was outside the WHOLE day, hard to deal with in winter, but what can you do. But.. it was really silent, as i was entering my house and i was overjoyed. Now it is getting louder again.. is this some kind of h going on? I know, that i am hearing a lot of "artifical noise is not good." i am trying to play and have twitch open beside that. Try to really focus on the words of the commentator. But it is really getting louder in the background again and soonish it was so loud as the commentator. can someone tell me? Is this h? reactive tinnitus? just artifical noises? I dont wear headphones since this this started in 2017.
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i dont know how i fall out of habituation always and always.the severe anxiety is making my life miserable. i forgot how the sleep felt. always bad Dreams, always constant on edge.. Hum is also back.. how do you deal with that? i am currently unemployed.. so a lot of time.i hate the fact that i am falling out of habituation again and again. It is so exhausting. It is so troublesome. I know i must conquer this, but i have no idea how. I don't know, if i can habituate again, when i know, i can get this again and again and again. Habituation is not a fix, it is like a placebo, so the millions will not get into good studies. It is so fucked up.and.. just a reminder for myself. I habituated to all of that shit, even to the hum. I don't know, why my brain is so good in that, but he really got this. 2025 was a really fucked up year for me with a lot of other mental problems. I have gastritis for 3 months now, which is based on helicobacter pylori and the thing that i have little nutrition it the cause of my spike, i guess. I really, really struggle with it because i was not in a good place before. But what can we do? I try not to think about it, but it is basically unbearable. It is comforting that the sounds were like that 2024, because i forgot. I don't know, when i was getting better or what have i done for it. I think just one day it dropped in volume. And i was fine again. For almost a year. No spikes this summer. But now..it is actually crazy that i forgot all of it from 2024. And that i have had H, like now. We must battle this shit. There is no way that we can let this win. ever.loud T since six days. I cope really badly with it. I even have H again. It sucks so much. But i forgot that i have had a very long episode of a spike here. I need to do the right things now. I am so glad, that this forum still exists. Please, if you want to tell me something, share it.I've been blasted away from all the interactions here. Thank you so much. Feels good to not be alone. wishing us all good t/h days.the reaction of all the people around me are ridiclious. "i have it too, it is a small ringing in a silent room." I wish..no one really gets what tinnitus and TINNITUS means, unless you suffer from it, compared with h.back then i habituated pretty fast to it and almost forgot about it. Since the worsening 22 it was another story, but managable. And now..I think, it is a permanent one. It is going very long now and when i wake up, it is really unbearable. I wish i was to my lovely little t 17it is still going very strong, maybe i felt out of habituationstill going strong in my ears.. couldnt sleep.. baerly functioning.Tinnitus ramped up out of nowhere. Is now on a BLAST for over 30 hours. I think it was never so loud.I hate this disease. sure, you have good days and bad days. But this... it is ridiclious. I don't even want to deal with it. But i have to..should i take predisolone? my doc would me describe that. It is 6 a.m. here. What to do when you have had a really bad increase?please help me. It is so loud i can't hear anything but this right now. It wasn't so bad..since.. since.. ever?..but the constant volume increase is very troublesome for me. All i can hear is the voice in my head right now. I try to relax but i cantI have a very severe spike which is getting louder and louder. It began several hours ago. I was not panicking at first..a nasty spike tried to intrude my brain. it is very loud, but i feel, i should let him in. Anxiety is a beast i yet learn to tame.unfortunately my tones are much louder in the Summer. sucks.love to all the people here <3i think, it would be easier for a lot of us, if the society would finally agree, that our world is just too loud.had covid. Now my tinnitus is doubled in volume. But we have to keep going and never lose faith.
I dont understand why they couldnt rigorously test susan shore until they got 100 percent success, while not taking 100 years for one dam trail. i dont like all this unraveling bullsh1t. like it either works or it doesnt. here we are 2023 and we still dont know. I hate this man. everybody else with other conditions gets guarantees that their medication work but we get left in the dark.had some pretty rough days lately. Now i am laying here with the biggest spike in my history of T. I am sick of this.But even the worst crisis will fade with time. Always remember that. It helped me (and this community) during the dark days.to the people who struggleRemeber, a crisis is nothing like your usual life. All systems are up and you will be triggered by the tiniest bitI struggle. every Day. But not as hard as 2 months ago. Time is helping to see it as some part of your body. Not that i like this even a bit -
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