This morning I was reading several studies done on structural brain changes in tinnitus patients. As you can expect, it was a very depressing thing to read.
While some studies seem to either have inconsistent or unverifiable findings, it all seems to talk about reduction in grey matter. We seem to lose grey matter left and right. The right inferior colliculos, the left hippocampus, the ventralmedial prefrontal cortex, the primary auditory cortex.
And if you're depressed, that leads to even more reduction in places like the hippocampus. I'm honestly about ready to give up on life. Losing grey matter is serious and permanent. There is no fixing that. All that loss of function because the brain doesn't want to be without a certain hearing frequency.
I have to wonder just how much worse my learning and memory because of this loss of tissue. I'm seriously angry at this. The brain compensates for this loss with new connections to other regions. Areas like the nucleus accumbens appear to have hyperactivity to try and maintain the functions of the areas now lost.
In order to cease the noise, this carefully construction reorganized brain needs to be antagonized. We need to basically go to the areas trying to compensate and cool the hyperactivity in hopes that they carry out only their base functions while the compensatory functions are ceased and thus lost forever.
Only by antagonizing the brain will this condition go away.
While some studies seem to either have inconsistent or unverifiable findings, it all seems to talk about reduction in grey matter. We seem to lose grey matter left and right. The right inferior colliculos, the left hippocampus, the ventralmedial prefrontal cortex, the primary auditory cortex.
And if you're depressed, that leads to even more reduction in places like the hippocampus. I'm honestly about ready to give up on life. Losing grey matter is serious and permanent. There is no fixing that. All that loss of function because the brain doesn't want to be without a certain hearing frequency.
I have to wonder just how much worse my learning and memory because of this loss of tissue. I'm seriously angry at this. The brain compensates for this loss with new connections to other regions. Areas like the nucleus accumbens appear to have hyperactivity to try and maintain the functions of the areas now lost.
In order to cease the noise, this carefully construction reorganized brain needs to be antagonized. We need to basically go to the areas trying to compensate and cool the hyperactivity in hopes that they carry out only their base functions while the compensatory functions are ceased and thus lost forever.
Only by antagonizing the brain will this condition go away.