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I was able to enjoy music for the first time in 3 months. I felt like my inner child was alive again.

These 3 months was one of the worst spikes I've had in my 13 years with T. I'm still at a complete loss as to what caused it, but I'm glad I've come out of the other side for now.
how to make money with h/t?
adpolandam
I'm a novice when it comes to this type of work. I've always been a manual laborer. Do you think I have a chance?
aab
To be honest. In Poland It will be very difficult to get a job in IT without proper education or experience in IT. To my knowledge, now in 2025, in Poland, there are many people looking for a job in IT industry. The competition is high. But I dont want to discourage you. The easiest way, if you are starting without education/experience, is to look for a job as a manual tester.
aab
On youtube there is channel "bezrobotny". There are interviews with many people looking for a job, not only from IT industry. So maybe you can learn something from their experience.
FYi, I watch yt with muted sound and I read captions(subtitles), this is the only way with my hyperacusis.
I am thinking to use clonazepam same way you do but i am only 29 years old. My tinnitus, visual snow came after methylprednisolone intravenous which damaged my ears and brain it seems very odd reaction. Saturday is my off day where i usually go out meet my gf is it okay to take wednesday and saturday?
delta784
if you dont mind may i ask how old are you @Cmspgran
Cmspgran
Hi, I don't mind you asking I'm in my early 40s, clonazepam isn't an ideal drug to be on at all but if it allows you to function and continue to work my philosophy is then it's the only option in my case. Tough at your age but understand what it's like to struggle so much.
delta784
so daily 0.5 stopped working for tinnitus or anxiety? i know sedation affect goes away
A great success! Felt almost like my old self yesterday. This has been very difficult month and a half, so I did celebrate a little! I deserved it! Still, not yet completely as I used to be.
DamagedJoe
I am very happy for you! Gives me hope for my own future. I can not accept i will have this for life...
S
@DamagedJoe Thanks! Just give it time. :)

I don't still feel like before the evening in the club, but it's been almost 2 months now. So these thing take LOTS of time. Never going to a club again. Or any loud places.
hows your tinnitus after clonazepam why did you stop after 7 months it stopped working?
Today, I did something I thought I'd never be able to do, something I feared. Today, I mowed the lawn! It was an eletric lawn mower and I wore earplugs. I was definitely sore afterwards (pain in my face) and muscle stiffness around my body, but I did it! And I had fun! :D
Marina Moon
T is normal like usual. My right ear was a little loud afterwards, but I did do a cardio workout earlier in the day before mowing, and the pressure in my right eustachian tube is always messed up. I'll wait and see.
Marina Moon
An odd thing happened last night, not sure if it was contributed to by the mowing. But in bed, as I laid on my left side, the ringing in my right ear went up and the ringing in my left ear turned off (or so quiet that I didn't even perceive T) This occurred for less than a minute, then it went back to as it was before. I don't know why this happens at times, but the human body is an odd thing.
My parents are forcing me to go to the ER with catastrophic nox LMAOOOOOOOO pray for me
ECP
You've had nox for a long time, haven't you? Why are they making you go to the ER today? Did something new happen to your ears? Sending hugs.
ECP
How did things turn out yesterday? Are you all right?
cjbhab
how are you doing? hope you are well.
I am currently browsing each university website based on the Shanghai Ranking to find information about research in tinnitus...