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Blodorn

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My gf went to 2concerts in 2days unprotected despite my warnings. She's fine. So happy for her. But jealous. Why are my ears so weak haha. Jul 20, 2019 at 3:51 AM

Blodorn was last seen:: Viewing thread What's the Point? No Matter What I Try to Do, I Will FOREVER Have My Tinnitus and Hyperacusis..., Jul 21, 2019 at 12:04 AM

1. Blodorn
  My gf went to 2concerts in 2days unprotected despite my warnings. She's fine. So happy for her. But jealous. Why are my ears so weak haha.
  
  Jul 20, 2019 at 3:51 AM
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  3. Bill Bauer
    A good analogy is someone buying a motorcycle, only to spend the rest of their life in a wheelchair as a result...
    
    Jul 20, 2019 at 5:30 PM
    
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  4. Blodorn
    Well, If she have T, I'll not ask her to find it. I prefer that she stay unconscious of it. Maybe one day she'll find it, And I'll be there to share the knowledge this forum taught me. For now, I try to warn her but she don't take it seriously...
    
    Jul 20, 2019 at 6:37 PM
  5. Bill Bauer
    To quote another TT user: [QUOTE="Ken219, post: 416271, member: 4410"]Sometimes it is live and learn. Don't touch! That is hot! I told you. Very sad.[/QUOTE]
    
    Jul 20, 2019 at 6:45 PM
    
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2. Blodorn
  Dysacusis is coming... I hear ringing among some normal noises. Like my computer fan. Or water. Also when i scratch my beard haha. Damn...
  
  Jul 19, 2019 at 3:40 AM
  2. Rb86
    Is that what that is? I've had that since early on. When the shower runs or sink. Stops as soon as I turn it off. That's gotten better though
    
    Jul 19, 2019 at 9:55 AM
    
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  3. Blodorn
    @Rb86 Yeah i think so, Every threads I find on Dysacusis describe my (our) symptoms. And yeah it come and goes too. It come often with a ear pain in my case.
    
    Jul 19, 2019 at 3:04 PM
3. Blodorn
  I REALLY miss my headphones, As a big gamer, it's really hard to play with speakers... I'm like Gollum with his ring haha. I can do it!
  
  Jul 18, 2019 at 1:12 AM
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  2. dayma
    Same here. I still play off on on but not nearly the same co-op games.
    
    Jul 18, 2019 at 8:06 PM
    
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4. Blodorn
  Slept 14h (2AM-4PM don't judge me haha) and my T has never be so silent. Sleep a lot really help!
  
  Jul 16, 2019 at 3:58 PM
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  3. Rb86
    I'm so jealous. Sleep is a big challenge for me. Do you guys take something for sleep or use sound machines?
    
    Jul 17, 2019 at 10:38 AM
    
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  4. Blodorn
    @Rb86 I always hated silence, even before my tinnitus, so I don't need anything to sleep except TV. My personnality help me a lot haha. My T is mild though.
    Take care!
    
    Jul 17, 2019 at 3:33 PM
  5. TheDanishGirl
    @Rb86 I take mirtazapine to sleep. Works great, but I can very rarely sleep 11 hours or more. Sound machine never did anything for me.....I need silence to fall asleep naturally.
    
    Jul 17, 2019 at 4:11 PM
5. Blodorn
  I met my ENT today : No hearing loss, perfect ear-drum. Eustachian tube dysfunction he said. He is sure my T will go away by itself. Hmm..
  
  Jul 15, 2019 at 6:22 PM
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  3. Zeneth
    that's what they all say
    
    Jul 16, 2019 at 5:27 AM
    
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  4. HeavyMantra
    They are clueless, but good luck. Your T seems to have potential to get much better or go away though, so maybe he'll be right
    
    Jul 16, 2019 at 12:51 PM
    
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  5. Blodorn
    Well, Even if he's wrong, He gave me some positivity, I don't expect my T to go away, but it help to keep going :) I choose a young ENT with modern formation (Around 30yo), I prefer haha.
    
    Jul 16, 2019 at 3:29 PM
6. Blodorn
  Tomorrow I will met my first ENT and osteopath. If they find nothing, I guess I'll just live with it!
  
  Jul 14, 2019
7. Blodorn
  2 days without fullness or any pain. Let's keep going.
  
  Jul 12, 2019
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  2. Contrast
    Awesome, Keep letting your ears rest and you will continue to get better!
    
    Jul 12, 2019
    
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8. Blodorn
  This morning in my bed, it took me a lot of time to notice my T. Never happened before. Good day! :D
  
  Jul 11, 2019
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9. Blodorn
  Today was my first day that looked like "habituation". Early but it is mild. No stress, no panic. "T got louder ? Okay, it happen." :)
  
  Jul 10, 2019
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  2. OnceUponaTime
    Good for you. Hope you continue to improve.
    
    Jul 11, 2019
    
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10. Blodorn
  I see that some of us cried because of T/H. Never happened to me. I must be very lucky or very insensitive.Wish you the best,you can do it.
  
  Jul 8, 2019
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  3. Bill Bauer
    Your T is very mild. Unless you get a new acoustic trauma, my guess is that you will be over it in the next 6-12 (at most 24) months.
    
    Jul 9, 2019
    
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  4. Eric N
    some people have taken there life over this let alone cried
    
    Jul 9, 2019
    
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  5. OnceUponaTime
    Count your blessings. A lot of people here struggle with severe, intrusive, live altering tinnitus.
    
    Jul 12, 2019
    
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11. Blodorn
  One month now and my T changed out of nowhere. Ears switched their conditions. (Unilateral T).What a journey. It never stop to surprise me
  
  Jul 8, 2019
12. Blodorn
  Okay, H was probably eustachian disfunction when I woke up, seem gone. T sound like a mild small high pitched Bell. Each day is a new T.
  
  Jul 6, 2019
13. Blodorn
  Bad mood today, idk why, my T isnt that loud but meh.. Bored of it..
  
  Jul 5, 2019
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  2. Striveon
    My mood shifts a lot... today I decided to become anxiety free, let's see how long this can last.
    
    Jul 5, 2019
    
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  3. MarkX
    Did it get louder?
    
    Jul 6, 2019
  4. New Guy
    I feel ya.
    
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14. Blodorn
  Today I can say my T do not bother me at all. I can live normally again. Phase of acceptation ? Idk. If it stay at 1/10 i'd say yes.
  
  Jul 4, 2019
15. Blodorn
  Tinnitus come and goes.. Each times I'm like "It's gone!!" and then a few min after it come back.. And a few hour later it goes. Wtf brain!
  
  Jul 3, 2019
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  2. New Guy
    If it's going for a while it can go away for longer. It takes time, be patient.
    
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16. Blodorn
  Today is officially my first month with T. I'd say it lost (from mild to very mild) 80% of its power, It do not impact me that much anymore.
  
  Jul 3, 2019
17. Blodorn
  No T since my dentist appointement. Don't have much Hope but.. An irrationnal faith got me. Afraid of sleeping and waking up with T again.
  
  Jul 2, 2019
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  2. New Guy
    Enjoy the silence while you've got it! I hope it stays with you.
    
    Jul 3, 2019
    
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  3. Blodorn
    @New Guy Unfortunately it's back this morning as expected haha, but very mild. Thank you for your kind word, wish you the best !
    
    Jul 3, 2019
    
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18. Blodorn
  I saw my dentist today... And anesthesic killed my T. It came back when anesthesic stopped operate.
  
  Jul 2, 2019
19. Blodorn
  Tomorrow is finally my checkup day. One month after T beginning. I don't expect a cure, but at least the cause of my ear troubles!
  
  Jul 2, 2019
20. Blodorn
  3-4 days without H. T is 1/10, keep going
  
  Jun 30, 2019
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  2. Strife_84
    You improved very quickly.
    
    Jun 30, 2019
21. Blodorn
  Today my T begin to disappear! Sometime it come back to 1/10 . I will not say Victory too soon tho. Will keep everyone in touch.
  
  Jun 27, 2019
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22. Blodorn
  Just woke up and my T ear was wet, unlike my normal ear. Strange !
  
  Jun 27, 2019
23. Blodorn
  First day without noticable H. Great day for my T. 1 to 2/10
  
  Jun 27, 2019
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24. Blodorn
  Today I woke up with a T almost inexistent ! A mild H is still here sometimes. T 1/10 H 3/10 not painful. 3w after trauma + extrême anxiety
  
  Jun 25, 2019
25. Blodorn
  First day in a loud city After my 3w trauma. I'm at train station, right ear very sensitive but not pain at all. Wait and see.
  
  Jun 24, 2019
26. Blodorn
  H come and left everyday, wtf brain ? Decide yourself!
  
  Jun 24, 2019
27. Blodorn
  Just had a spike, the first since the beginning 3w ago, but it lasted 5sec, was just watching TV at a normal volume. Just wanted to share.
  
  Jun 23, 2019
  2. OnceUponaTime
    It was probably fleeting tinnitus and not a spike.
    
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28. Blodorn
  How could a 0.5second noise that hurt my both ears could possibly only affect my right ear ? + noise came from my left, Brain is a mystery
  
  Jun 22, 2019
  2. Jack Straw
    Unilaterally tinnitus is usually uncommon. Have you brought this up to an ENT. He may suggest an MRI
    
    Jun 22, 2019
  3. Blodorn
    @Jack Straw Didnt see any ENT yet, only my doctor and he only removed ear wax. But yep, unilaterally T and H sometime, or at least the right T is too loud to notice the left one (3/10 to 4/10 i'd say), can't say. Huge period of anxiety before my T and still anxious today. Wait and see I guess!
    
    Jun 23, 2019
29. Blodorn
  3 weeks after beginning of my T, H is comming slowly, Hope it will stay mild
  
  Jun 22, 2019
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Nov 20, 1995 (Age: 23)

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Tinnitus Since:

06/2019

Cause of Tinnitus:

Probably Acoustic Trauma
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