Hi. I got tinnitus in 2010, i had a rough time with it in the beginning but I got used to it and lived with it for 5 years without any issues. It was not bad tinnitus back then, It was fairly mild-moderate T. December 2015 it got worse for no reason, it just came out of nowhere, and it got much much worse. It is so loud that it overpowers everything, before I could mask it no problem with some games, tv, being outdoor in the world. Now nothing can mask it, not even cricket sounds mask it. I first of all got a new low base buzzing sound in my right ear which was my more healthy ear before. And the left I have morsecode, metallic shrill and a very high pitched shrill. Non of these are a constant tone but shifts constant which makes it even worse. I tried to read success stories, but 90%+ of those contains things like "I used to plug my ears to see if it was still there" "I had such trouble sleeping or being in quite environment" and so on. I cannot get any help from those because that was what I lived with for 5 years without any issues at all. It was no problem. Now however I am at the end. Its been 6 months, and I feel I am just getting worse and worse in terms of handling it, I just cannot handle it when it is this loud, it is not possible to live with this. And with live I mean LIVE, not survive every single day with a sliver. I just dont know what to do. I been to therapist etc, did not help. I tried taking AD which did not work since I am extremely sensitive to ADs (tried a bunch many years ago) Supplements etc do nothing at all. Is there even any hope to live with REALLY loud tinnitus, not the type where you hardly hear it or only hear it when its quite or can easy mask it with tv, outdoor etc like I could before. Its just not fair, got T from nothing, it got worse from nothing, I am just broken down to the core of myself. Sorry for the rant but I just dont know what to do anymore, 6 months of struggle every single day and I am running out of steam to keep staying alive.