I can't any more . This t the way it's changed and got louder with several tones in each ear has ground me down. Knowing I caused it crushes me. I've a family, a 3 yr old beautiful girl and a baby boy of 4 months. After a difficult birth things went haywire and I became obsessed with mastubating which then caused tinnitus. Knowing I've caused it, brought my family down and having to live with the noises is too hard . How can I ever be happy for them and for me with this?