I was anxious in the beginning, now I'm just totally depressed, in pain and tied. I have nothing to be anxious about as far as T, it is what it is and I won't be able to change it. Nothing to panic about anymore. I mean...I can only freak out about the same thing for so long, especially if I can't do a damn thing about it. I can sit in a quiet room for hours with my T blasting, sleep with no masking, I just hate it, it's loud and it's painful on the head and on the ears. No anxiety, just some serious suffering. Am I habituated? I think so, but it still has absolutely ruined my life. I can't go out because of my H, my head/ears hurt from the screaming, I'm not relaxed by any means but at the same time I don't feel I have anxiety at all 99 percent of the time. This must be habituation? I guess I've done it.