@stophiss
Thank you for these words.
I do not suspect trigeminal neuralgia alone but an over activity of my nervous system in general. Something wrong with the vagus is definitely a possibility in my case, because so many ear problems come from muscle movements near or in the head and neck. Because my symptoms are migraine-like that is another reason why I am considering this injection.
My main ailment is not tinnitus, but progressive hearing loss in both ears, and the fact that I get tiny sudden hearing losses every day, with and without tinnitus.
It's a serious, and frankly life threatening problem for me because I have latent sensory integration problems, and without good ears to guide my other senses, my ability to use vision, proprioreception, smell, and touch usefully becomes near hopeless. I can't form a unified picture of the world through vision alone; everything just feels to be floating in space and shrouded in darkness and I don't really have a good sense of where I am. I don't even want to go through all of the other horrific sensory distortions the hearing damage has caused. Hearing loss affects my ability to experience emotions and pleasure in serious ways too that my other senses cannot compensate for
It's a purgatory sentence in a way; I could end up half dead in my mind and very absent from my surroundings, but physically alive to everyone else.