S S Strife_84 May 14, 2019 Another state of depression. I hate this. Ever since getting T my mind has been all over the place. This is hard.
Another state of depression. I hate this. Ever since getting T my mind has been all over the place. This is hard.
S S Strife_84 May 14, 2019 Silent day, loud day, silent day, loud day... Why? I was sitting on my chair and suddely T got much louder.
Silent day, loud day, silent day, loud day... Why? I was sitting on my chair and suddely T got much louder.
S S Strife_84 May 13, 2019 T was quiet when I woke up, after eating breakfast and watching some TV it's loud again...oh well.
S S Strife_84 May 10, 2019 I can hear already up to 15khz. That is 1khz more than few weeks ago. Interesting.
S S Strife_84 May 10, 2019 Why computer fans make my ears go crazy? They are very low volume. I have one of the most silent fans available. Noctua.
Why computer fans make my ears go crazy? They are very low volume. I have one of the most silent fans available. Noctua.
S S Strife_84 May 9, 2019 Small pleasures feel like heaven these days. Things I never enjoyed that much before T. Like chocolate yogurt. It's heaven in my mouth.
Small pleasures feel like heaven these days. Things I never enjoyed that much before T. Like chocolate yogurt. It's heaven in my mouth.
S S Strife_84 May 8, 2019 Listened 10 minutes with headphones. Not even loud and I my ears feel strange again and T is louder. Blah.
Listened 10 minutes with headphones. Not even loud and I my ears feel strange again and T is louder. Blah.
S S Strife_84 May 3, 2019 After getting T I could barely hear to 12khz. Now I can already hear to 14khz. It's getting better.
S S Strife_84 May 2, 2019 I can be in noisy enviroments, but when I read a newspaper my ears go berzerk. "don't you read those papers man!" - ears
I can be in noisy enviroments, but when I read a newspaper my ears go berzerk. "don't you read those papers man!" - ears
S S Strife_84 Apr 30, 2019 Why is my T louder today? I haven't done anything else but some cleaning today. Even my ears feel different.
Why is my T louder today? I haven't done anything else but some cleaning today. Even my ears feel different.
S S Strife_84 Apr 29, 2019 I could live with my T, but this hyperacusis makes life harder. I miss music so much.
S S Strife_84 Apr 26, 2019 Super stressed today. Very tired. Can't relax or concentrate to anything. Days are long as still can't spend time with my hobby.
Super stressed today. Very tired. Can't relax or concentrate to anything. Days are long as still can't spend time with my hobby.
S S Strife_84 Apr 20, 2019 Mornings are not what they used to be. I am mentally exhausted again. I had few good days in a row but fell back into the pit.
Mornings are not what they used to be. I am mentally exhausted again. I had few good days in a row but fell back into the pit.
S S Strife_84 Apr 19, 2019 I wonder how long it takes before I can forgive myself. I just keep going back to the day when I messed up.
I wonder how long it takes before I can forgive myself. I just keep going back to the day when I messed up.
S S Strife_84 Apr 17, 2019 Beautiful, warm evening, walked home from my GFs place. For a moment I felt completely fine.
S S Strife_84 Apr 17, 2019 Going to visit ENT today. I had quite silent morning today. My T IS getting better. That is a relief.
Going to visit ENT today. I had quite silent morning today. My T IS getting better. That is a relief.
S S Strife_84 Apr 15, 2019 Do I have another sinusitis now?There is something in this apartment that my sinuses don't like. At least my T seems lower today.
Do I have another sinusitis now?There is something in this apartment that my sinuses don't like. At least my T seems lower today.
