Hey all, my name is Jack and I'm 21 with tinnitus (hahaha feels like an intro to an alcoholic anonymous group or something). I'm not sure when I got it but I recall in grade 8 (13yrs old) asking the teacher and some mates if anyone hears a ringing sound when by themselves. They all said no and I just shrugged it off and didn't really think anything of it. Somehow back then not knowing what it was made it easier to deal with; it genuinely did not impact my life whatsoever; however now it seems to. To be honest I don't make accounts on forums, I usually search for my answers through other's questions and go on with it but I guess that's the funny thing about tinnitus... there aren't any answers, there's just tinnitus.
Anyway, I first knew I had tinnitus about a year ago It was mild and not invasive however in the last month I have been able to notice it throughout the whole day and it's now disrupting my sleep. I attributed this worsening to my consumption of Doxycycline. Annoyed and hopeful I went to the GP about 2 weeks ago who confirmed my suspicions by diagnosing my constant high pitched ringing as tinnitus and suggested that I see a ENT. When I heard this I was not phased, just kind of accepted the fact and moved on. Today I saw an ENT and for a lovely $200 for him to tell me everything I already knew and to give me referrals to get an MRI and an Audiogram, even at this point I was accepting of it.
However, it was only when my girlfriend asked what the ENT doc said when reality sort of hit me. This thing is here to stay and there is nothing I can do. And to know that the damage caused by the Doxycycline, which has made my tinnitus go from manageable to unbearable, is irreversible feels like I'm being punished for life for no f**king reason. Luckily, I don't consider myself as a depressed person and would consider myself slightly more anxious than the average person but man... it's a big pill to swallow knowing that I'll never be able to experience comfort in silence.
For whoever is reading this, I've got a couple of concerns that you may be able to answer:
1. Will this cause my hearing to worsen overtime?
2. Will this impact my performance at work?
3. Will this impact my concentration?
4. Does this become easier over time?
5. Can I ever listen to again?
5. Does my favourite colour have to change from Green to Blue?
I know the most likely answer to 1, 2 and 3 is "it will if you let it" but I'm asking if in your experience with tinnitus, has it?
lastly, I am suspicious about the 'success stories' and 'cures for tinnitus' just because I know click-bait when I see it and I hate falling for false hope. Should I even bother trying these? Are they click-bait? Do people actually get rid of this thing?
Cheers everyone
Glad to be in such an exclusive group with you all
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Jack.
Anyway, I first knew I had tinnitus about a year ago It was mild and not invasive however in the last month I have been able to notice it throughout the whole day and it's now disrupting my sleep. I attributed this worsening to my consumption of Doxycycline. Annoyed and hopeful I went to the GP about 2 weeks ago who confirmed my suspicions by diagnosing my constant high pitched ringing as tinnitus and suggested that I see a ENT. When I heard this I was not phased, just kind of accepted the fact and moved on. Today I saw an ENT and for a lovely $200 for him to tell me everything I already knew and to give me referrals to get an MRI and an Audiogram, even at this point I was accepting of it.
However, it was only when my girlfriend asked what the ENT doc said when reality sort of hit me. This thing is here to stay and there is nothing I can do. And to know that the damage caused by the Doxycycline, which has made my tinnitus go from manageable to unbearable, is irreversible feels like I'm being punished for life for no f**king reason. Luckily, I don't consider myself as a depressed person and would consider myself slightly more anxious than the average person but man... it's a big pill to swallow knowing that I'll never be able to experience comfort in silence.
For whoever is reading this, I've got a couple of concerns that you may be able to answer:
1. Will this cause my hearing to worsen overtime?
2. Will this impact my performance at work?
3. Will this impact my concentration?
4. Does this become easier over time?
5. Can I ever listen to again?
5. Does my favourite colour have to change from Green to Blue?
I know the most likely answer to 1, 2 and 3 is "it will if you let it" but I'm asking if in your experience with tinnitus, has it?
lastly, I am suspicious about the 'success stories' and 'cures for tinnitus' just because I know click-bait when I see it and I hate falling for false hope. Should I even bother trying these? Are they click-bait? Do people actually get rid of this thing?
Cheers everyone


Jack.