S S Strife_84 Jul 1, 2019 I've been taking a break from this site. My depression has gone away after I started taking the break. I don't think about my T so often.
I've been taking a break from this site. My depression has gone away after I started taking the break. I don't think about my T so often.
S S Strife_84 Jun 30, 2019 3 months in. H is almost gone, still cannot do music. T is there... Try to enjoy life as much as i can.
3 months in. H is almost gone, still cannot do music. T is there... Try to enjoy life as much as i can.
S S Strife_84 Jun 27, 2019 Another morning, another day with T. The volume seems to be stable. No spiking much. It just is. Slight H remains. Regrets. Regrets.
Another morning, another day with T. The volume seems to be stable. No spiking much. It just is. Slight H remains. Regrets. Regrets.
S S Strife_84 Jun 25, 2019 I have job interview tomorrow. I need to work. Even for 6 months so can pay my loans.It's just that my depression has gotten worse after T.
I have job interview tomorrow. I need to work. Even for 6 months so can pay my loans.It's just that my depression has gotten worse after T.
S S Strife_84 Jun 22, 2019 I consider myself lucky I can go to movies again. I have to remember take my earplugs with me next time. It was bit too loud few times
I consider myself lucky I can go to movies again. I have to remember take my earplugs with me next time. It was bit too loud few times
S S Strife_84 Jun 15, 2019 I need to do one audio track but how? How can I do it if my ears can't handle making it? So F-ING depressed lately. N
I need to do one audio track but how? How can I do it if my ears can't handle making it? So F-ING depressed lately. N
S S Strife_84 Jun 14, 2019 Tried to make some music. Not good. My H got bit worse after that, but my T stayed "normal". And I had very low volume on my speakers....
Tried to make some music. Not good. My H got bit worse after that, but my T stayed "normal". And I had very low volume on my speakers....
S S Strife_84 Jun 10, 2019 I went to audiologist. Now I had a proper hearing test in soundproof booth and I have perfect hearing up to 8khz
I went to audiologist. Now I had a proper hearing test in soundproof booth and I have perfect hearing up to 8khz
S S Strife_84 Jun 9, 2019 Morning after movie: T is normal and H is normal. No damage done and I am happy that I can enjoy movies again ^^
Morning after movie: T is normal and H is normal. No damage done and I am happy that I can enjoy movies again ^^
S S Strife_84 Jun 8, 2019 Movie over... Still alive and my T seems same as it used to. No spikes during movie and no need for earplugs.
Movie over... Still alive and my T seems same as it used to. No spikes during movie and no need for earplugs.
S S Strife_84 Jun 6, 2019 Oh no. Heatwave in 3...2...1....it's going to be hot next few days. Over 30 celcius.
S S Strife_84 Jun 5, 2019 School exams (movie) are now over. I wonder how I did... I did all the tests so quickly compared to others
School exams (movie) are now over. I wonder how I did... I did all the tests so quickly compared to others
S S Strife_84 Jun 2, 2019 What is this! Almost silence! I woke up and even forgot I had T. And I even listened music loud yesterday. Oh yes, this is good sign.
What is this! Almost silence! I woke up and even forgot I had T. And I even listened music loud yesterday. Oh yes, this is good sign.
S S Strife_84 May 31, 2019 I can hear almost 17khz with my headphones on. But i cannot hear 13,5khz well at all.
S S Strife_84 May 29, 2019 Silent day... I had many moments today that I felt almost normal. I really hope I can beat this. still regret the day I damaged my ears.
Silent day... I had many moments today that I felt almost normal. I really hope I can beat this. still regret the day I damaged my ears.
S S Strife_84 May 28, 2019 Signed contract today. My new track will be released soon I really want to make music again...
S S Strife_84 May 27, 2019 Tired. Watched ice hockey world championship last night and Finland won Canada! We Are the world champions!
Tired. Watched ice hockey world championship last night and Finland won Canada! We Are the world champions!
S S Strife_84 May 25, 2019 My T is suddenly super loud. This is very annoying! It hasn't been this loud in months.
S S Strife_84 May 22, 2019 I can hear crickets again... I was watching tv and I heard the crickets in one scene. so happy *small tear*
I can hear crickets again... I was watching tv and I heard the crickets in one scene. so happy *small tear*
S S Strife_84 May 20, 2019 T is slightly getting better. Noticed that car break screeching does not sound that bad anymore. There is hope ^_^
T is slightly getting better. Noticed that car break screeching does not sound that bad anymore. There is hope ^_^
S S Strife_84 May 17, 2019 My left ear is in much better condition than my right. Left has almost no H left.
S S Strife_84 May 16, 2019 Turned up volume bit too high when I tested my hearing, felt bad. But I heard up to 16khz!
S S Strife_84 May 15, 2019 If I'd win millions on lottery, I would donate a lot for tinnitus research. And not just some gizmos you put on your head.
If I'd win millions on lottery, I would donate a lot for tinnitus research. And not just some gizmos you put on your head.