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@Delta12 , thank you for contacting me. Sorry you suffer so much from tinnitus. At the start we usually suffer much as the ringing is so alien. Given time we will get better. I had to use medications too to help me, Ativan, Prozac, and sleeping bills. Check my success story "From Darkness to Light..." for detail. Take care. God bless.
Suddenly last week tintles cane
it started because i had a lott.of stress, little overheated People say

Then i go to my doc, and i cry and cry he said you got a panic or anexity disorder.

So he discribe medication ( Nortriptellyne) how helps me with stress and anexity its my second day, but is its not working yet.



Since yesterday i started with my nortroptelyne.
RunningMan
Nortriptyline takes several weeks to begin to work with anxiety. I took 50 mg for 3 months solid, and I never felt it worked for me. Benzos give immediate relief, but you can build tolerance and dependency within a couple weeks if you take them every day.
Wind in right ear static somewhere (maybe left) and EEE or Ewwwa EWwwwah in left ear that both come and go.

It changes so much still 😩 last night wasn't great. Wine is not my friend.

Taking more hydroxyzine than I'd like. :/ don't wanna make it worse but I need help sleeping still I guess.

Can make it louder when yawning or bending head forward.
Im still in this UBERspike. I start to think more that its my reaction + tension from the incidents that spikes me, makes no sense that dropping a catcage door that made like 100-120 DB send my TT from 4-5 to a solid 8/10. Its crazy. Anyone got tips how to adress the jaw and neck? :) Tried to go for a walk today but felt more like i was running away from people with dogs so that didnt make me more relaxed.
Wind and static today. So weird. Occasional pings an Eeeeees. had a fairly quiet day other than the gym and kids wrestling practice yesterday and didn't mask last night, took 50mg of hydroxyzine to sleep and got a lot of sleep. Been taking ginkgo and iron again. Lots of variables. Staying positive.
*knock on wood* having alot of good days lately. Pain and noise tolerance is up. Anxiety and depression are at a low ebb. T is still loud and all encompassing but doesn't seem to be in the driver's seat for now. Wishing everyone here better days.
I keep myself busy as much as possible so i'm excausted in the evening and sleep well (VERY important). I don't answer phone calls, attend meetings or whatever. I avoid going to shops as much as possible. My wife is very caring and understanding. She goes to visit friends and family. But it always breaks my heart when she sends pictures at a dinner table in a restaurant f.e. It could have been us two together...
Sodlin
I feel you! ill hope we will all see an improvement soon! :) I also sleep very well in silence even tho i got loud tinnitus. Have hard time sleeping when im in a spike and anxious tho
Seems i can't reply on previous messages to answer your questions. I have mild T and H since 2004 but this escalated 2018. I have had periods of improvements but basicly this is just a roler coaster. But lately symptoms just have increased. I'm lucky I'm self employed (IT) and work from my home office. But I noticed a lot of computerwork is not good so i help my daughter in her art studio.
Sodlin
Why is alot of computer work "not good"? Is it because it makes you get tension or do your ear handle the computer sound poorly? Maybe your symptoms "increased" bc sitting at the computer (i think that is atleast alittle part in my case since almost all my sounds are extremly somatics and i sit at a desk ALOT (around 10-15 hours a day).
HighleyTall
I really don't know but I have the feeling. Maybe it is a bad posture? My neck? The screen? In my case facial nerves are definitly involved (tingling in face and on skull). My T is somatic sensoric too (neck, jaw...). I notice when a reduce screentime and do more physical work i'm usually in better condition.
Sodlin
its a hard thing becuase since im scared of all other things i sit like 90% of my awakening time at the computer and i seems to get spikes from it aswell (also think its the posture since i got speakers on supppppperlow). But at the same time since its my only "safe space" its hard to get away from it.
Read about your incident with the "toilet lid slam" you had. Did you get a spike from it and if you did, did it go back to baseline? :)
Hi Martin,
I've read your story and can really relate. After a period of health issues and anxiety, I've developed a high-pitched sound/hissing. I had mild tinnitus for 5 years, likely from a sinus infection, but it's now stronger. I can even change the sound with neck or jaw movements. It's tough knowing there's no cure, just CBT and therapy. How have you been doing? God bless.
K
I have the same thing jaw and neck movement change the sound sometimes for the better no always though. At the moment it's gotten so bad I get 2 or 3 different sounds at the same time. Hopefully one day we will vet so.e kind of relief. Could you tell me what is CBT. I only just joined this group needed to.find some support I'm going nuts and local doctor is no help at all...
Today my boss "rewarded me" for my hard work by taking hes palm and smash it on my shoulder 5-6 times really hard and said "GOODJOB *name*!". This is the EXACT same person i said that i have very hard for people talking loudly close to me or clapping their hands. Its make me so frustrating and sad. Cant tell if im spiking since im already in a spike from the catcarrier incident....
HighleyTall
Even now, on one of the few occasions when I go anywhere, I still catch myself talking at normal volume to people and pretend that everything is normal with all the consequences that entails. If a conversation in a room is at 50dB, how much dB would that make at your vocal cords? 70 or 80db? This is enough for me to suffer from burning ears, facial/skull sensations and migraines for days.
Sodlin
@HighleyTall How long have you had it? Have you improved? Is it "hard" to live with another person and having this condition? I cant imagine having a girlfriend with this condition, dont seem fair for her to live the same isolation i live in atm.
Sodlin
@HighleyTall i understand what you mean. At my last worsening 2 years ago i couldnt hold meetings or have conversations before getting "tired" in my ears. Now i can handle that pretty well if its just a 1 on 1 conversation. Cant handle multiple people talking at once tho.
Used to be one of those people who panic over hearing their T only when plugging ears... I'm so ashamed of myself.
Juliane
It is all relative. Big hug!
dreamer16
It's worse. I quit SSRIs cold turkey 6 months ago, and the T has been louder ever since. I need to know if it will fade over time. I'm so depressed because of it and have no support system. I'm in hell now. Parents and nobody around me understands me. I can barely sleep...

If you don't mind me asking, how do you manage to fall asleep at night?
Please God... Anything but T.
orenge01
Did your setback from the firecracker get any better?
dreamer16
It did thankfully. My ears were clogged after I heard it, but thankfully it has subsided a bit. How are you doing?
orenge01
@dreamer16 That's great to hear! I'm doing ok I guess. I did encounter some noises today, but I think I'm pretty good. I also think my setback has gotten better. I can sleep better now at least which is good. Healing bit by bit :)
With the help of a little sleep meds (think the insomnia was due to high levels of B vitamins) and stress reduction, I'm back to sleeping and my T had been lower @ week 5-6

Still hissing, ringing squeaking? and occasional pure tone for a minute or two
cjbhab
what kind of sleep meds do you take?
kaymath
Are im the only one stuck in this cycle? Loud noise ---> anxiety and louder tinnitus for like a day to some weeks ---> i forget about the incident or calm myself ---> Tinnitus back to baseline (or gets better) ---> new loud sound etc etc.... Is my reaction my problem for my spikes? happens like 1-2 times a week.
orenge01
You're not the only one, I'm stuck in that same cycle as well but it's between months, not really weeks but yeah its annoying :/
Sodlin
@HighleyTall it might be but its weird it always seems to "go away" at the same time as i calm myself.
Sodlin
@orenge01 yea. Just wished wished i could "not care" and not freak out everytime i hear a loud sound.
Was feeling like my spike and anxiety calmed abit so i took my cat for a drive in the car (to get him used with it). When i came home and took hes cusion out of the cage the giant metal door fell down 1,5 metres and hit the wooden floor with two bing BANGS.... Not sure if its pure shock or im having a "new" spike now. Feels like so many stuffs happens so cant tell what spikes me and what not lol.

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Went and saw Nosferatu and have had a noise increase since :/ That's on me for not having my earplugs in the entire time. But also: Why are cinemas so goddamn loud? Or can they mix the movie so it's not going to deafen me every time something interesting happens...!
Man.. I would give so much for natural wellbeing. That is such a precious gift of life. My only hope, is hope, that it can be so one day.. these past years have been so harsh.. pff.. i feel like the only way i can continue is with the hope of it healing.
That's one thing I really miss - going to the cinema. Glad it went well for you.