Being a musician I have been asked time and time againg to re-enter the scene and play live. In some sort of an effort to regain my life I have played a live set 3 times since I got T. Using earbuds and leaving the venue after my set I have been fine so far. Last Friday I played a live set , did not leave the venue and I am paying the price now , bigtime. I feel so incredibly stupid , I keep thinking "there is not one person on TT that would even think about doing something like this " . Bummer is that I feel I was making massive progress for the last couple of months. Its so strange that I would take this chance especially as I was doing better , but then again maybe I did it because I was feeling better ...sigh ... My T is now almost unbearable .....and the stupidity is equally unbearable. What an immense setback , and I can only blame myself. Suffice it to say that my live playing days are over. I know , we all have to give up things. Guess I just wanted to feel like my old self for a day.. I am just venting ....feel awful.