- Nov 29, 2020
- 2
- Tinnitus Since
- 11/22/2020
- Cause of Tinnitus
- Noise Induced trauma
Hi!
A few months ago, I was getting mild tinnitus for a few hours after listening to headphones, so I went to ENT. He just haphazardly said, 'yeah, that happens'. And that's it. I stopped listening to headphones, and I thought I was safe.
But 6 days ago, I bought new speakers and listened to music a little too loud for 40 minutes. When I turned them off, I was disoriented. I realized I made the biggest mistake of my life.
It's been 6 days, and I think this is going to last years. When I wake up, I have heavy tinnitus. It subsides through the day, but even when I take a short nap, it comes right back. I feel hopeless.
I am considering ending it all. What's the point anyways. I just fought a huge depression of my life and I was just feeling 'happy'.
A few months ago, I was getting mild tinnitus for a few hours after listening to headphones, so I went to ENT. He just haphazardly said, 'yeah, that happens'. And that's it. I stopped listening to headphones, and I thought I was safe.
But 6 days ago, I bought new speakers and listened to music a little too loud for 40 minutes. When I turned them off, I was disoriented. I realized I made the biggest mistake of my life.
It's been 6 days, and I think this is going to last years. When I wake up, I have heavy tinnitus. It subsides through the day, but even when I take a short nap, it comes right back. I feel hopeless.
I am considering ending it all. What's the point anyways. I just fought a huge depression of my life and I was just feeling 'happy'.