Crying every time I read a success story. I just can't be one of them. Suicidal every day. Cold turkeying SSRIs ruined me and made my T worse. What a mistake.
family members just do not know. worst comments: ''everybody has severe tinnitus'' ''not a big deal'' ''not torturing you that much -meanwhile me having self harm scars because of it'' i fucking hate them sometimes
Just writing here because my tinnitus is annoying me a lot lately. Usually, this happens at times when other problems in my life are more managable. Funny how that works.
I can't do that anymore. I'm not strong enough for it. My life no longer has any meaning. I can no longer feel joy. My relationships are suffering. I am suffering. I don't want to wake up tomorrow.