S S Strife_84 Oct 14, 2019 Not handling this well anymore. I miss making music so much. I tried and my ears start having pain afterwards...
Not handling this well anymore. I miss making music so much. I tried and my ears start having pain afterwards...
S S Strife_84 Sep 30, 2019 Can't use computer because of fan noise. What am I supposed to do? My ears go crazy when I use computers.
Can't use computer because of fan noise. What am I supposed to do? My ears go crazy when I use computers.
S S Strife_84 Sep 15, 2019 Studying is hard with this condition. Something broke inside my brain when I got this condition.
S S Strife_84 Sep 1, 2019 Can't sleep. T had been loud ever since I went to nightclub. I was already feeling almost normal and my T was very silent....
Can't sleep. T had been loud ever since I went to nightclub. I was already feeling almost normal and my T was very silent....
S S Strife_84 Aug 31, 2019 40 minutes @ nightclub few days ago was not worth it. T level is still bit higher than normally... Gotta be wiser in the future.
40 minutes @ nightclub few days ago was not worth it. T level is still bit higher than normally... Gotta be wiser in the future.
S S Strife_84 Aug 29, 2019 Not the best idea to go to nightclub. I only was there for 40 mins to say goodbye to my new school "friends". Newcomers party.Never again.
Not the best idea to go to nightclub. I only was there for 40 mins to say goodbye to my new school "friends". Newcomers party.Never again.
S S Strife_84 Aug 21, 2019 School starting next week. T is still there. I dont really care about my T. My ears still dont like when I am exposed to certain frequencies
School starting next week. T is still there. I dont really care about my T. My ears still dont like when I am exposed to certain frequencies
S S Strife_84 Jul 30, 2019 Still no good. Every time I listen music or am too much around loud sounds, my ears start to feel strange and my hyperacusis comes back.
Still no good. Every time I listen music or am too much around loud sounds, my ears start to feel strange and my hyperacusis comes back.
S S Strife_84 Jul 16, 2019 First time at gym today since getting T. The metal clanging together is still not a good sound, noticed my T bit louder after workout..
First time at gym today since getting T. The metal clanging together is still not a good sound, noticed my T bit louder after workout..
S S Strife_84 Jul 3, 2019 Lots of spiking today for some reason. One so loud it affected my balance. I have not been exposed to any loud sounds even.
Lots of spiking today for some reason. One so loud it affected my balance. I have not been exposed to any loud sounds even.
S S Strife_84 Jul 1, 2019 I've been taking a break from this site. My depression has gone away after I started taking the break. I don't think about my T so often.
I've been taking a break from this site. My depression has gone away after I started taking the break. I don't think about my T so often.
S S Strife_84 Jun 30, 2019 3 months in. H is almost gone, still cannot do music. T is there... Try to enjoy life as much as i can.
3 months in. H is almost gone, still cannot do music. T is there... Try to enjoy life as much as i can.
S S Strife_84 Jun 27, 2019 Another morning, another day with T. The volume seems to be stable. No spiking much. It just is. Slight H remains. Regrets. Regrets.
Another morning, another day with T. The volume seems to be stable. No spiking much. It just is. Slight H remains. Regrets. Regrets.
S S Strife_84 Jun 25, 2019 I have job interview tomorrow. I need to work. Even for 6 months so can pay my loans.It's just that my depression has gotten worse after T.
I have job interview tomorrow. I need to work. Even for 6 months so can pay my loans.It's just that my depression has gotten worse after T.
S S Strife_84 Jun 22, 2019 I consider myself lucky I can go to movies again. I have to remember take my earplugs with me next time. It was bit too loud few times
I consider myself lucky I can go to movies again. I have to remember take my earplugs with me next time. It was bit too loud few times
S S Strife_84 Jun 15, 2019 I need to do one audio track but how? How can I do it if my ears can't handle making it? So F-ING depressed lately. N
I need to do one audio track but how? How can I do it if my ears can't handle making it? So F-ING depressed lately. N
S S Strife_84 Jun 14, 2019 Tried to make some music. Not good. My H got bit worse after that, but my T stayed "normal". And I had very low volume on my speakers....
Tried to make some music. Not good. My H got bit worse after that, but my T stayed "normal". And I had very low volume on my speakers....
S S Strife_84 Jun 10, 2019 I went to audiologist. Now I had a proper hearing test in soundproof booth and I have perfect hearing up to 8khz
I went to audiologist. Now I had a proper hearing test in soundproof booth and I have perfect hearing up to 8khz
S S Strife_84 Jun 9, 2019 Morning after movie: T is normal and H is normal. No damage done and I am happy that I can enjoy movies again ^^
Morning after movie: T is normal and H is normal. No damage done and I am happy that I can enjoy movies again ^^
S S Strife_84 Jun 8, 2019 Movie over... Still alive and my T seems same as it used to. No spikes during movie and no need for earplugs.
Movie over... Still alive and my T seems same as it used to. No spikes during movie and no need for earplugs.
S S Strife_84 Jun 6, 2019 Oh no. Heatwave in 3...2...1....it's going to be hot next few days. Over 30 celcius.
S S Strife_84 Jun 5, 2019 School exams (movie) are now over. I wonder how I did... I did all the tests so quickly compared to others
School exams (movie) are now over. I wonder how I did... I did all the tests so quickly compared to others
S S Strife_84 Jun 2, 2019 What is this! Almost silence! I woke up and even forgot I had T. And I even listened music loud yesterday. Oh yes, this is good sign.
What is this! Almost silence! I woke up and even forgot I had T. And I even listened music loud yesterday. Oh yes, this is good sign.