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Can someone please talk to me? :( I feel like I am in hell. Sep 8, 2021

    1. Travis Henry
      Travis Henry
      I hope you are ok. Love you sister!
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      2. pleasejuststop
        pleasejuststop
        Thank you so much! Not doing too ok but how are you? Love you too!
        Sep 2, 2022
    2. Lan2021!
      Lan2021!
      Hi @pleasejuststop. I saw your post on my thread and was wondering if you're doing better. When did you get the Torodal shot?
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      3. Exit
        Exit
        I read you can’t walk.
        Why is that?
        Sending hugs.
        Apr 19, 2022
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      4. pleasejuststop
        pleasejuststop
        @Exit I have crps. It’s a severe nerve pain disorder. I’m going in the direction of assisted death soon. Just can’t take this. Thank you for the hugs, back to you
        Apr 21, 2022
      5. Exit
        Exit
        I’m really sorry to hear this. I thought perhaps you had autoimmune arthritis or something like that which are treated with expensive Immune therapy. Hugs again.
        Apr 21, 2022
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    3. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      Can someone please talk to me? :( I feel like I am in hell.
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      3. Bill Bauer
        Bill Bauer
        Have you experienced Any fading/improvement, compared to how it was three months ago?
        Sep 9, 2021
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      4. pleasejuststop
        pleasejuststop
        It was improving a little until a few days ago, after another loud noise exposure. I have to take a flight back home in a few weeks.
        Sep 9, 2021
      5. Lan2021!
        Lan2021!
        it's almost the exact 5-month date since I got my torodal injection. I can say that I feel that I have improved since then though. Last night, my room was almost dead silent, and I could only hear a faint hissing sound in my left ear. I'm starting to get back on my feet again, so hopefully it means I'll go back to normal soon. How are you holding up right now?
        Feb 23, 2022
    4. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      Thunder clap right near me, extremely loud, I was outdoors, no earplugs. Woke everyone inside up, it was so loud. Very worried about spike
      1. Massi91
        Massi91
        Don´t worry about such things, it´s only in the mind ... trust me i know that feeling, at one point i was even scared to run because of spikes... it´s your nervous system which causes the spikes.
        Jul 26, 2021
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      2. pleasejuststop
        pleasejuststop
        It’s definitely louder. Thunder can be 120 db so I’m worried about a permanent spike. I was right near it outside.
        Jul 26, 2021
      3. Massi91
        Massi91
        It will get better, just calm your nerves. If you are feeling stressed and anxious about it, it probably comes from that.

        If your hearing is the same then you have nothing to worry... it will get normal again
        Jul 26, 2021
    5. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      Balloons popped next to me at amusement park. Can't have any fun.
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    6. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      Fucking fireworks!!! Just a few houses down from me while I was outside bringing groceries in.
    7. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      In agony. Same thing every day. I'm trying to live but it's so hard. How can I cope when I already was mentally ill and depressed?
      1. just1morething
        just1morething
        I understand. I had some of those same issues prior to tinnitus.
        Jul 30, 2020
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      2. ShaunR
        ShaunR
        Hang on in there! I've had T for over 16 years.... In all that time it's got better and less intrusive to the point of not knowing I even had it. It's H kicking my arse these days!
        Jul 30, 2020
    8. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      What medications are you taking to deal with the stress of Tinnitus?
      1. ShaunR
        ShaunR
        I take Citalopram which has never impacted my T. I would avoid Benzos we're possible unless you need something short term to help you through.
        Jul 30, 2020
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      2. pleasejuststop
        pleasejuststop
        Do you take benzos prn? I'm on several meds, a mood stabilizer, and Klonopin every couple days, but the mood stabilizer reduces the effects of the Klonopin. And thank you
        Jul 30, 2020
      3. ShaunR
        ShaunR
        Hey. I just take Citalopram but that's just for my current ear problem of H which is causing me serious anxiety. Before this I took nothing at all. Don't get me wrong when I first got T at 19 I struggled for 6 months but gradually it got better and I habituated. I still have T now but I only hear it when I tune in to it. Trust me when I say you will get to that point :) T will not ruin your life.
        Jul 30, 2020
    9. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      @JasonP Hi, which anticonvulsant/mood stabilizer has helped you most with anxiety? Besides benzos?
    10. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      I really can't take this anymore.
      1. Gabriel5050
        Gabriel5050
        People here understand you. Hopefully you find strength. I recommend "Man's search for meaning" by Victor Frankl.
        Jul 1, 2020
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      2. Bill Bauer
        Bill Bauer
        The first 3-4 months are the worst. Have you experienced any fading compared to how it was a 6 weeks ago?
        Jul 2, 2020
      3. pleasejuststop
        pleasejuststop
        Ty Bill. I have experienced some fading from the previous spike from months ago. I think I'm just at the point where after 4 years I don't want to deal with the constant fear of spikes at all anymore.
        Jul 3, 2020
    11. pleasejuststop
      pleasejuststop
      Feels like I'm in a nightmare that I can't wake up from.
      1. Orions Pain
        Orions Pain
        Forever mood
        Apr 16, 2020
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    Gender:
    Female
    Location:
    Ny
    Tinnitus Since:
    2015
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Loud noise