I've looked through the forum and haven't found any similar topic. Before T I used to pick my ears a lot. I never had real earwax, just some transparent patches of skin and only sometimes. Yet, it was just pleasant to scratch the inside of my ear and it seems it's normal, it's pleasant to everybody cause there are nerves linked to the whole body (?) I never used cotton swabs though , rather a clean toothpick. Since T occurred of course I have mostly stopped it, but still, from time to time I just can't help it ( that's when addiction appears ) and I just have to scratch inside, at least for a second and then I beat myself up for this cause I don't know if it can cause any hearing damage ? I know about the potential damage to the eardrum - not my case. I'm very careful and I don't push it far, but I just wonder if such a 'noise' can be harmful ? Last time I beated myself up last Sunday. 5 days later I did it again . Am I alone here with that ? I thought that maybe if I share it, It will be easier to control myself next time I feel like doing that.