My tinnitus has been really loud for two weeks now. Spike, permanent worsening... I don't know. I have spent this two weeks really worried about it. I use an app (Resound Gn) to mask it at night for 30 minutes before falling asleep. It perfectly masks my tinnitus at a relatively low volume with some gentle cicadas sounds.
So I fell asleep last night then started to have a nightmare in which I was on a bus and my tinnitus was insanely loud... I mean INSANELY. I woke up all of the sudden and found that it was my tinnitus sounding that way what had awake me up. Sound was really high pitched and loud. Never had it like this before. Got my phone and played the app. Wasn't able to even barely mask it despite being at max volume. Panicked. My mind got filled by really nasty thoughts. Was about to have a Diazepam but have read they are ototoxic and perhaps that's the reason for my spike/worsening (two weeks ago had a bad back and took them twice a day for five days, 5 mg each pill).
Decided to relax and somehow managed to fall asleep. Had vivid dreams again but no tinnitus in them. Just woke up now and tinnitus seems a bit less intrusive bad but still louder than ever.
Is stress/anxiety over my possible spike/worsening causing me this? Should I ask for help? I am completely scared that thing would show up to be my new normal. Baseline is already hard to cope with.
So I fell asleep last night then started to have a nightmare in which I was on a bus and my tinnitus was insanely loud... I mean INSANELY. I woke up all of the sudden and found that it was my tinnitus sounding that way what had awake me up. Sound was really high pitched and loud. Never had it like this before. Got my phone and played the app. Wasn't able to even barely mask it despite being at max volume. Panicked. My mind got filled by really nasty thoughts. Was about to have a Diazepam but have read they are ototoxic and perhaps that's the reason for my spike/worsening (two weeks ago had a bad back and took them twice a day for five days, 5 mg each pill).
Decided to relax and somehow managed to fall asleep. Had vivid dreams again but no tinnitus in them. Just woke up now and tinnitus seems a bit less intrusive bad but still louder than ever.
Is stress/anxiety over my possible spike/worsening causing me this? Should I ask for help? I am completely scared that thing would show up to be my new normal. Baseline is already hard to cope with.