- Apr 18, 2020
- 8
- Tinnitus Since
- 2008
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Being a drummer for most of my life
Hi there. My name's Jonathan and I'm soon turning 30.
Growing up, I was a drummer! Lots of loud sounds, and zero ear protection for years. I still play music to this day, just no longer on the drums. I think at some point as a kid, my tinnitus came about. I just never knew it was there.
Fast forward to 2020, and I live in my own place with a stable job. Like everyone else, I'm quarantined at home and I'm grateful that I have a job that lets me work from home as well. As such, my pace of life has slowed down and it definitely hasn't been as noisy (my job usually requires a lot of face-to-face interaction.) Being stuck at home is.... quieter.
One night, I realized that I've had tinnitus this whole time. I turned off the new TV that I bought about a year ago, and I realized that the 12hz high pitched sound wasn't coming from the TV. It then hit me. This whole time... my whole adult life... the 12hz high pitch sound was my tinnitus. I think I always had that confusion because I grew up in the 90s around those old CRT tube TVs with the high pitch sound.
I use a massive 60 inch TV at my usual workplace, and it's always been on. I had assumed the 12hz high pitch sound came from there. When I'm at home, my TV has always been on (I rarely turn it off because my Chromecast is attached to it) so I assumed the high pitch sound came from there. For years.. I thought my tinnitus was coming from all the screens I'm surrounded by. Also, I didn't notice it while I was outside because of ambient noise.
Well now I'm paying a lot more attention to the tinnitus, and I think it's here to stay. So I'm here to say hello, and I'm in it for the long haul. I have an appointment with a therapist on Monday who is willing to help me get started on CBT/ACT, which I know is meant to help with my current distress with the situation (quarantine isolation isn't helping.)
Until then, I look forward to standing in solidarity with y'all...
P.S. Susan Shore is now my beacon of hope. Crossing my fingers to be tinnitus free by the age of 40? I think 10 years is generous enough. If you haven't guessed, I've gone through the "scour the internet" phase.
Growing up, I was a drummer! Lots of loud sounds, and zero ear protection for years. I still play music to this day, just no longer on the drums. I think at some point as a kid, my tinnitus came about. I just never knew it was there.
Fast forward to 2020, and I live in my own place with a stable job. Like everyone else, I'm quarantined at home and I'm grateful that I have a job that lets me work from home as well. As such, my pace of life has slowed down and it definitely hasn't been as noisy (my job usually requires a lot of face-to-face interaction.) Being stuck at home is.... quieter.
One night, I realized that I've had tinnitus this whole time. I turned off the new TV that I bought about a year ago, and I realized that the 12hz high pitched sound wasn't coming from the TV. It then hit me. This whole time... my whole adult life... the 12hz high pitch sound was my tinnitus. I think I always had that confusion because I grew up in the 90s around those old CRT tube TVs with the high pitch sound.
I use a massive 60 inch TV at my usual workplace, and it's always been on. I had assumed the 12hz high pitch sound came from there. When I'm at home, my TV has always been on (I rarely turn it off because my Chromecast is attached to it) so I assumed the high pitch sound came from there. For years.. I thought my tinnitus was coming from all the screens I'm surrounded by. Also, I didn't notice it while I was outside because of ambient noise.
Well now I'm paying a lot more attention to the tinnitus, and I think it's here to stay. So I'm here to say hello, and I'm in it for the long haul. I have an appointment with a therapist on Monday who is willing to help me get started on CBT/ACT, which I know is meant to help with my current distress with the situation (quarantine isolation isn't helping.)
Until then, I look forward to standing in solidarity with y'all...
P.S. Susan Shore is now my beacon of hope. Crossing my fingers to be tinnitus free by the age of 40? I think 10 years is generous enough. If you haven't guessed, I've gone through the "scour the internet" phase.
