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I need to go get a CT scan and my anxiety is spiraling. Will the radiation make T worse? Sep 10, 2024 at 2:27 PM

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    1. Juliane
      Juliane
      2/4 Then people say "Great to see you are better!" But it's a Lie. I'm not. Then I feel bad for being a fake. The thing is: being miserable
      Jun 20, 2024
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    2. Juliane
      Juliane
      1/4 Sometimes I get embarrassed by all my suffering. It's so miserable. Then I act as if things are better than they are. Out of pride
      Jun 20, 2024
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    3. Juliane
      Juliane
      The media running their stupid fear mongering campaign about war etc. So what if nuclear disaster strikes. I don't care !
      Jun 19, 2024
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      2. gameover
        gameover
        Yeah, blow this place up.
        Jun 23, 2024
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    4. Juliane
      Juliane
      No, adversity does not make you stronger. It breaks you. That’s the only thing it does.
      Jun 19, 2024
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      3. beefling
        beefling
        I like to think of the sentiment as muscle building. You workout to fatigue, then rest your muscles to get stronger. But you *need* to rest. Tinnitus and its adjacent auditory related conditions do not relent. There is no rest period.
        Jun 20, 2024
      4. L along the way
        L along the way
        Well, if I ever heal from this, then I guess I can say I've learned a lot and became stronger. That's only if it heals though. If not, then I'd rather never had to go through all this. There has to be a better day awaiting us.
        Jun 20, 2024
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      5. Pinhead
        Pinhead
        Medical fact: stress makes you die sooner. Tinnitus causes catastrophic amounts of indominable stress. Therefore...
        Jun 20, 2024
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    5. Juliane
      Juliane
      The stupidity of this condition is beyond understanding
      Jun 19, 2024
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    6. Juliane
      Juliane
      Why did this happen to me? It does not make any sense
      Jun 19, 2024
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    7. Juliane
      Juliane
      Can reflexology make tinnitus worse?
      Jun 16, 2024
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      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Prob not. ❤️
        Jun 19, 2024
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    8. Juliane
      Juliane
      Has anyone had any good experience with hearing aids? Or are they all crap?
      Jun 13, 2024
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      3. BlueMoon86
        BlueMoon86
        I tried two hearing aids, neither worked for me. I have the rare reverse slope which is the 1% of hearing loss, while they are made for the 99% high frequency loss. If you have high frequency loss and tinnitus they could help.
        Jun 13, 2024
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      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        Thanks all! As I have reactive T, I guess this is out of the question for me.
        Jun 14, 2024
      5. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @Juliane - if you truly have bad reactive T please continue to be careful. Don’t mean to scare you. I wish I listened but I think mentally I just could not endure.
        Jun 15, 2024
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    9. Juliane
      Juliane
      Would VAD be approved?
      Jun 12, 2024
    10. Juliane
      Juliane
      If dementia means not really knowing what's going on, forgetting about T, not noticing etc. It might not be the worst fate.
      Jun 12, 2024
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      2. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        With dementia, maybe T will seem like a fresh new horrible experience every day.
        Jun 12, 2024
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      3. crescentsky
        crescentsky
        I read that having T increases probability of having dementia. If that is the case, I wouldn't mind it. Maybe we can go faster than waiting thousand decades with T.
        Jun 13, 2024
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      4. SamRosemary
        SamRosemary
        Dementia would possibly just make you unable to word your issue properly. You still experience pain, fear, sadness, etc.
        Jun 13, 2024
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    11. Juliane
      Juliane
      Scared all the time, sad all the time, heartbroken....Do you think dementia would be a relief for us suffering from T and H?
      Jun 12, 2024
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      2. ECP
        ECP
        It might offer some relief from anxiety and from the existential burden of being responsible for our own happiness and our own careers. But sadly, if we get dementia, it would shift the burden of our problems onto our loved ones. :(
        Jun 12, 2024
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      3. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        I think tinnitus just makes other things even more difficult to deal with.
        Jun 12, 2024
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    12. Juliane
      Juliane
      So is the only way to resolve your karma debt to live through this hell? Is there any escape?
      Jun 12, 2024
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @Juliane - karma yes. I was not a very religious person before this. Sometimes we may suffer due to fact that we live in a fallen world. Suffering can be a result of sin. I was prideful and lived for things of the flesh. Now this may sound insane on here. Like Nox you can’t know until you know. I have had things happen to me that you would not believe. Not for everyone but for me this was 100 percent God.
        Jun 15, 2024
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      4. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @Juliane - when I say this was God I mean I did this to myself. I have been thinking of every moment that I did not live in accordance to Gods commandments. Take this as you will. I am as sure as day. 100 percent. I had a hard time changing my ways. I did not realize what I was doing.
        Jun 15, 2024
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      5. Juliane
        Juliane
        @4Grace Thanks for sharing that. But I guess many of us live as sinners according to some religions. I know people who I think have sinned a lot more than me but they don't have tinnitus. I have given up looking for justice. I don't understand the world or God's plan.
        Jun 16, 2024
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    13. Juliane
      Juliane
      I guess this is bad karma from either this or a previous life
      Jun 12, 2024
      2. Travis Henry
        Travis Henry
        Na we just care too much and got screwed not trusting out guts.
        Jun 12, 2024
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        Jun 12, 2024
    14. Juliane
      Juliane
      This might be a rare type of ME
      Jun 11, 2024
    15. Juliane
      Juliane
      Longing for the sound of silence
      Jun 11, 2024
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      2. cjbhab
        cjbhab
        I want it bad.
        Jun 12, 2024
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    16. Juliane
      Juliane
      I deffo feel emotions affect my T. This disease is insane
      Jun 11, 2024
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    17. Juliane
      Juliane
      When I do exercise, everyone tells me I look good, my skin glows etc. But my T spikes! Such utter hell
      Jun 11, 2024
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        I don’t think Sarahml coming on here same time as me was a coincidence. I had a million things happen to be that cannot be chalked up to coincidence.
        Jun 15, 2024
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      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        @4Grace I am curious as to why you don't think it was a coincidence that you and Sarah came to TT at the same time?
        Jun 16, 2024
      5. Juliane
        Juliane
        I by the way feel the same way with many events in my life in recent years. They somehow would have led me here no matter what I did
        Jun 16, 2024
    18. Juliane
      Juliane
      I feel my tinnitus is related to an energy crisis of body and mind. I could be wrong. Perhaps it's just pure evil
      Jun 11, 2024
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    19. Juliane
      Juliane
      Another emotional trauma and a new horrible spike
      Jun 11, 2024
    20. MiaVIL
      MiaVIL
      Juliane do you have pinging, screeching, tsk tsk sounds?
      May 30, 2024
    21. Juliane
      Juliane
      Another night with no sleep at all. This is torture. Hate my life
      May 29, 2024
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    22. Juliane
      Juliane
      It has never been this bad
      May 28, 2024
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
        May 29, 2024
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    23. Juliane
      Juliane
      Praying for terminal cancer
      May 28, 2024
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      2. CGB
        CGB
        I lost a friend to cancer about a month ago. When I’m feeling particularly lousy I call members of Congress and tell them how reprehensible they are. I can be much more effective dealing with evil people when I’m suffering. Use that energy.
        May 29, 2024
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      3. Juliane
        Juliane
        I am very sorry to hear that
        May 29, 2024
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    24. Juliane
      Juliane
      I have not had any noise trauma. What is going on???
      May 28, 2024
    25. Juliane
      Juliane
      I need help
      May 28, 2024
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        I understand this statement so much. Truly feel this statement deep down. Are you in flight or fight during the day ? Experiencing anxiety ? Wondering if it’s getting worse due to stress. Love you. I wish we could do more to help each other.
        May 29, 2024
    26. Juliane
      Juliane
      This is really really bad. My head buzzes with horrible sounds
      May 28, 2024
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      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        Sorry to read, i symphatize. When do we get a break from this stuff? It's been harsh beyond words.. How is this endurable i ask myself? The only thing which kinda helps me right now is to give it time. For sleep i've been using meds, which have been helpful. Daily life.. work.. going for walks, distract myself with gaming. Praying for time to make things better
        May 29, 2024
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    27. Juliane
      Juliane
      I am worsening all the time for no reason. So so scared
      May 28, 2024
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    28. Juliane
      Juliane
      I wish I was 85
      May 28, 2024
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    29. Juliane
      Juliane
      This ain't worth it
      May 28, 2024
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    30. Juliane
      Juliane
      Trouble is my business
      May 28, 2024
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    February 28
    Tinnitus Since:
    2003
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Noise /acoustic trauma
    Tinnitus and hearing loss. New damage made my "old" T so much worse. Life is forever changed. I am still struggling with the trauma of it all. I have become indifferent to so many things. And for that I feel guilty. I don't see a possible happy future anymore. I am sorry.

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