. I'm simply not psychologically ready for those kinds of environments. I will be, eventually, but I'm not there yet.
Still, I know with all this preparation, things can go wrong. I hope they don't, but I know they can. I could be standing out back, and that might be the moment when someone decides to blow off fireworks two yards over. Who knows? We can't control these things. I'll have my muffs with me at all times, and hope for the best. I'm not planning on being outside a lot, anyway (the weather here has been very hot the past few days) but will do what I can to make myself feel safer and less stressed as the next week unfolds.
I don't intend to 'overprotect,' but I do intend to protect if need be, and I won't be second-guessing any decisions I make regarding that over the next week!
I'm about halfway through a clonazepam taper, and my t has spiked a bit. I was expecting this, and am hoping that, once I'm off the benzo, things will settle back. The next cut is due tomorrow, but I've decided to hold at the current dosage for at least another week, just to remove the stressor of handling the next reduction during what I know is going to be a loud and potentially stressful timeframe.
It's what I have to do now. It's not necessarily forever, but it's what I have to do now.
To all in the states dealing with t and h – keep your ears (and yourselves) safe during this celebratory week. Do whatever you have to do to reduce your own stress levels – and enjoy the celebrations in the safest way possible for you!
Best,
Mystery Reader
This year, I know I won't be attending parades and events. I know I won't be standing outside watching fireworks explode and listening to people screaming appreciation as each one goes off. I know I will not be attending the cookout I have been invited to with over one hundred guests and loud music.
I'm okay with all of that.
I am not dreading the next few days, but I am concerned about them enough to know that there are things I will have to do in order to reduce stress and try and keep myself as safe as possible.
If I'm out, then I will need hearing protection with me. Period. I will need to make sure I can get at it quickly, because the explosions, loud crowds, sirens, and music aren't confined to one area – they will be going on all around me and for several days. (In fact, it has already started.) I live very close to where the town fireworks display on the 4th will be shot off. If it's too loud, even in the house, I intend to use my ear muffs until it's over. It's a drag, but at this particular time, I think it's what I need to do for myself.
In these first months of dealing with this condition I've had to re-think a lot of things.
I recently opted not to go to a reunion that had been over a year in the planning, because I knew it would be a loud event. (The Facebook videos proved me right!) It was disappointing, but it was the right choice at this time. I'm simply not psychologically ready for those kinds of environments. I will be, eventually, but I'm not there yet.
Still, I know with all this preparation, things can go wrong. I hope they don't, but I know they can. I could be standing out back, and that might be the moment when someone decides to blow off fireworks two yards over. Who knows? We can't control these things. I'll have my muffs with me at all times, and hope for the best. I'm not planning on being outside a lot, anyway (the weather here has been very hot the past few days) but will do what I can to make myself feel safer and less stressed as the next week unfolds.
I don't intend to 'overprotect,' but I do intend to protect if need be, and I won't be second-guessing any decisions I make regarding that over the next week!
I'm about halfway through a clonazepam taper, and my t has spiked a bit. I was expecting this, and am hoping that, once I'm off the benzo, things will settle back. The next cut is due tomorrow, but I've decided to hold at the current dosage for at least another week, just to remove the stressor of handling the next reduction during what I know is going to be a loud and potentially stressful timeframe.
It's what I have to do now. It's not necessarily forever, but it's what I have to do now.
To all in the states dealing with t and h – keep your ears (and yourselves) safe during this celebratory week. Do whatever you have to do to reduce your own stress levels – and enjoy the celebrations in the safest way possible for you!
Best,
Mystery Reader
Member
) about the 4th of July and all the loud activities that come along with it. This is the Canada Day weekend here and I am avoiding all of the same events that you are.
I hope the spike will be temporary.
