- Jan 13, 2021
- 17
- Tinnitus Since
- February 2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noise trauma from playing live
Hi everyone,
Thanks for being such a great community!
Most of what one will read online about long term sleeping pill use is very negative.
However, since my tinnitus got worse four months ago, on many nights it seems to either be a choice not to sleep, or to take an Ambien and sleep. If I try to do without, I'm just kept awake for hours by the tinnitus sound. I used to be able to use masking sounds, but the "new tinnitus" just reacts to or competes with any and all sounds.
I find the anxiety *about* having to take Ambien / Zolpidem (or sometimes Zopiclone) can become as big an issue as anything else. It seems an unnecessary extra burden? Of course, I would prefer to learn to sleep with this tinnitus (or for the tinnitus to go be gone forever!), and understand that, taken every night, these strong hypnotics loose their power - but while natural sleep seems impossible, should I just take the stuff and stop worrying about it? Panic can rise in me during the day around the fact I am using sleeping pills, which does not seem helpful. On other occasions I manage to see it as "no big deal" and life is less difficult.
It's about quality of life and staying alive - I don't want to just indulge and do recognise the negatives of relying on anything like this to sleep. At the same time, as I know many here know, tinnitus changes things and means you take actions you would never consider before. I wish a doctor could work out a more imaginative "plan" with me where I could cycle between meds and options, rather than just talk about the dangers of relying on pills (which I understand and agree with - whilst being aware I'm in a different predicament.) Currently I don't need to take Ambien every single night in a row, but probably a number of nights a week. 5 mg-10 mg does the trick, though sometimes a glass of wine is added if things are very loud. Is anyone else in this boat? Anyone else done this for a while and managed to make it work (as much as one can make things work)? I kind of need some reassurance...
Again, I would rather not have to do this. But being driven loopy by severe tinnitus and no sleep seems a worse alternative.
(If anyone has "learned" to sleep with very loud tinnitus, I of course would love to hear about that too! With the "old tinnitus" I had going on I could usually sleep fine without any meds for many months, but this seems impossible, no matter what sleep hygiene I practice. But maybe a positive attitude about this - believing the brain can sleep to such sounds through hearing of such successes - will be helpful.)
Thanks again. This really is SO challenging!!
Thanks for being such a great community!
Most of what one will read online about long term sleeping pill use is very negative.
However, since my tinnitus got worse four months ago, on many nights it seems to either be a choice not to sleep, or to take an Ambien and sleep. If I try to do without, I'm just kept awake for hours by the tinnitus sound. I used to be able to use masking sounds, but the "new tinnitus" just reacts to or competes with any and all sounds.
I find the anxiety *about* having to take Ambien / Zolpidem (or sometimes Zopiclone) can become as big an issue as anything else. It seems an unnecessary extra burden? Of course, I would prefer to learn to sleep with this tinnitus (or for the tinnitus to go be gone forever!), and understand that, taken every night, these strong hypnotics loose their power - but while natural sleep seems impossible, should I just take the stuff and stop worrying about it? Panic can rise in me during the day around the fact I am using sleeping pills, which does not seem helpful. On other occasions I manage to see it as "no big deal" and life is less difficult.
It's about quality of life and staying alive - I don't want to just indulge and do recognise the negatives of relying on anything like this to sleep. At the same time, as I know many here know, tinnitus changes things and means you take actions you would never consider before. I wish a doctor could work out a more imaginative "plan" with me where I could cycle between meds and options, rather than just talk about the dangers of relying on pills (which I understand and agree with - whilst being aware I'm in a different predicament.) Currently I don't need to take Ambien every single night in a row, but probably a number of nights a week. 5 mg-10 mg does the trick, though sometimes a glass of wine is added if things are very loud. Is anyone else in this boat? Anyone else done this for a while and managed to make it work (as much as one can make things work)? I kind of need some reassurance...
Again, I would rather not have to do this. But being driven loopy by severe tinnitus and no sleep seems a worse alternative.
(If anyone has "learned" to sleep with very loud tinnitus, I of course would love to hear about that too! With the "old tinnitus" I had going on I could usually sleep fine without any meds for many months, but this seems impossible, no matter what sleep hygiene I practice. But maybe a positive attitude about this - believing the brain can sleep to such sounds through hearing of such successes - will be helpful.)
Thanks again. This really is SO challenging!!