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BrOKeN_1

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Tinnitus doesn't stop for you. Why should you stop for tinnitus? Sep 2, 2024

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Sep 9, 2024 at 2:21 PM
    1. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      It's so unrelentingly loud. I feel like I could cry at any moment. Yet that's just too exhausting. It's amazing what we can endure. Kind of.
      1. SharonBell, 4Grace, tpj and 3 others like this.
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        I understand.
        Dec 13, 2023
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Its amazing what we can endure. Kind of … Yes. As I type this I am in my basement while my daughter is having her 8th break down of the day. Yelling and screaming for 15 min. I’m on life level 11 out of 10.
        Jan 13, 2024
    2. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Silence is but a fleeting memory now... mornings are tough. 1st wake up. 2nd find the will to live. 3rd do the damn thing.
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      3. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        You should get a cat. Then the first thing you'll focus on the in the morning, is the annoying thing walking all over you and bothering you to feed it. =D
        Dec 4, 2023
      4. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        @BrOKeN_1 rinse and repeat! ❤️ We're gonna make it!
        Dec 4, 2023
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      5. Sonic17
        Sonic17
        Yes, this has been my life since getting “T”
        Aug 19, 2024
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    3. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      I keep getting fullness or pressure in my ears. I went in dollar general and came out and that’s what happened and then it went away. Anybody deal with this and what is it? I ate a biscuit earlier could that have been it from salt. I just don’t know.
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Every time I walk into the gas station that happens to me. Goes away immediately after I walk out. It's wierd
        Nov 17, 2023
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    4. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      Does anyone have hyperacusis?
    5. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      I have been having some pressure on both sides of my face by my ears. Anybody get this. It comes and goes. I had pressure like that when my tinnitus first started , but so much worse when I woke up that morning and went to urgent care.
      1. Forever hopeful
        Forever hopeful
        @SharonBell I have TMJ. Same symptoms. Aggravates tinnitus big time. I am a big clencher. It can change the nature and frequency of Tinnitus. Getting a night guard. I would look into it.
        Nov 17, 2023
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    6. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      Does tinnitus get worse in the winter?
    7. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      Can anyone that has hyperacusis please explain it to me please.
      1. MindOverMatter
        MindOverMatter
        Hyperacusis basically means your are oversensitive to ("everyday") sounds. Your tolerance of sound levels are not as they should be. It could be loudness h, pain h, or both, and a lot in between this... I suggest you do some searches on the forum about it @SharonBell to get more insight.
        Nov 17, 2023
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    8. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      Can people get rid of hyperacusis, I know they say sound therapy is good for it.
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    9. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      How do I deal with hyperacusis? My audiologist thinks I have it to because of certain noises that make my tinnitus worse. Can someone tell me about hyperacusis please. I don’t really know much about it.
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Hey @SharonBell I think you are posting inside my profile. Every time you post it is tagging me. There are others here that may have alot better advice. Especially for hyperacusis.
        Nov 16, 2023
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      2. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        Ok thanks.
        Nov 16, 2023
    10. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      I havnt heard anyone say anything about Tinnitus in winter time. Does it change for some of you?
    11. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      Sarah havnt seen you on here how are you? You must be doing good.
      1. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        I'm here. Been doing okay this week.
        Nov 16, 2023
      2. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        Your T hasn’t been bad? Mine has been terrible the same as usual.
        Nov 16, 2023
      3. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        My T is I say a 7/10 but I'm not crying all day everyday this week so that's a win.
        Nov 16, 2023
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    12. SharonBell
      SharonBell
      Broken_1 did you have tinnitus before you started taking trazodone?
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        No. My T started around the 20th of Oct 2020. I've only been using trazadone for around 2 months because I went through a massive spike that caused really bad insomnia.
        Nov 16, 2023
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      2. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        ok i was just checking
        Nov 16, 2023
    13. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Helped the kids build a tree stand in the apple tree today. No hammers allowed. Cordless drill only. And hand saw kept the dbs down.
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      2. Forever hopeful
        Forever hopeful
        @BrOKeN_1. How are you? Been off for a while. Was doing pretty good and then ended up with another inexplicable spike. Friends took me to dinner at a loud restaurant but I had my custom-made earplugs in. Been dealing with an ailing parent I’m sure the stress and lack of sleep isn’t helping. Now have reactive tinnitus. So much fun not being able to mask. Hope you’re doing OK
        Nov 4, 2023
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      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        @Forever hopeful Sry to hear you are having trouble masking. That stress can really be a SOB. I've pretty much quit trying at this point. Besides the shower nothing works. Luckily I've been able to sleep more then 3 hours a night lately so I'm doing ok. I'm probably as habituated as I'm gonna get so I'm just working on acceptance. One day at a time :)
        Nov 5, 2023
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      4. SharonBell
        SharonBell
        Broken do you have hyperacusis? I was hoping someone could explain it to me.
        Nov 16, 2023
    14. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      First time to the dentist in 3 decades. Cracked wisdom tooth extraction. Not as bad as I thought. Mostly.
    15. 4Grace
      4Grace
      1. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Oct 31, 2023
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      2. 4Grace
        4Grace
        :)
        Oct 31, 2023
      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        At first sound therapy was so annoying. Still had to use it to sleep. Now can’t sleep without it. I was thinking of getting in ear noise generators but now all noises beginning to cause spikes. Round and round we go :)
        Nov 1, 2023
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    16. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      It seems strange that the noise in my head creates anxiety in my body. Alas the frailty of mankind.
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    17. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      IM ALRIGHT.. IM OK.. NOT GONNA LET t WIN TODAY!
    18. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Celebrating/Not Celebrating 3 years this week. Exact time and place not 100% sure. But my life was changed and I've fought hard to be here.
      1. gameover
        gameover
        @BrOKeN_1... 3 years... Have it improved at all over these 3 years? Tell me it did...
        Oct 30, 2023
    19. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Damned headache going on 4 days... most likely Trazadone. May have to quit and figure out another way to get sleep.
    20. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      "You can't have any pudding. If you don't eat your meat!"
      1. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Haha, what?!
        Oct 18, 2023
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Lol.. Pink Floyd.
        Oct 18, 2023
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      3. gameover
        gameover
        The Wall.
        Oct 30, 2023
    21. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Sleep has become difficult at the moment. Most likely due to the reintroduction of AD. Thrown off my circadian rhythm maybe? Must Stay Calm
      1. aab and 4alien2 like this.
      2. kingsfan
        kingsfan
        I know that when I started Wellbutrin, or whenever my dosage was increased, I would have terrible sleep for a few weeks.
        Oct 12, 2023
      3. gameover
        gameover
        I've resisted ADs. No Tradozone, Zoloft, Mirt, Clomipramine, I was prescribed. Bought all of them, and just put away. I am still too scared but I wonder if I should relent.
        Oct 12, 2023
    22. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Anxiety seems to be stabilizing and AD side effects letting up. They ain't lying when they say it gets worse before it gets better.
      1. RunningMan
        RunningMan
        That's for sure. Was increased anxiety one of the side effects?
        Oct 8, 2023
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      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        @RunningMan Yep. Although it can be difficult to blame the anxiety on the AD or the increased perception of T. Have to ride it out now.
        Oct 11, 2023
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    23. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      "Just Do It" -nike-
    24. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Stormy weather thinks it's gonna keep me inside today. Think agian! Unless there is thunder... then I'm gonna hide! Lol. Stay strong peeps!
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        Oct 2, 2023
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        Love it. Wish you well always.
        Oct 2, 2023
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    25. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Not gonna lie.. struggling a bit with the side effects of resuming the AD prescription. .Maybe worse beforr better moments?*sigh*
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        You will feel much better soon I am sure. The meds can be a life safer. Hope you feel better very soon.
        Sep 28, 2023
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      4. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        @Ryan Scott fluoxetine (aka prozac) low dose 10mg. Hopefully they get to work and I don't have to bump up.
        Sep 28, 2023
      5. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        @4Grace definitely.. I'm pretty sure if successful I'll commit to staying on them long term. At least until there is a sufficient treatment for my type of tinnitus. Which I'm 99.9% sure is the culprit!
        Sep 28, 2023
    26. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Day4 back on the meds. Body having that uncomfortable anxiety tingle. I know this shit will pass but damn it sucks getting used to.
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      3. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @BrOKeN_1 I had to go back on meds too. Now I don’t know if it’s the Meds making me worse. Every time I go on them it’s because I can’t take it anymore. Then when I go on them and begin to feel better I want to come off. Afraid it’s making T worse. I am sure this back and forth not good.
        Sep 23, 2023
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      4. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        @4Grace yea.. I came off the meds in May thinking I was feeling much better and I could handle going it alone. But for some reason my tolerance took a nose dive nearly 2 weeks ago and now I'm in getting used to the meds agian shit cycle. Emotions are flowing.
        Sep 27, 2023
      5. 4Grace
        4Grace
        @BrOKeN_1 - so sorry to hear that… I know how you feel - The irony that the meds we need to survive can make the condition we suffer from worse is the glaze on the cherry that sits on top of the icing on the cake.
        Sep 28, 2023
    27. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Feeling Assulted.... *emergency services not available* ..life/living with t..
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      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        I know it. I'm sorry. =(
        Sep 19, 2023
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      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        @SarahMLFlemmer A little tounge in cheek humor.. not to be confused with real humor ;)
        Sep 19, 2023
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    28. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      There is a cricket IN my bedroom. In the past I would have found and put outside. Now. I'm like.... Sing Little Cricket Sing!!
      1. Dylan Blake, Ngo13, Joe Cuber and 3 others like this.
      2. SarahMLFlemmer
        SarahMLFlemmer
        Same! There was one in my garage! He left. I'm sad, lol.
        Sep 17, 2023
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      3. Dylan Blake
        Dylan Blake
        Were not for Your anguish of Tinnitus I would let the little Diva sing anyway, I like the songs, on a similar note they are supposed to be good luck.
        Sep 19, 2023
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    29. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Even after all this time it's hard to imagine this condition being permanent. Staying positive one day I'll glimpse silence agian.
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      2. L along the way
        L along the way
        Amen to that broken_1.. i tell myself every day.. time is a healer
        Sep 12, 2023
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      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        @kingsfan you and me both brother. My tolerance has gone to shit this week. Anxiety is spiking. And I'm contemplating getting back on the meds after 6 months of being free of them. But enough about me.. sorry to hear your having a rough go all around at the moment.
        Sep 12, 2023
      4. Juliane
        Juliane
        I know exactly what you mean. It just goes against the very core of the human soul to accept or even adapt to this. Of course we want silence.
        Sep 12, 2023
    30. BrOKeN_1
      BrOKeN_1
      Sometimes I forget this is our place to vent and commiserate.. to listen and give advice.. to not feel alone.
      1. SarahMLFlemmer
        Sep 10, 2023
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Jun 22, 1979 (Age: 45)
    Location:
    Utah
    Occupation:
    Miner
    Tinnitus Since:
    10/2020
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    High Frequency Hearing Loss