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silentnight

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just like in the cliché - meditation and mindful relaxation does help :P May 26, 2023

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    1. silentnight
      silentnight
      just like in the cliché - meditation and mindful relaxation does help :P
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      2. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        Howdy, how's your T been?
        May 26, 2023
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      3. silentnight
        silentnight
        @Joe Cuber pretty silent the last couple days, although more existent today. not sure what the correlation is. perhaps relieving inner tensions is helping?
        May 27, 2023
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      4. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        @silentnight - Have you noticed whether your T regularly cycles between quiet and loud?
        May 27, 2023
    2. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      Hey silent :D how’s everything going?
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      2. silentnight
        silentnight
        oh, dear lantern.. what a coincidence!! i just so happened to check this site for the first time in quite a while.. i'm happy to see you, as always, and thank you for stopping by :D
        Mar 24, 2023
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      3. silentnight
        silentnight
        things have been going really well, tinnitus wise!! it's a lot easier to habituate and take the stress off of the ear when there is *so* much going on—so much work to be done and things to learn!! i've also improved my posture and increased my diet dramatically, dunno if that's related though.
        Mar 24, 2023
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    3. silentnight
      silentnight
      it's never gone, just forgotten. always waiting to be remembered, to consume my life once more. i won't let it, of course.
      1. silentnight
        silentnight
        and yet it also feels like there's this potential state of my body in which it feels nearly nonexistent. i need to tune into my somatic experiences more
        Feb 22, 2023
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    4. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      Hey silent!!! How’re ya doing?
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      2. silentnight
        silentnight
        hello dear lantern!! =^^= i've been doing really good!! i've been really busy with life stuff so i haven't noticed my tinnitus much lately, although i think it's still there (habituated perhaps???) i'm happy to see you though!! take care, dear <3
        Feb 15, 2023
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      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        I’m glad you’re on your way to habituation!! Praying for 100% habituation on your end and mine haha
        Take care as well hun!! <3
        Mar 3, 2023
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    5. silentnight
      silentnight
      2023 update: tinnitus is so much of a non-issue for me now. bigger problems to deal with. habituation success?
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    6. silentnight
      silentnight
      tinnitus feels like it gets quieter for a day after putting stress on my jaw. i may be fucking it up but hey if it works it works
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    7. silentnight
      silentnight
      looking back at my previous profile posts like an anthropologist
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      2. silentnight
        silentnight
        "past me what do you MEAN CUDDLING WITH A BOY WORKED!?!?! HOW!?!? WHAT DID YOU DO WITH HIM???? WAS ACUPUNCTURE INVOLVED!?!?!?!?!?!?"
        Nov 17, 2022
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    8. silentnight
      silentnight
      i straight up felt and heard my back crack. i think i'm getting old...
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        It gets too us all lol
        Nov 16, 2022
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    9. silentnight
      silentnight
      anyone with somatic tinnitus: try massaging the area in front of and above the tragus? should be a dent???
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      2. Strawberryblonde
        Strawberryblonde
        I did it for about a week once and i "think" it made a difference but ive not done it often enough to make a complete difference since, I really need to keep that up as I have TMJ. I watch some YouTube videos about massaging around the jaw and they are quite informative.
        Nov 16, 2022
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    10. silentnight
      silentnight
      aaaand back to being in tinnitus hell. buh.
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    11. silentnight
      silentnight
      *takes ginkgo biloba pills* *tinnitus instantly feels quieter* "wow, ginkgo biloba is really effective- no wait, that's just placebo..."
      1. SamRosemary
        SamRosemary
        I mean, if it helps it helps. Placebo or not.
        Nov 15, 2022
      2. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        This is how I feel about. NAC. So I just keep swallowing.
        Nov 16, 2022
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      3. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        Be like Journey. Don't stop believin'.
        Nov 16, 2022
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    12. silentnight
      silentnight
      somatic tinnitus is so weird. it's like the entire right side of my head is more sensitive to strains and movement than the left? but why???
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      3. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        That's totally like me. Right side of my head more sensitive to pressure and movement. I think it's muscular. So many muscles around your head, face and neck, like hundreds of them. My current theory: posture and muscle tightness (neck, abs, jaw, face, skull)
        Nov 16, 2022
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      4. silentnight
        silentnight
        @Joe Cuber it's possible, but it still seems weird to think that one side of our posture or muscles could be worse than the other.. maybe some kind of pinched nerve or pressure or something?? bleh.. we'll get through this someday.. :<
        Nov 16, 2022
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      5. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        @silentnight - My osteopath told me it's quite common to be misaligned towards one side. She pointed out that, in fact, my jaw is misaligned toward one side and that one of my shoulders is higher than the other. I said, "I'm out of line?! YOU'RE out of line!!"
        Nov 17, 2022
    13. silentnight
      silentnight
      bad news: got a 103°F fever (may be mono?) good news: tinnitus has been really quiet, perhaps due to fever???
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      2. Nadia231
        Nadia231
        If T is unaffected, that's a win then! Ive got the theory that when our body is going through another problem/illness (fever, bad stomach, joint pain) the auditory system is not our brain's priority and we perceive our T less. Of course this is just my opinion. Hope your T stays like that!!
        Nov 15, 2022
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      3. blamingeverything
        blamingeverything
        My tinnitus got quieter when I had covid
        Nov 15, 2022
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    14. silentnight
      silentnight
      local university student simply too busy to have tinnitus
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      2. SamRosemary
        SamRosemary
        I’m in college and I do not have the time for T, but it’s been getting me down again and pissing me off. One more midterm and I have reading week. Cannot wait.
        Oct 16, 2022
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    15. silentnight
      silentnight
      had a really busy day today. 3 midterms. somehow the tinnitus is the quiestest it's ever been?????????? i'm glad the day is over though <3
    16. silentnight
      silentnight
      quieter.. but not silent... and yet, i don't know what's left to be done... what else can i do to solve this problem...
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      2. InfiniteLoop
        InfiniteLoop
        You should do nothing, because there is nothing that can be done. The next step is internalize that is the way is going to be for the foreseeable future. Embrace the noise.
        Oct 13, 2022
      3. BrOKeN_1
        BrOKeN_1
        Unfortunately. @InfiniteLoop is correct. You may have to face the fact that complete silence may very well never be achieved. It's frustrating for sure but the more you fight the longer it will take to habituate. Try to make peace with the noise and learn to coexist.
        Oct 13, 2022
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      4. Wrfortiscue
        Wrfortiscue
        Live with it. Be grateful it’s mild and carry on with life, just don’t be careless with your ears
        Oct 13, 2022
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    17. silentnight
      silentnight
      maybe i've been clenching my jaw too tightly? people have told me to loosen it before when it didnt feel like it was tight...
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    18. silentnight
      silentnight
      click loudness/frequency are likely correlated with stress and perhaps attention to them?
    19. lanterns&coffee
      lanterns&coffee
      yolo!! How are you feeling today :D?
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      3. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        @silentnight im doing alright thanks for asking! Currently about to go to school and complete an English comparative essay sac. Hopefully my cheatsheet will save me womp womp .. Highschool sucks, hopefully I’ll be free after this
        Oct 13, 2022
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      4. silentnight
        silentnight
        @lanterns&coffee sounds interesting!! :> what's a sac, exactly? like an exam or a timed writing assignment or something? good luck!! o/ <3
        Oct 13, 2022
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      5. lanterns&coffee
        lanterns&coffee
        Sac stands for student assessed coursework!!! It’s like a .. really important test, a subcategory of exam? But yea! We have a couple of them every term for each subject :>
        Oct 16, 2022
    20. silentnight
      silentnight
      quieter and i don't know why... louder and i don't know why... why oh why must these sounds haunt my life...
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      2. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        So yours varies too @Nadia231? Gotta appreciate the quieter days, but it's still bizarre that it does that
        Oct 12, 2022
      3. Nadia231
        Nadia231
        @Joe Cuber that's what I meant. I cant say that mine changes that much. It's always very loud but some days it takes me longer to actually focus on it. Other days I hear it screeming all day long.
        Oct 12, 2022
      4. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        I see @Nadia231, I hope you continue to have better days
        Oct 13, 2022
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    21. silentnight
      silentnight
      cuddled with a girl and now it's LOUDER what the HELL??????
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      2. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        Seems like you're formulating a hypothesis....
        Oct 9, 2022
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      3. silentnight
        silentnight
        @Joe Cuber if T is going to prevent me from being gay then i really will become a T researcher
        Oct 9, 2022
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    22. silentnight
      silentnight
      acupunctured and nucca. T's been louder today than usual. perhaps that's healing? progress? or just due to my stressful day, sigh...
      1. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        What I learned from my T is that it has it's own rhythm. Sometimes it's louder, sometimes quieter, sometimes higher pitched, sometimes lower. It takes a while to know when it's louder due to something or it's just gotten louder on its own
        Oct 9, 2022
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    23. silentnight
      silentnight
      there should really be a section on profiles for "cured since:" or "habituated since:"
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      2. Aschenherz
        Aschenherz
        maybe. But a lot of people having it bad for their whole life. I am so glad, that you have somatic T. Appreciate the silence, when you are be there. No Headphones, no loud enviroements, and NO stress. Stress was my trigger.
        Oct 6, 2022
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      3. silentnight
        silentnight
        @Aschenherz as in stress caused T in the first place, or that stress brought about its episodes? And... I think stress shall be inevitable in my life, but perhaps the road to victory shall be in reinterpreting those stressors as something positive (or whatever doesn't cause the ear to buzz XD)
        Oct 6, 2022
    24. silentnight
      silentnight
      clicks have been getting rarer. why? less tension? post-covid clearing up? habituation!? cuddling with a boy!?!? answer me, ear muscles!!!
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      3. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        It'd be a whole lot easier if our ears could tell us what their deal is.
        Oct 6, 2022
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      4. silentnight
        silentnight
        @Joe Cuber for real!! it's about time they contribute to the conversation instead of listening to all of it. they really ought to pull their weight, hmph..
        Oct 6, 2022
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      5. Joe Cuber
        Joe Cuber
        Lol :P
        Oct 7, 2022
    25. silentnight
      silentnight
      at this rate i will be performing surgery on myself before the end of the semester
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    26. silentnight
      silentnight
      trying hard to put tension on the right side of my face as little as possible. works, kind of?
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    27. silentnight
      silentnight
      i really think theres some subconscious tension on the right side of my neck causing the T
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    28. silentnight
      silentnight
      this may be tmi but i cuddled with someone for the first time recently and my tinnitus was nearly nonexistent. coincidence!?! i think not!!!
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      3. LukeYoung
        LukeYoung
        Distraction is the best medicine for tinnitus.
        Oct 4, 2022
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      4. CW Dragon
        CW Dragon
        might be the oxytocin, there's a thread on that
        Oct 5, 2022
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      5. silentnight
        silentnight
        @CW Dragon the 'LOVE HORMONE'!? my god i expected tinnitus to change my lifestyle but not like this o_O
        Oct 5, 2022
    29. silentnight
      silentnight
      "When you're with me, I wonder / Why nothing seems to sunder / It's oddly tranquil here / When I'm with you, my dear" <3
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    30. silentnight
      silentnight
      got a bit of a scare with what sounded like pulsatile tinnitus whenst arising from bed, but it subsided thankfully <3 slept uncomfortably???
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      2. Forever hopeful
        Forever hopeful
        I get it every time I turn over in bed in the am.
        Oct 3, 2022
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    Gender:
    Female
    Birthday:
    Oct 3, 2002 (Age: 20)
    Location:
    California
    Occupation:
    Cognitive Science Undergrad
    Tinnitus Since:
    05/2022
    Cause of Tinnitus:
    Acoustic Trauma? Neck... somethings????
    hello! please call me silentnight, or Faust. i love cognitive science, (yuri) manga, horror movies/media, and indie video games CX feel free to hit me up!! and... let's do our best <3

    "Hopeful curiosity—maybe there are still happy answers left for my discovery!" –String Theocracy