Melike
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Melike

Member, Female, from Istanbul, Turkey

Oh I love residual inhibition so much. Jul 19, 2017 at 12:31 PM

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    1. Melike
      Melike
      Oh I love residual inhibition so much.
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      3. Melike
        Melike
        @Rosemerry Due to the awesomeness of residual inhibition, I'm a bit better but I think my T is getting reactive nowadays.. Everytime I get back home from outside, it is WAY louder. I'm scared and I hope I don't develop H on top of all of that.
        Jul 19, 2017 at 4:07 PM
      4. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        your ears are sore by the many noises, i think. have that too. After two hours in a place not so full of noises, it becomes better.
        Jul 19, 2017 at 7:49 PM
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      5. Tinker Bell
        Tinker Bell
        I've noticed mine seems louder after being out for the day, too, but I often attribute that to simply that I've been busy and in an environment where my T is better ignored because my mind is occupied.
        Jul 19, 2017 at 9:22 PM
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    2. Melike
      Melike
      I've started to realize that it is not a spike since it has been around for more than 2 weeks. I think it is just getting worse.
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      2. Casper
        Casper
        Mine was still changing day to day for no reason at four months. Now, at six months, it seems more stable, but still fluctuates. In my opinion, anything before one year is still early. Healing is a very slow process for this condition!
        Jul 17, 2017 at 12:47 PM
      3. Melike
        Melike
        @Casper, you are absolutely right ! It seems a bit lower today and that validates your words. I think I need more time to truly understand that this process is certainly not a linear one and to not get freaked out with spikes no matter how much time they last. Thanks again ^^
        Jul 17, 2017 at 1:01 PM
      4. Casper
        Casper
        Jul 17, 2017 at 2:55 PM
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    3. Melike
      Melike
      Is it normal to feel like being back to square1 sometimes? My spikes still hasn't subsided and I feel like I made 0 improvement.
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      2. Melike
        Melike
        How many months mean 'new'?
        Jul 15, 2017
      3. JurgenG
        JurgenG
        I feel you. Sometimes I think it's over, and then its on again..
        Jul 16, 2017 at 10:00 AM
      4. Melike
        Melike
        @JurgenG Yeah. Getting slapped in the face for the 103048. time in such a short time period. :/
        Jul 16, 2017 at 10:06 AM
    4. Melike
      Melike
      Seems like a giant reddish cockroach was interested in my new masking audio and decided do say hello. Yikes. Ruined my night.
      1. Rosemerry
        Rosemerry
        Oh gross.
        Jul 14, 2017
    5. Melike
      Melike
      Louder than ever. It is not getting any better. No.
      1. JoyBenz007
        JoyBenz007
        Keeping you in my thoughts!
        Jul 13, 2017
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    6. Melike
      Melike
      I'm having a strange spike for the last 3 days.Seems like my good ear started to hiss loudly. I hope it doesn't stay for long. I'm so tired.
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    7. Melike
      Melike
      Hey. Still trying to limit my daily T related things consumption..It still fluctuates and spikes but I'm trying to monitor it less. Cheers
      1. Carlyi
        Carlyi
        Good luck Melike
        Jul 8, 2017
      2. Melike
        Melike
        Jul 9, 2017
    8. Rosemerry
      Rosemerry
      You do what is best for you! We're here if you need us. Go have fun! xoxo RM
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    9. _Memo
      _Memo
      Slm Melike nasilsin? Turkiyede birsey yapamiyorlar mi senin icin? Ben hollandada yasiyorum, 21/06/2017 basladi bende ama tek bi ses cok sert degil yani ama kulak patladi biraz,
      tramplen 20 metere sol yuzume dustum kulak ustunde salaklik ettim cunku okadar meterreden dalis yapilmas, kulakta enfeksiyon var, dokter kulak icin birsey verdi tablet ve kulak damlası, infection gitsin diye.
      1. Melike
        Melike
        Selam. Turkiyede de yapilan en ileri tedavi rTMS tedavisi. Iyilesme oranlari yuksek. Hollandaya gore daha iyi tedaviler var diye biliyorum. Isitme yollarindaki bozulmaya gore iyilesme sansiniz olabilir. Ben Ahmet Sirin'e gitmistim bi arastir istersen. Infection gecince gecme ihtimali var.
        Jun 27, 2017
      2. _Memo
        _Memo
        Tmm Sagol Melike I will check him out thanks, I think my ear is making sounds because the eardrum is a little bit open and I have infection, like my brain/ear are giving errors to my ear that it isnt working correctly like before. There keep coming yellow things out.. its so disgusting cok kokuyor. I think you can be cured also if you stress less and just to not listen to the sound. Cok gecmis olsun!!!!!
        Jun 28, 2017
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    10. Melike
      Melike
      I think I need to stay away from TT for a while.
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    11. Melike
      Melike
      Quiet. Are you kidding?
      1. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        T is the ultimate Mind Game.
        Jun 27, 2017
    12. Melike
      Melike
      Louder again. IRRGGGGH
    13. Melike
      Melike
      Quiet day again. But I can detect some very annoying noises while watching TV or listening to music. Is this T or me being hypersensitive?
    14. Melike
      Melike
      Listening to some Black Sabbath(via speakers ofc) and feeling depressed about all those awesome concerts I won't be able to go.
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    15. Fabrikat
      Fabrikat
      Then I wish you continued improvement over the coming months. Out of interest, where did you have this treatment and what did it cost?
      1. Melike
        Melike
        Check your inbox.
        Jun 23, 2017
    16. Fabrikat
      Fabrikat
      I see. Will you continue with further rTMS sessions or do you think that for you, the treatment has reached its limits? A reduction of 98% is quite amazing. I would call that a cure!
      1. Melike
        Melike
        Actually I've completed the sessions a week ago. They give 10 sessions only, and if you feel ok, it is ok, if you don't feel any better still, then it means it will not be effective anyways.
        Jun 23, 2017
      2. Melike
        Melike
        Yes, amazing right? I was even able to read in total silence..But the problem is, it didn't last so long...But thats the reality with my T. It has always been like this. Also, they said the impact of those sessions will continue for 1,5-2 months and the brain will try to rewire itself in this period. So, it is so soon to say something good or bad.
        Jun 23, 2017
    17. Fabrikat
      Fabrikat
      @Melike, if your friend's rTMS was so successful, a possibility I don't doubt, then what are you waiting for?
      1. Melike
        Melike
        I already had 10 rTMS sessions. Although it seems like it decreased my T to a level of nearly %98) silent for a while, it still fluctuates and I was improving ,even if it was little by little, before rTMS sessions, so I can't be sure if they worked or not.
        Jun 23, 2017
      2. Scared111
        Scared111
        what's the cost of rtms?
        Jun 30, 2017
    18. Melike
      Melike
      Feeling inceredibly lost. Not just because of the T tho. I feel like I won't be able to take over my life again at least for a looong time.
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      2. Melike
        Melike
        @JurgenG Yes!! I had to say no to my friends' clubbing invitation and they were like wtf?! They think it will never going to happen to them...Maybe it won't...
        Jun 23, 2017
      3. Melike
        Melike
        I genuinely believe there will be effective treatments in 5 years. I personally talked to 2 people , their T disappeared with rTMS sessions. 3 people, their T decreased %70-90t they habituated quickly. They are now trying to increase the effectiveness of rtms and individualize it.
        Jun 23, 2017
      4. Melike
        Melike
        And I talked to them not in an online place, I talked to them face to face, have their contact numbers and continued to talk after treatments. They are still doing great.
        Jun 23, 2017
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    19. Melike
      Melike
      Louder again. I'll never be happy again if it ever decreases because IM SO DONE WITH GETTING DISAPPOINTED.
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      3. Paul10
        Paul10
        Do you get residual inhibition? My T is being a moron right now also, one tone seems to have increased, which has brought back "the fear!" but I'm just keeping things in perspective. They do say changing tones is a positive, so fingers crossed!
        Jun 21, 2017
      4. Melike
        Melike
        Yeah, a few times I got residual inhibition and I was scared to death. But that was right after I tried notched music therapy, I gues..Not sure and so tired of all of these !!
        Jun 21, 2017
      5. Melike
        Melike
        The hardest thing is not being trapped in that fear and reminding yourself it is probably temporary. I know it is easier said than done. I'm here all the time if you want to talk. I don't have much to do since T took lots of things from me.
        Jun 21, 2017
    20. Melike
      Melike
      Much louder today. Not surprised. FUCKING T.
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      2. JurgenG
        JurgenG
        What goes up must come down, the fluctuating might be a good sign, keep it up girl!
        Jun 20, 2017
      3. Melike
        Melike
        oh, thanks for all your support !
        Jun 20, 2017
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    21. Melike
      Melike
      For two days, T decreased to a level where I can't hear even in silent rooms if I don't really, reaaaaaally search for it.Still cycling tho.
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      2. Melike
        Melike
        Yes! It feels incredibly great. If it comes back, at least I know that I can enjoy the silence(almost) for a few days once in a while. I wish all of you the same with my whole heart <3
        Jun 19, 2017
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      3. JurgenG
        JurgenG
        The fact that it goes away from time to time looks like it's a good sign!
        Jun 19, 2017
      4. Melike
        Melike
        I can never be sure if it was gone or not when I hear the silence. Its a fucking mind game for me. As long as it doesn't stop me from doing something, I'm okay with its either gone or it just silent,or I'm habituated.
        Jun 19, 2017
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    Gender:
    Female
    Location:
    Istanbul, Turkey
    Tinnitus Since:
    17 / 03 /2017
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Stress - anxiety - noise exposure (rare) - not sure
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